Why do I feel sad when I read her blog. Is it due to the background music? or is it the content? Maybe I should bother myself that much. Stop thinking this much. I do read her blog.
I...
Friday, December 30, 2005
Monday, December 26, 2005
24th XmasEve
Xmas..wow..Xmas Eve plan was to rot at home and see if I will turn into an undead. But Mr polar chua zhao han asked me t go over to Esther's house. I thought there were some kind of class gathering or something, so I agreed to go. Only until i meet him, then he tiold me it will be only 2 of us, and we were suppose to go there listen to carolling.
As we waited, (Carolling party were late.) we ate some scallops. WoW. Nice salty..hmm... We saw how much bikes her dad has, how many consoles they owned, how many HiFi they have in their house. Whew..Then we felt that we should play Xbox console while we waited.
Suddenly! A bang! A boom! The carolling party came silently. (Notice that there isnt any bang or boom.) 40 church members came into the little 4 room flat. wow. Then they sit down at the living room (some left standing,some gotta stand outside, some waited in the kitchen). Christmas Carol. My god. I cant sing. I didnt. =P HEes Listen to one of them talked about Christmas, Jesus coming to the world. ah..boring. the way he spoke. God bless.
After that, we had sme red bean soups. (so did the carollers) then we played Xbox. One round of Metal Slug 4 with zhaohan. If that game were to be played at the arcade, I and him would had spent hundred plus on it. whew. Bored. We take turns to play Star War Lego with Esther on the Xbox. It was fun. But I were sleepy. So I napped. Woke up in an hr time. Played abit. then the game hanged. Oh gosh.. No save. Sob. But I dont mind. SInce im not the one who played for the hr. haha
Sleept til morning. Cold. WOke up. Went to the living room. Slept on the sofa. Esther was plaing maple. wow. no sleep i suppose. hees We left at around 12 after eating some breads. and milo.made by Esther's mom. hees. 25th already. Shall make a new post.
As we waited, (Carolling party were late.) we ate some scallops. WoW. Nice salty..hmm... We saw how much bikes her dad has, how many consoles they owned, how many HiFi they have in their house. Whew..Then we felt that we should play Xbox console while we waited.
Suddenly! A bang! A boom! The carolling party came silently. (Notice that there isnt any bang or boom.) 40 church members came into the little 4 room flat. wow. Then they sit down at the living room (some left standing,some gotta stand outside, some waited in the kitchen). Christmas Carol. My god. I cant sing. I didnt. =P HEes Listen to one of them talked about Christmas, Jesus coming to the world. ah..boring. the way he spoke. God bless.
After that, we had sme red bean soups. (so did the carollers) then we played Xbox. One round of Metal Slug 4 with zhaohan. If that game were to be played at the arcade, I and him would had spent hundred plus on it. whew. Bored. We take turns to play Star War Lego with Esther on the Xbox. It was fun. But I were sleepy. So I napped. Woke up in an hr time. Played abit. then the game hanged. Oh gosh.. No save. Sob. But I dont mind. SInce im not the one who played for the hr. haha
Sleept til morning. Cold. WOke up. Went to the living room. Slept on the sofa. Esther was plaing maple. wow. no sleep i suppose. hees We left at around 12 after eating some breads. and milo.made by Esther's mom. hees. 25th already. Shall make a new post.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
New beginning..
It had been quite awhile since I blogged. I realised this is what I say everytime I blog.
I'm attached now. New beginning. Hmm. It had been 12 days by now. She is so sweet and nice, well, like what I told her, someone I wanted as a girlfriend. We really had fun during the first week, going out everyday together. Talked alot. Played alot. But why am I having such a bad feeling now.
I read her blog. Should I tell her? Sensed from her actions. Am I just too sensitive? Am I assuming stuffs too much? I wonder if she will read my blog. Don't think I wanna confront her with that issue. If it's really a bad premonition, I wouldn't want it to happen. Baka. Now, she's getting busy with her life too. Friends and cca, as well as school too.
It had been a year since... How I wish I can read her mind. =X Don't want this to ... No...
I will just leave it here.
Christmas coming. How should I plan it. What should I do. Been so passive for the pass few years. Man..it's bad. Think harder. I need ideas. hey. if anyone of you read my blog today on the 24th, please contact me or tag me with any ideas. =X So lame. So lame. So troubled.
I'm attached now. New beginning. Hmm. It had been 12 days by now. She is so sweet and nice, well, like what I told her, someone I wanted as a girlfriend. We really had fun during the first week, going out everyday together. Talked alot. Played alot. But why am I having such a bad feeling now.
I read her blog. Should I tell her? Sensed from her actions. Am I just too sensitive? Am I assuming stuffs too much? I wonder if she will read my blog. Don't think I wanna confront her with that issue. If it's really a bad premonition, I wouldn't want it to happen. Baka. Now, she's getting busy with her life too. Friends and cca, as well as school too.
It had been a year since... How I wish I can read her mind. =X Don't want this to ... No...
I will just leave it here.
Christmas coming. How should I plan it. What should I do. Been so passive for the pass few years. Man..it's bad. Think harder. I need ideas. hey. if anyone of you read my blog today on the 24th, please contact me or tag me with any ideas. =X So lame. So lame. So troubled.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Blog Blog
Rains! More rain! It's so nice to have a cooling weather. Well, it's cool and it's good for sleeping. Seriously, I can sleep all the way through a rainy day. Oh right, I'm here to write what happened in my life.
Friday-
Schooling as usual. Tough time playing with N3. grrr! School's over and I went to Suntec to meet my dudes. WCG? Seems boring to me. Playing is fun, but....watching?.. oh well. Alicia accompanied me there. Felt bad to have to let her go back on her own. Look: Suntec isn't near to CityHall Station and CityHall Station isn't near to Orchard. Well, she was still early for her date with her dear Michael Brandon Ng. She left on her own because my friends were still lagging abit there. x) Me and dudes(Eienkisu,no nick for him...Jingwei[how abt "Malaysian"=)],Fukushuusha,Polalion) went to Marina Centre to have dinner. And then, lan gaming. and then, home.
End
Saturday-
I played games til early morning and slept all the way til noon. Woke up, had lunch. Slept all the way til evening. Missed jogging by eienkisu. Ate. played games til early morning Sunday. End
Sunday-
Woke up nooon. Ate. Slept. Evening. Missed jogging. Playing. Sian. blog due to request for dsyw. End-ing.
Similarlities eh? yeah. Weekend's boring(to me).
Friday-
Schooling as usual. Tough time playing with N3. grrr! School's over and I went to Suntec to meet my dudes. WCG? Seems boring to me. Playing is fun, but....watching?.. oh well. Alicia accompanied me there. Felt bad to have to let her go back on her own. Look: Suntec isn't near to CityHall Station and CityHall Station isn't near to Orchard. Well, she was still early for her date with her dear Michael Brandon Ng. She left on her own because my friends were still lagging abit there. x) Me and dudes(Eienkisu,no nick for him...Jingwei[how abt "Malaysian"=)],Fukushuusha,Polalion) went to Marina Centre to have dinner. And then, lan gaming. and then, home.
End
Saturday-
I played games til early morning and slept all the way til noon. Woke up, had lunch. Slept all the way til evening. Missed jogging by eienkisu. Ate. played games til early morning Sunday. End
Sunday-
Woke up nooon. Ate. Slept. Evening. Missed jogging. Playing. Sian. blog due to request for dsyw. End-ing.
Similarlities eh? yeah. Weekend's boring(to me).
Friday, November 18, 2005
Friday Morning-
Hey, midnight passed.
Thursday really isn't an enjoyable day. My whole body was so stiff. It aches. My head aches. Fortunately, no one trampled on my mood today, if not, I think I would had thrown that chosen one off the building.
Well..think I had overtrained on Wednesday training. My body isn't ready yet. damn it.
I really into Japanese language. Can't say I'm that lazy anymore~!
Anyway, Sayoonaro.
Thursday really isn't an enjoyable day. My whole body was so stiff. It aches. My head aches. Fortunately, no one trampled on my mood today, if not, I think I would had thrown that chosen one off the building.
Well..think I had overtrained on Wednesday training. My body isn't ready yet. damn it.
I really into Japanese language. Can't say I'm that lazy anymore~!
Anyway, Sayoonaro.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Tuesday
Aloha! Days passed like ....bacteria reproducing..whatever. Querying for any special events that took place. Not that I took noticed of. Except for my Fucked Up stamina after a month of passive smoking. %&^^$*(*&#@..
That Sunday, went out to have a jog with beloved Jiawen[a guy]. I finally realised I'm having problem breathing and my heart aches. Nothing sad happened to me lately. Hmm.. The same thing happened to me during my Judo training last wednesday. Sickening.
Oh! btw, I'm now yellow dan for Judo. NYP Judo that is. Er, Yeah. That's all.
Well did I even wanna mention about it when I don't know what to say. Man! Why am I talking to myself?
Sicking feelings are getting back into my mind. I'm not sure if there is anyone who know what I mean. The feeling. Argh! Maybe I should just concentrate on my works.
Sayoonara!
That Sunday, went out to have a jog with beloved Jiawen[a guy]. I finally realised I'm having problem breathing and my heart aches. Nothing sad happened to me lately. Hmm.. The same thing happened to me during my Judo training last wednesday. Sickening.
Oh! btw, I'm now yellow dan for Judo. NYP Judo that is. Er, Yeah. That's all.
Well did I even wanna mention about it when I don't know what to say. Man! Why am I talking to myself?
Sicking feelings are getting back into my mind. I'm not sure if there is anyone who know what I mean. The feeling. Argh! Maybe I should just concentrate on my works.
Sayoonara!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
A week gone.
Time passed quickly this week. Wasted alot of it on game and complaining that I'm very tired. Procrastinator had not been able to finish any homework completely, but did enjoy the process of getting more knowledge. "Hey, maybe I'm not the stupid after all."
I didnt get to see any drastic changes in my friends. A month isn't enough to change someone [in terms of character and appearance]? but some of them got better/different/"unique" hairstyles. x)
=/ I cant think of anything to write. Maybe because I just woke up. Felt like I had been writing craps for the 2 paragraphs. Blog more. Is hard. Aloha.
I didnt get to see any drastic changes in my friends. A month isn't enough to change someone [in terms of character and appearance]? but some of them got better/different/"unique" hairstyles. x)
=/ I cant think of anything to write. Maybe because I just woke up. Felt like I had been writing craps for the 2 paragraphs. Blog more. Is hard. Aloha.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
*Smiles*
4am in the morning, I can't get to sleep. Gonna work full tomorrow too. So I blog.
I went through friendster. I went through the messages. From July 2004 til the time I stop receiving any messages. Time passed so quickly. I had already forgotten what I had said, what I had done for the past months, years. No reminiscence. Abit of regret. Abit of sadness. Abit of sweetness. Abit of agony.
My thoughts went back to the time before the O level. The time when I'm still different. Different from now. I had changed. Woah. How long had I not miss basketball? I misses it. How many friendships seemed to had paused or stopped entirely? I lost counts. How many new ones started? I lost counts too. Have I been losing stuffs? Am I getting better ones?
Hey, I got a job last Christmas. Hey, I'm working at a different place now. Everything had lingered out of my memories. When did I get together with her. When did I broke up with her. No. I should remember it. I should. So many stuffs. Too much. I'm starting to forget even now. I wanted so much to type it all down. What is it that I forgot?
I shall save this in case I forget to. Publish. Bye. Reminiscence. Day by day, moving on.
I went through friendster. I went through the messages. From July 2004 til the time I stop receiving any messages. Time passed so quickly. I had already forgotten what I had said, what I had done for the past months, years. No reminiscence. Abit of regret. Abit of sadness. Abit of sweetness. Abit of agony.
My thoughts went back to the time before the O level. The time when I'm still different. Different from now. I had changed. Woah. How long had I not miss basketball? I misses it. How many friendships seemed to had paused or stopped entirely? I lost counts. How many new ones started? I lost counts too. Have I been losing stuffs? Am I getting better ones?
Hey, I got a job last Christmas. Hey, I'm working at a different place now. Everything had lingered out of my memories. When did I get together with her. When did I broke up with her. No. I should remember it. I should. So many stuffs. Too much. I'm starting to forget even now. I wanted so much to type it all down. What is it that I forgot?
I shall save this in case I forget to. Publish. Bye. Reminiscence. Day by day, moving on.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Work Work! Something for me?
I have been working the hell out of myself for the past 3 weeks already. Some knew. Some doesn't. Interesting. Hmm.
Not much of a free time to enjoy myself, unless if I'm talking about the restless nights I spent playing online with friends. That seems to be the only thing I can do after work. JC promos just ended. So had the secondary's end of year papers. Woah!..
Not much of a free time to enjoy myself, unless if I'm talking about the restless nights I spent playing online with friends. That seems to be the only thing I can do after work. JC promos just ended. So had the secondary's end of year papers. Woah!..
Sunday, October 02, 2005
BACK ONLINE!!~
Hey!.. I'm back.
Well..Actually being online for some time already. But, I was busy with stuffs. eg. gaming, chatting, whatsoever-deemed-important-to-me-and-you-need-not-know-stuffs.
I will be working for the whole month next month. Man, I won't be able to enjoy myself through the holidays.
Nothing much to update for now. Life's pretty dry.
Be back soon!
Well..Actually being online for some time already. But, I was busy with stuffs. eg. gaming, chatting, whatsoever-deemed-important-to-me-and-you-need-not-know-stuffs.
I will be working for the whole month next month. Man, I won't be able to enjoy myself through the holidays.
Nothing much to update for now. Life's pretty dry.
Be back soon!
Friday, September 16, 2005
Missed-
Man, I had not been blogging for so long. Nah, I'm not that busy to miss blogging. Well, without a computer, I cant blog. So, if you wanna see me blog, please buy me a computer. Notebook or desktop. Anything? x)
2nd, I don't like blogging on a school computer. hmm, I have other things to do when I'm using a school computer. Reasonable because I wouldn't be in school for nothing. Anyway, I'm in school blogging now because people are so vexed when they cant read my blog after so long. *Famous Lami*
-Examination week-
Yeah, it's the dreaded week again. The study week was brief. Well, 2 days? Nah, 2 days to study? not even 100 days are enough. After all, I have so much stuffs to do. Work, sleep, meals, toilet breaks, etc...... x)) I assume I will be failing 2 papers already. damn. tough life. All hail the security guard for telling me that there will a retest. Whew..M i relieved. hees
-Life-
I'm not having the motivation for anything. Except for working. Except for money. Except for fun. Well, study isn't really my focus now(though it should be). Maybe it's just my excuse for not. I just can't sit down and read something and get it in my mind. 10mins maybe. But for me to finish the whole topic of a module of a course of a polytechnic of Singapore of Mother Earth of the Universe. Okie, maybe I missing some stuffs here. But..Whatever right? I can read your mindsss. So puny. x)) (Please forgive my rudeness . for being so frank. lols. just kidding eh!)
-Now-
I'm in school to rush a project.
I'm in a rush to finish a meal before work.
I SHOULD be in a rush to meet my friend after I eat.
I'm dily-dalying with my blog here.
Ciaos! Miss you all! x))
2nd, I don't like blogging on a school computer. hmm, I have other things to do when I'm using a school computer. Reasonable because I wouldn't be in school for nothing. Anyway, I'm in school blogging now because people are so vexed when they cant read my blog after so long. *Famous Lami*
-Examination week-
Yeah, it's the dreaded week again. The study week was brief. Well, 2 days? Nah, 2 days to study? not even 100 days are enough. After all, I have so much stuffs to do. Work, sleep, meals, toilet breaks, etc...... x)) I assume I will be failing 2 papers already. damn. tough life. All hail the security guard for telling me that there will a retest. Whew..M i relieved. hees
-Life-
I'm not having the motivation for anything. Except for working. Except for money. Except for fun. Well, study isn't really my focus now(though it should be). Maybe it's just my excuse for not. I just can't sit down and read something and get it in my mind. 10mins maybe. But for me to finish the whole topic of a module of a course of a polytechnic of Singapore of Mother Earth of the Universe. Okie, maybe I missing some stuffs here. But..Whatever right? I can read your mindsss. So puny. x)) (Please forgive my rudeness . for being so frank. lols. just kidding eh!)
-Now-
I'm in school to rush a project.
I'm in a rush to finish a meal before work.
I SHOULD be in a rush to meet my friend after I eat.
I'm dily-dalying with my blog here.
Ciaos! Miss you all! x))
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Back!
Sorry for being out of service for yet so long!
Haha, life's been tiring the past few weeks.. [err...when is the last time I blogged], but it was all time well spent. Man, if only a day isn't 24hrs, I would had accomplished more things. It had been near 20 days since I blogged! Mainly due to the fact that , my computer had crashed on me.
Alright..now to recap on my life for the past 20+ days. If I'm not wrong, I had finished 2 presentations,both badly done. Well, hope I can get some points for wearing formal[and tie?]. LolS! Wooo, it's so nice to hear others saying I look handsome in formal wear.
[I nearly did want to wear formal wear everyday after that. BUT I figured it will be too hot and I don't have much formal wears to change into every different day.]
Seriously, last minute projects won't end up well. Well, I went for Judo. and Judo. and Judo. Well, I think I skipped some. LoL. Had to rush my last minute project? and some gaming? and...? x) Judo, I'm starting to lose my urge for it. [My skills had been losing the standards.] I shall start getting serious with it. haha.
Last Saturday, it was physical training(PT) for Judo. 10 in the morning in school? Man..My mind was rejecting the idea of going in the first place. But the thoughts of training with my Judo pals, my body came first. x) I was late [ as usual]. How cute. Four people came for training. FOUR?! and that included ME!? Man! Where is everyone else? damn it. Er, and one thing..our trainer,Mr Dennis, was late too? LoL!
The PT includes a 2.4km run[record now:11.53], pull-ups[record:3? x)], err..Im not sure what to call that. Lifting logs? er, the one you usually get to see at the physical corner. [record now: 14...(it's heavy, and I had to do it continuously)], Sit-ups(20x3),Step up(20x3), Squats(20x3). Haha, and in some sets of sit up, we had to twist our body. Complain: Why do I have to carry the heavy log though polalion is bigger?!. Complain: Why cant I rest like polalion? x) okie..well.. Polalion did complete his first 2.4km run. hees. Im glad. But I guess it drained all of his energy for him to do anything else, as he skipped all. lol
After PT, we went for a short break at Macs, then we went for a swim. It was only a dip fortunately, and it was fun playing in water[and in rain]. [Raindrops feel like bullets(or pins) on the skin.] We had lunch after that, and I left them, to join Mr Dennis(well, let's just call him Dennis) for basketball. I must be nut to promise him that I will be going for basketball. I played well in the first few games. Top scorer-cum-rebounder and stuffs but during 5v5 game. I start having cramps. Thighs and calves. Damn it! Lost all those matches because of it.!!!! [I'm turning vengeful.] I reached home at 12.30am that day.
The next few days was a horrendous experience for me. My thighs are tight, my body is aching and well, some bruises here and there. I can't use the stairs comfortably. I can't move around that much. I'm tired. Luckily, there wasn't any physical or strenous activities for me.
This is too long already! Thanks guys and girls for tagging. I will blog again soon!
Haha, life's been tiring the past few weeks.. [err...when is the last time I blogged], but it was all time well spent. Man, if only a day isn't 24hrs, I would had accomplished more things. It had been near 20 days since I blogged! Mainly due to the fact that , my computer had crashed on me.
Alright..now to recap on my life for the past 20+ days. If I'm not wrong, I had finished 2 presentations,both badly done. Well, hope I can get some points for wearing formal[and tie?]. LolS! Wooo, it's so nice to hear others saying I look handsome in formal wear.
[I nearly did want to wear formal wear everyday after that. BUT I figured it will be too hot and I don't have much formal wears to change into every different day.]
Seriously, last minute projects won't end up well. Well, I went for Judo. and Judo. and Judo. Well, I think I skipped some. LoL. Had to rush my last minute project? and some gaming? and...? x) Judo, I'm starting to lose my urge for it. [My skills had been losing the standards.] I shall start getting serious with it. haha.
Last Saturday, it was physical training(PT) for Judo. 10 in the morning in school? Man..My mind was rejecting the idea of going in the first place. But the thoughts of training with my Judo pals, my body came first. x) I was late [ as usual]. How cute. Four people came for training. FOUR?! and that included ME!? Man! Where is everyone else? damn it. Er, and one thing..our trainer,Mr Dennis, was late too? LoL!
The PT includes a 2.4km run[record now:11.53], pull-ups[record:3? x)], err..Im not sure what to call that. Lifting logs? er, the one you usually get to see at the physical corner. [record now: 14...(it's heavy, and I had to do it continuously)], Sit-ups(20x3),Step up(20x3), Squats(20x3). Haha, and in some sets of sit up, we had to twist our body. Complain: Why do I have to carry the heavy log though polalion is bigger?!. Complain: Why cant I rest like polalion? x) okie..well.. Polalion did complete his first 2.4km run. hees. Im glad. But I guess it drained all of his energy for him to do anything else, as he skipped all. lol
After PT, we went for a short break at Macs, then we went for a swim. It was only a dip fortunately, and it was fun playing in water[and in rain]. [Raindrops feel like bullets(or pins) on the skin.] We had lunch after that, and I left them, to join Mr Dennis(well, let's just call him Dennis) for basketball. I must be nut to promise him that I will be going for basketball. I played well in the first few games. Top scorer-cum-rebounder and stuffs but during 5v5 game. I start having cramps. Thighs and calves. Damn it! Lost all those matches because of it.!!!! [I'm turning vengeful.] I reached home at 12.30am that day.
The next few days was a horrendous experience for me. My thighs are tight, my body is aching and well, some bruises here and there. I can't use the stairs comfortably. I can't move around that much. I'm tired. Luckily, there wasn't any physical or strenous activities for me.
This is too long already! Thanks guys and girls for tagging. I will blog again soon!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Busy-_
Whew, it's nearly 3am now. Alright. Blog. I have to apologize for not blogging for so long, as I was training hard. x) I took part in And1 3on3, so I trained everyday. Hey, I missed out on lots of stuffs because of it. Especially my Judo classes. (I must be hated by them now.)
Okie...People who know me, I have to apologise for not able to recap on what I did the past few, really few, days(S). As you know, my brain isn't big enough (due to a thick skull) though my head is big. Rubbish shall be trashed.
-Sunday-7/8
And1 3on3.At Downtown East D'marquee. What can I say. We lost. But man, I was really boring. I woke up early in the morning. Registered. Played the first match. Man! It was challenging! Their center is(I think he stil is thus the present tense) bigger than me. Stronger than me. Well, but I think I can jump higher and last longer(stamina ^.^"). I was trashed around by him. WooHoo! They dominated the first half. Yet, I was so relaxed. *Smile*
-Pause-
Comments on the basketball court, hoop and scoring system:
The damn court was damn damn slippery. The hoop and board absorb shocks.(Whack the ball on the board as hard as you want! It will go in anyway.) Scoring system..1 point when you are in nearer to the ring and 2 points when you shoot, well, around 1.5m away from the ring. What the heck! Give me a normal non-slippery court with a semi-circle 3-point line instead of a square and normal scoring system!
-Resume-
2nd half, we scored first by shooting 1.5m. Gradually, with me jumping and pushing around, we managed to cut down the lead. In the last second, I managed to score a 2point which tied the game. Penalty free-throw shootout.
-Pause-
We are allowed to shoot once at free throw line each. Final score determines by which team scored more.
-Resume-
Okie. I missed. The big guy missed. Their small guy missed. Jingwei hit! Their forward missed. We wON! Who cares, Fukushuusha hit the 2nd ball.
After that, their rowdy forward came to look for some little troubles. Jingwei, well I think he pushed him accidentally(?), are confronted. Com'on! Rowdy tried to elbow me in the game too. But he missed (-.-"), which caused him to be blocked by me! WahHa! I wondered why he didn't confront me. (Because he's smaller[size/age/maturity] than me?) Team Experience [we shall not be called the ballers(sounds like ball-less)] ignored him totally. He tried a flying plastic bag attack but it nearly hit a bo-chap camera man. x) He walked off, and then came back later with a prejudice for guys who squat to urinate. (Please ignore/ask me for details on this)
The 2nd match takes place 2 hours later. (WTFCUKTV!!) I was sleeping. Man. No mood to win anymore. Don't bother to talk about it. End! Team Massacres won. Not the worst name there. Team Bo Co Len?
3rd match. I checked the scoreboard, due to the walkover of the 1st team for the other 2 teams, we had definitely lost the group. So, we decided to have a friendly match with team You Yi! (Aww, Friendship or Yaoi ?) Okie, we lost. They have a nice shooter, but if I had wanted to win, their center doesn't stand a chance.(Objections, anyone?)
Wee, then we went home. At 5? 3 games only? From 9am to 5pm? Whatever. We enjoyed a nice shower.(individually) Ate at CWP then went home. We had wanted to LAN that evening. LoL!
Friday-8/8
School! Boring! PC surprise test due to overwhelming result for assignments. (What the heck?! Assignment scores was removed.) LAN at school. Computer programming. BORING!! LAN at school. Then, I went home early to argue with my brother. NO! I just wanted to do my project with the freaking computer! Bought dinner on the way home.
-End-
Tuesday-9/8 REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES~ 40yrs old lao bei bei!
Morning. Sleep. Afternoon. Slack. Evening. LAN. Night. Project work. Midnight til now. Project work + blog. After now. Sleep! + wash face + brush teeth + slap my brother on the bed + log off.
Nights~! Hi TriciA~!
Okie...People who know me, I have to apologise for not able to recap on what I did the past few, really few, days(S). As you know, my brain isn't big enough (due to a thick skull) though my head is big. Rubbish shall be trashed.
-Sunday-7/8
And1 3on3.At Downtown East D'marquee. What can I say. We lost. But man, I was really boring. I woke up early in the morning. Registered. Played the first match. Man! It was challenging! Their center is(I think he stil is thus the present tense) bigger than me. Stronger than me. Well, but I think I can jump higher and last longer(stamina ^.^"). I was trashed around by him. WooHoo! They dominated the first half. Yet, I was so relaxed. *Smile*
-Pause-
Comments on the basketball court, hoop and scoring system:
The damn court was damn damn slippery. The hoop and board absorb shocks.(Whack the ball on the board as hard as you want! It will go in anyway.) Scoring system..1 point when you are in nearer to the ring and 2 points when you shoot, well, around 1.5m away from the ring. What the heck! Give me a normal non-slippery court with a semi-circle 3-point line instead of a square and normal scoring system!
-Resume-
2nd half, we scored first by shooting 1.5m. Gradually, with me jumping and pushing around, we managed to cut down the lead. In the last second, I managed to score a 2point which tied the game. Penalty free-throw shootout.
-Pause-
We are allowed to shoot once at free throw line each. Final score determines by which team scored more.
-Resume-
Okie. I missed. The big guy missed. Their small guy missed. Jingwei hit! Their forward missed. We wON! Who cares, Fukushuusha hit the 2nd ball.
After that, their rowdy forward came to look for some little troubles. Jingwei, well I think he pushed him accidentally(?), are confronted. Com'on! Rowdy tried to elbow me in the game too. But he missed (-.-"), which caused him to be blocked by me! WahHa! I wondered why he didn't confront me. (Because he's smaller[size/age/maturity] than me?) Team Experience [we shall not be called the ballers(sounds like ball-less)] ignored him totally. He tried a flying plastic bag attack but it nearly hit a bo-chap camera man. x) He walked off, and then came back later with a prejudice for guys who squat to urinate. (Please ignore/ask me for details on this)
The 2nd match takes place 2 hours later. (WTFCUKTV!!) I was sleeping. Man. No mood to win anymore. Don't bother to talk about it. End! Team Massacres won. Not the worst name there. Team Bo Co Len?
3rd match. I checked the scoreboard, due to the walkover of the 1st team for the other 2 teams, we had definitely lost the group. So, we decided to have a friendly match with team You Yi! (Aww, Friendship or Yaoi ?) Okie, we lost. They have a nice shooter, but if I had wanted to win, their center doesn't stand a chance.(Objections, anyone?)
Wee, then we went home. At 5? 3 games only? From 9am to 5pm? Whatever. We enjoyed a nice shower.(individually) Ate at CWP then went home. We had wanted to LAN that evening. LoL!
Friday-8/8
School! Boring! PC surprise test due to overwhelming result for assignments. (What the heck?! Assignment scores was removed.) LAN at school. Computer programming. BORING!! LAN at school. Then, I went home early to argue with my brother. NO! I just wanted to do my project with the freaking computer! Bought dinner on the way home.
-End-
Tuesday-9/8 REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES~ 40yrs old lao bei bei!
Morning. Sleep. Afternoon. Slack. Evening. LAN. Night. Project work. Midnight til now. Project work + blog. After now. Sleep! + wash face + brush teeth + slap my brother on the bed + log off.
Nights~! Hi TriciA~!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Man-
Today's sucha boring day. I woke up considerably early around 11am. First thought : "Aren't I suppose to be at my friend house doing project?" Okie...slack off...Go online, talk to Vincent and tell him I will report to work at 12. Work = project.
OMFGBBQ(Oh My Frail Goat is Being BarbeQued)!! I'm going to hate my subject. So damn hard to find research materials online. (Maybe not enough efforts eh?) After awhile, I nearly fell asleep. So, I and Vincent decided to play some games, yeah? Just some. Around an hour plus. Hmm. Project ended at 3. Woah!
Then I bid Vincent goodbye. Dear Koksiang who was meeting me for basketball, called me to buy lunch for him. Apparently, he just woke up but yet readily agreed to play. Today, my body doesn't feel right. I showed such a noob me on the court. Hmm, must be because of my weak opponents. (hwahaha!)
Left basketball at around 6 and went to M'sia with my family. Man, we were stuck at the Causeway til 9? (and, it was jammed at the Singapore Custom. WHERE IS THE EFFICIENY OF SINGAPORE?) We got through Malaysia Custom within 10 minutes. If I was rich enough, I would had complained. (LOL!) Bought lots of movies and food there. W00t! I also bought Initial D soundtrack. nice. Tanning in your sunray. I like that song.
I watched one of the movie already. Really nice. Hmm. Well, that's all. Nitex.
GFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGF!!!!!
OMFGBBQ(Oh My Frail Goat is Being BarbeQued)!! I'm going to hate my subject. So damn hard to find research materials online. (Maybe not enough efforts eh?) After awhile, I nearly fell asleep. So, I and Vincent decided to play some games, yeah? Just some. Around an hour plus. Hmm. Project ended at 3. Woah!
Then I bid Vincent goodbye. Dear Koksiang who was meeting me for basketball, called me to buy lunch for him. Apparently, he just woke up but yet readily agreed to play. Today, my body doesn't feel right. I showed such a noob me on the court. Hmm, must be because of my weak opponents. (hwahaha!)
Left basketball at around 6 and went to M'sia with my family. Man, we were stuck at the Causeway til 9? (and, it was jammed at the Singapore Custom. WHERE IS THE EFFICIENY OF SINGAPORE?) We got through Malaysia Custom within 10 minutes. If I was rich enough, I would had complained. (LOL!) Bought lots of movies and food there. W00t! I also bought Initial D soundtrack. nice. Tanning in your sunray. I like that song.
I watched one of the movie already. Really nice. Hmm. Well, that's all. Nitex.
GFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGF!!!!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Why-
It had been raining the past few days.
It's so cold that I covered myself with the blanket.
It's cold, yet I switched on the fan.
It feels even better now, under the blanket.
Rain stopped.
I threw the blanket on the floor and bathed myself under the warmth.
Had anyone see what had I really wanted to write?
Not really a sudden thought, but after reading Ruoying's blog.
Cherish and treasure. Love?
When we are down or lacking of attention, we will seek someone that will definitely be there. The blanket?
It feels so good with the attention of that someone. Warmth?
But we want more, we will make ourself seems poorer. Appearing all alone and left out on the outside, yet crying for more attentions and love inside our hearts. Isn't it getting colder?
More and more attentions followed, and soon we won't need someone to provide us with it anymore. There are other sources. Sun?
We will start to forget who that someone is. Someone who we had all been using. Someone who is different for everyone of us. Is someone on the floor now?
Pick it up and fold it please.
It's so cold that I covered myself with the blanket.
It's cold, yet I switched on the fan.
It feels even better now, under the blanket.
Rain stopped.
I threw the blanket on the floor and bathed myself under the warmth.
Had anyone see what had I really wanted to write?
Not really a sudden thought, but after reading Ruoying's blog.
Cherish and treasure. Love?
When we are down or lacking of attention, we will seek someone that will definitely be there. The blanket?
It feels so good with the attention of that someone. Warmth?
But we want more, we will make ourself seems poorer. Appearing all alone and left out on the outside, yet crying for more attentions and love inside our hearts. Isn't it getting colder?
More and more attentions followed, and soon we won't need someone to provide us with it anymore. There are other sources. Sun?
We will start to forget who that someone is. Someone who we had all been using. Someone who is different for everyone of us. Is someone on the floor now?
Pick it up and fold it please.
Monday, July 25, 2005
Forgotten!!
Whew, I had been busy the past week. Stressed out.(Not really) Just too much stuffs needed to be done. There's just isn't enough time for me to enjoy and do work at the same time eh? Unless if I'm calculating work=force*distance. Is this the correct formulae? *Ponder...* Whatever. By the way, I created another blog to place my pics. This template doesn't seems picture-friendly. I linked it. www.lamimage.blogspot.com
I had planned to blog what I had done and experienced the past few days, but my brain doesn't seems to have being working on those respective days. (or maybe my highly-evolved brain cells had filtered out nonsenscial stuffs of the days,which means most of.)
Thursday, went lan-gaming after school. End.
Vaguely remembered about Judo training. Definitely needs to polish up my skills. This is friday. End.
Saturday! Some sort of Appreciation Day at WGS. I went back because of my many friends going that day. But didn't get to talk much to them. Is that why I'm so down that day? Disappointed? Thanks Ruo Ying(I took a pic with her. oh chio!) and some friends who had noticed this. Maybe I'm tired too. I had a small gathering with a small group of friends.
At CausewayPoint. We had lunch together, but some of us ate during the refreshment time in school. Sat down and talked. Mr Wong(former english teacher) came to ate with us. Woo..Nice..Pastamania. Normal pasta with good sauce. ha.. Then we went to talk neoprints(?!?!?),regretably, Mr Wong had left. So, we took without him. Neoprints are just too small to hold 8 persons at a time? Eien kisu isn't noticable in those puny neoprints.(No, I didn't put the neoprint up. Too small. Plus I'm lazy to plug in my scanner.) After that, I gay-ed around with Jyass,(Picture at lamimage.blogspot.com*wont repeat the add again*) which was requested by RuoYing after taking pictures with me.Then, it was pool which I was too down to play properly already.
More friends stumbled upon us while pool, then I went to play basketball with them. Pool ended when everyone left, which is when "More friends" arrived. Trained 3-point shootings with them.(Hoping to go to the And1 3on3.) Not in the best condition as the ground is stil wet due to a prior rain. I got the best score in the end.
Played WC3 after basketball. Lancraft screwed up. Cant play with Polalion. How sad. So, it was only me and ks who played the whole night til 5am. End?
Sunday. Nothing much. Missed project time. Basketball.(shucked.I shouldn't had stopped playing for such a long time.) WC3 which cant worked again. Blog. End.
Thank you for reading such a long, tedious and boring blog entry. I'm too bored to make it interesting eh? I had also left out lots of details. Chat with me if you want to know? Last time, contradicting myself, I created a blog for images which I had updated too. www.lamimage.blogspot.com <--GO!
I need a girlfriend. Told by someone. LoL. I want love. Nitex.
I had planned to blog what I had done and experienced the past few days, but my brain doesn't seems to have being working on those respective days. (or maybe my highly-evolved brain cells had filtered out nonsenscial stuffs of the days,which means most of.)
Thursday, went lan-gaming after school. End.
Vaguely remembered about Judo training. Definitely needs to polish up my skills. This is friday. End.
Saturday! Some sort of Appreciation Day at WGS. I went back because of my many friends going that day. But didn't get to talk much to them. Is that why I'm so down that day? Disappointed? Thanks Ruo Ying(I took a pic with her. oh chio!) and some friends who had noticed this. Maybe I'm tired too. I had a small gathering with a small group of friends.
At CausewayPoint. We had lunch together, but some of us ate during the refreshment time in school. Sat down and talked. Mr Wong(former english teacher) came to ate with us. Woo..Nice..Pastamania. Normal pasta with good sauce. ha.. Then we went to talk neoprints(?!?!?),regretably, Mr Wong had left. So, we took without him. Neoprints are just too small to hold 8 persons at a time? Eien kisu isn't noticable in those puny neoprints.(No, I didn't put the neoprint up. Too small. Plus I'm lazy to plug in my scanner.) After that, I gay-ed around with Jyass,(Picture at lamimage.blogspot.com*wont repeat the add again*) which was requested by RuoYing after taking pictures with me.Then, it was pool which I was too down to play properly already.
More friends stumbled upon us while pool, then I went to play basketball with them. Pool ended when everyone left, which is when "More friends" arrived. Trained 3-point shootings with them.(Hoping to go to the And1 3on3.) Not in the best condition as the ground is stil wet due to a prior rain. I got the best score in the end.
Played WC3 after basketball. Lancraft screwed up. Cant play with Polalion. How sad. So, it was only me and ks who played the whole night til 5am. End?
Sunday. Nothing much. Missed project time. Basketball.(shucked.I shouldn't had stopped playing for such a long time.) WC3 which cant worked again. Blog. End.
Thank you for reading such a long, tedious and boring blog entry. I'm too bored to make it interesting eh? I had also left out lots of details. Chat with me if you want to know? Last time, contradicting myself, I created a blog for images which I had updated too. www.lamimage.blogspot.com <--GO!
I need a girlfriend. Told by someone. LoL. I want love. Nitex.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Popularity-
Wow, my tagboard was flooded by Mr Eien Kisu. I shall present "Most Bored Young Tagger of the Week!" award to you. Thank you~ Thank you~
Hey Mr. Brightside, I think I'm just lucky to have kind lecturers and teachers wherever I go. Not that strict with me. Whew~! It happens when I start my day without a goal. It will be lonely me, going alone to school. Nah, no enthusiasm to start of my day. I would take more time styling my hair than showering. haha~ =X Brightside, let's organize a late coming party sometime soon(late) kaes?
I shall apologise to Pucca for forgetting who he/she is. I remembered your name but.. Oh well!~ =) Forgive me, my lovely.........tagger. Happy blogging~
Anyway, to the prestigious winnner of the week, I really didn't blog because you said it's fun, ya know? (I SHALL FLAME YOU!!!) I just start to blog when I'm bored, and there you are tagging me, pushing me on to continue blogging. Well, the effort isn't solely yours, but you sure helped abit. *Smiles*
By the way, is there something wrong with my English? Either here or my spoken? Which one is better, which one is worse? Eien Kisu, I'm very much affected by your tag reminding me of my failure during 'O's English. Well, I'm trying to improve on it. Thanks alot, my lovely...gay partner cum winner of the week.
--->blog of the day<----
Monday- Physical Chemistry(PC) and C Programming(CP) Tests
Well, I slept at 0400 this morning and finally woke up at 0830. As usual, I were watching Slamdunk (man! let me finish it!) and studied abit for PC.(A miracle? Ha!) As usual, I were late for my first period,(around 20mins) which was my PC test! *jawless* fortunately, they started late. They were waiting for us!!!! Nice lecturer again. Brightside, see? (wahahah!) I managed to brush through the test due to some revisions on the MRT.
After PC, we had our break then it's our CP test. I had no idea about it til I met some of my hardworking classmates. *No sweat* The test was easy except for one question which we rarely practice in class. Other than that, I don't think I will have any other hiccups. End.
Oh yeah! My dad's new car came. Proton Singapore. Wooo! Better-looking than the previous car, nice colour, spacious seatings and quiet engine. Nothing else that I can ask for. I had some weird feelings though. The car feels lower to the ground. Is this some ways to lower the CG or something? *Imagine getting scratched on the butt by the ground when it goes too low* Physics! Lovely!
And my family were trying to figure out how to insert a cd into the cd player.
"Can't find the hole"
"Don't anyhow press laarh~!"
"Read the MANUAL LARRRRRRRH!~~~"
*...........*
I, the genius of the family, managed to figure it out in the end. *Victory sign!(V)*
ZzzzZ, I'm still missing 2 hours of sleep. ByE!
Hey Mr. Brightside, I think I'm just lucky to have kind lecturers and teachers wherever I go. Not that strict with me. Whew~! It happens when I start my day without a goal. It will be lonely me, going alone to school. Nah, no enthusiasm to start of my day. I would take more time styling my hair than showering. haha~ =X Brightside, let's organize a late coming party sometime soon(late) kaes?
I shall apologise to Pucca for forgetting who he/she is. I remembered your name but.. Oh well!~ =) Forgive me, my lovely.........tagger. Happy blogging~
Anyway, to the prestigious winnner of the week, I really didn't blog because you said it's fun, ya know? (I SHALL FLAME YOU!!!) I just start to blog when I'm bored, and there you are tagging me, pushing me on to continue blogging. Well, the effort isn't solely yours, but you sure helped abit. *Smiles*
By the way, is there something wrong with my English? Either here or my spoken? Which one is better, which one is worse? Eien Kisu, I'm very much affected by your tag reminding me of my failure during 'O's English. Well, I'm trying to improve on it. Thanks alot, my lovely...gay partner cum winner of the week.
--->blog of the day<----
Monday- Physical Chemistry(PC) and C Programming(CP) Tests
Well, I slept at 0400 this morning and finally woke up at 0830. As usual, I were watching Slamdunk (man! let me finish it!) and studied abit for PC.(A miracle? Ha!) As usual, I were late for my first period,(around 20mins) which was my PC test! *jawless* fortunately, they started late. They were waiting for us!!!! Nice lecturer again. Brightside, see? (wahahah!) I managed to brush through the test due to some revisions on the MRT.
After PC, we had our break then it's our CP test. I had no idea about it til I met some of my hardworking classmates. *No sweat* The test was easy except for one question which we rarely practice in class. Other than that, I don't think I will have any other hiccups. End.
Oh yeah! My dad's new car came. Proton Singapore. Wooo! Better-looking than the previous car, nice colour, spacious seatings and quiet engine. Nothing else that I can ask for. I had some weird feelings though. The car feels lower to the ground. Is this some ways to lower the CG or something? *Imagine getting scratched on the butt by the ground when it goes too low* Physics! Lovely!
And my family were trying to figure out how to insert a cd into the cd player.
"Can't find the hole"
"Don't anyhow press laarh~!"
"Read the MANUAL LARRRRRRRH!~~~"
*...........*
I, the genius of the family, managed to figure it out in the end. *Victory sign!(V)*
ZzzzZ, I'm still missing 2 hours of sleep. ByE!
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Clarify-
Epitaph : Wished I hadn't been late.
I was referred to as The late Joseph on Friday by Mr Leeck.(nice name) Interesting lecturer. Hmm. No elaboration. I lost all drives this week. It was the end of the week already, yet it still feels like I had only been through one day of polytechnic. I can't absorb anything in class, usually late for the first lesson, and can't help but sleep after 15 minutes of lecture. I'm pretty screwed up, cause the tests are just around the corner and I still have some projects on my hand.
Hey..Someone help me.. I need to re-learn whatever that was taught this week. I seems to have lost the knowledge of the past few weeks too. Had I been reset? Darn it! Or am I missing something important in my life? Sleep? or Fun? I realised that some days, even if I didn't get enough sleep, I can still survive throughout the day without any rest. I guess it had to be the Fun part. Argh! Boring stuffs get out of my way!
Oh..By the way, I think I should clarify on some stuffs. Some or alot of people are thinking I'm attached now or something. Okay..I'm not. Firstly, I didn't "jio" anyone, neither female nor male. (Imma gay/sway ge. By the way, sway = unlucky.) Dawn, get it in your head!!! xP Seeing me eating lunch with some girl-friend doesn't mean she is my >girlfriend<. Neither is taking train home together or sitting together. Dotzz..seriously, they are not that fortunate to have me as boyfriend. ( I'm living in an inverse world of my own. xD *Trying to say that I'm not that fortunate,kaes?* )
Haha..yeah.. I know some of you are just trying to make fun of me. But some seems serious. Lol. Anyway, I wrote this partly due to nothing better to write eh?? as well as letting those serious dudes know. Whew, so continue to make fun of me with which ever girl. ha! It's fun yeah? *though childish hees :D *
Tata~
*SIngLeBoi*
I was referred to as The late Joseph on Friday by Mr Leeck.(nice name) Interesting lecturer. Hmm. No elaboration. I lost all drives this week. It was the end of the week already, yet it still feels like I had only been through one day of polytechnic. I can't absorb anything in class, usually late for the first lesson, and can't help but sleep after 15 minutes of lecture. I'm pretty screwed up, cause the tests are just around the corner and I still have some projects on my hand.
Hey..Someone help me.. I need to re-learn whatever that was taught this week. I seems to have lost the knowledge of the past few weeks too. Had I been reset? Darn it! Or am I missing something important in my life? Sleep? or Fun? I realised that some days, even if I didn't get enough sleep, I can still survive throughout the day without any rest. I guess it had to be the Fun part. Argh! Boring stuffs get out of my way!
Oh..By the way, I think I should clarify on some stuffs. Some or alot of people are thinking I'm attached now or something. Okay..I'm not. Firstly, I didn't "jio" anyone, neither female nor male. (Imma gay/sway ge. By the way, sway = unlucky.) Dawn, get it in your head!!! xP Seeing me eating lunch with some girl-friend doesn't mean she is my >girlfriend<. Neither is taking train home together or sitting together. Dotzz..seriously, they are not that fortunate to have me as boyfriend. ( I'm living in an inverse world of my own. xD *Trying to say that I'm not that fortunate,kaes?* )
Haha..yeah.. I know some of you are just trying to make fun of me. But some seems serious. Lol. Anyway, I wrote this partly due to nothing better to write eh?? as well as letting those serious dudes know. Whew, so continue to make fun of me with which ever girl. ha! It's fun yeah? *though childish hees :D *
Tata~
*SIngLeBoi*
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Frequency
Ha! I seems to be attracted to blogging nowadays. The frequency of me blogging is going up. That's rare. Maybe I'm just getting bored. Or is it that I want to express my opinions here?
It's already late now. I'm finally feeling sleepy. It's a good sign. My life's getting busier. Less time rest..More stuffs to do. *grumbles* Maybe, I should take blogging off my "list of stuffs". Maybe.
Wednesday,
I lost some sleep due to Slamdunk again. Sleepyhead went out to eat with mom, and then lectures. The feeling is nice. I managed to hold back my sleepiness in class. Ooooh, it explains why I'm tired now. *Remove "sleeping in class" from "list of stuffs"* I nearly thought I had a mild case of insomia. Ha. Excuses. Judo was fun. Tough training today, but I enjoyed it. Ack. Gi stinks today, maybe because I didn't let it dry thoroughly. My bad. Compared to monday, I think I perspired more that day. Randori, I should try it often. *I think I'm having a serious case of talking to myself* Something interesting happened today after training. Everyone "pang seh" the sensei during dinner. WahAhA~! I enjoyed staying together with cca members after training now. I don't remembering having this much fun during my basketball cca in sec school. Gatherings and dinners together. Jokes and craps. Love and hentai. *WaHaHa!~* Cool bunch of people. Diverse my life.
NiteX~
*canseeaddiction2thou.waitin'4withdrawal* Uncertain...
It's already late now. I'm finally feeling sleepy. It's a good sign. My life's getting busier. Less time rest..More stuffs to do. *grumbles* Maybe, I should take blogging off my "list of stuffs". Maybe.
Wednesday,
I lost some sleep due to Slamdunk again. Sleepyhead went out to eat with mom, and then lectures. The feeling is nice. I managed to hold back my sleepiness in class. Ooooh, it explains why I'm tired now. *Remove "sleeping in class" from "list of stuffs"* I nearly thought I had a mild case of insomia. Ha. Excuses. Judo was fun. Tough training today, but I enjoyed it. Ack. Gi stinks today, maybe because I didn't let it dry thoroughly. My bad. Compared to monday, I think I perspired more that day. Randori, I should try it often. *I think I'm having a serious case of talking to myself* Something interesting happened today after training. Everyone "pang seh" the sensei during dinner. WahAhA~! I enjoyed staying together with cca members after training now. I don't remembering having this much fun during my basketball cca in sec school. Gatherings and dinners together. Jokes and craps. Love and hentai. *WaHaHa!~* Cool bunch of people. Diverse my life.
NiteX~
*canseeaddiction2thou.waitin'4withdrawal* Uncertain...
Monday, July 11, 2005
Changes
:4am Monday 11-Jul-05:I was wanting to write about the book "The Celestine Prophecy" but my internet explorer had an error. Not wanting to waste the time to rewrite the whole stuffs, so I didn't. Anyway, I'm wondering if I should be writing in perfect English or should I stick to my old style of writing. Yeah, yeah, I know my command of English still sucks now and my grammars, writing and stuffs are still "gabra~ish!". (Hey gabrille..err..forgot how to spell le) I would be writing something like the way I had wrote in the bracket. Fun..............especially the .............. dots.
Anyway, I know my previous article sounds abit depressed. (It should you know, if not, it must be due to my command of english. haha) It seems to cause some of my friends worry about me. My aloof worked. Feeling better now. (Right? Pola? I think you are the only one who know what I mean here.) Thanks girls. I said that because my guy friends didn't express anything. (ha-ha) Girls are nicer. (THEY ARE!!) It's also partially due to the book polalion lent me. The Celestine Prophecy. I mentioned it earlier.
Since that article and the book, I starts to see things differently. Different perceptions. I should start changing myself. Expressing myself seems to be good. I think it will come out of me subsequently.(It's tiring to type like this.) The week ends with me going home alone, having nothing to do in school. I didn't go for the Judo session because I figured it might be boring. Photocopied 2 thick biomedical books for my project. Together with my leader. We were *pang seh* by the other group members.( %d^@&%c*&@@!include ) On the way to the station, I bumped into Wanshi and Xiaoyun. haha(cant hold back anymore.) They nearly convinced me to head back for Judo. Too bad for them, they will need someone else to pull me back. That's all for that day. Boring eh?
Saturday, I watched Slamdunk with my brother til I fell asleep at..around 5am. And yeah, I'm meeting people for project at 2 the next day. For no apparent reasons, I woke up at 10 in which I can't fall asleep after that. I only feel the fatigue when I was taking the train with my friend to Serangoon.(Going there to do project) Biomaterials project..tough.. 3pm..til 6-7pm..slogging.. Once again, I could feel the fatigue coming back. After that, we rushed off for our friend's birthday party. Happy Birthday Nicholas! LoL! Pretty late, cause it started at 6. We reached there at 8.30. And due to the loss of the address slip, we had to call him mutiple times before we finally figured out how to go his house. Boon Keng. Bendemeer Road. Remote to us. wahahaah~ I guess I missed most of the fun. I didn't feel that fun there. It's a party isn't it? Not as crazy as the birthday boy. Wahaha! Anyway, some people came at 9+. haha good for them! There's still food around!~ LoL Everyone left before 10+. I was thinking that they would stayed or "ton" or something like that. But I guess everyone have their own life. haha.. Just enjoy the company. (Weee..there is like 5 rabbits in his house. Whoa..It's comparable to my 26 hamsters in 2 cages. LoL. Cute animals.)
The day ended with me taking taxi home with my friends.
Sunday, early morning(12am-6am) , as usual I watched Slamdunk with my lil' brother. He fell asleep. I fell asleep. Simple sequence. I woke up early again. After doing the usual stuffs, I ate breakfast.(breakfast is not included in usual stuffs) I wonder how I survived til the evening without enough sleep, but I did. I fell asleep, watching Slamdunk during the eveing. The thunderstorm was terrific. *Eh..wake up..eat your dinner..if not I eat for you..* I was woke up by that sentence. LOL! 12am already..monday? or tuesday? Finally..got back all my sleeps from the previous days. Man..growing fat from all the supper-like dinner. Dinner for me is usually after 9pm. Lunch? What's lunch? you mean Breakfast? I had it at 11am.
Monday 5am, so I'm here now concluding my entry. LoL. Maybe I should go back to sleep. I had been watching Slamdunk before I came to blog. Full of life eh? That's all peps.
Anyway, I know my previous article sounds abit depressed. (It should you know, if not, it must be due to my command of english. haha) It seems to cause some of my friends worry about me. My aloof worked. Feeling better now. (Right? Pola? I think you are the only one who know what I mean here.) Thanks girls. I said that because my guy friends didn't express anything. (ha-ha) Girls are nicer. (THEY ARE!!) It's also partially due to the book polalion lent me. The Celestine Prophecy. I mentioned it earlier.
Since that article and the book, I starts to see things differently. Different perceptions. I should start changing myself. Expressing myself seems to be good. I think it will come out of me subsequently.(It's tiring to type like this.) The week ends with me going home alone, having nothing to do in school. I didn't go for the Judo session because I figured it might be boring. Photocopied 2 thick biomedical books for my project. Together with my leader. We were *pang seh* by the other group members.( %d^@&%c*&@@!include ) On the way to the station, I bumped into Wanshi and Xiaoyun. haha(cant hold back anymore.) They nearly convinced me to head back for Judo. Too bad for them, they will need someone else to pull me back. That's all for that day. Boring eh?
Saturday, I watched Slamdunk with my brother til I fell asleep at..around 5am. And yeah, I'm meeting people for project at 2 the next day. For no apparent reasons, I woke up at 10 in which I can't fall asleep after that. I only feel the fatigue when I was taking the train with my friend to Serangoon.(Going there to do project) Biomaterials project..tough.. 3pm..til 6-7pm..slogging.. Once again, I could feel the fatigue coming back. After that, we rushed off for our friend's birthday party. Happy Birthday Nicholas! LoL! Pretty late, cause it started at 6. We reached there at 8.30. And due to the loss of the address slip, we had to call him mutiple times before we finally figured out how to go his house. Boon Keng. Bendemeer Road. Remote to us. wahahaah~ I guess I missed most of the fun. I didn't feel that fun there. It's a party isn't it? Not as crazy as the birthday boy. Wahaha! Anyway, some people came at 9+. haha good for them! There's still food around!~ LoL Everyone left before 10+. I was thinking that they would stayed or "ton" or something like that. But I guess everyone have their own life. haha.. Just enjoy the company. (Weee..there is like 5 rabbits in his house. Whoa..It's comparable to my 26 hamsters in 2 cages. LoL. Cute animals.)
The day ended with me taking taxi home with my friends.
Sunday, early morning(12am-6am) , as usual I watched Slamdunk with my lil' brother. He fell asleep. I fell asleep. Simple sequence. I woke up early again. After doing the usual stuffs, I ate breakfast.(breakfast is not included in usual stuffs) I wonder how I survived til the evening without enough sleep, but I did. I fell asleep, watching Slamdunk during the eveing. The thunderstorm was terrific. *Eh..wake up..eat your dinner..if not I eat for you..* I was woke up by that sentence. LOL! 12am already..monday? or tuesday? Finally..got back all my sleeps from the previous days. Man..growing fat from all the supper-like dinner. Dinner for me is usually after 9pm. Lunch? What's lunch? you mean Breakfast? I had it at 11am.
Monday 5am, so I'm here now concluding my entry. LoL. Maybe I should go back to sleep. I had been watching Slamdunk before I came to blog. Full of life eh? That's all peps.
Monday, July 04, 2005
Solitary - Comfort Zone
Sometimes I feel that when I'm alone, I will become stronger. Emotionally. But, there will be an urge to find someone familiar. Someone I knew for some time. It happens when I'm not with my new friends. Everytime, when I want to try out something new, I will start asking my new friends for opinions. They affect my decisions. Something different from what I originally wanted to do. Regrets came in later. Wilful or not. Clever or not. Don't I want to make my own decisions?
When I'm left out, alone. The time which I make my own decisions. I do things that I had wanted to do. Instead of me sticking around my friends. Different things happened. For a moment, I'm happy. Then, I felt lonely. I wanted companions who share my ideas, who support my decisions, support me. I would look through my contacts, searching for someone who I can find, who I think will be there for me.
Family doesn't come into mind. It's my friends. Old friends which had went through years with me. Calls and short messages. Then I waited. Looking around me, I felt even lonelier. I feel like going with anyone beckoning me. Someone called me. My heart filled with hope. Hoping it was someone who was close to me. But it was someone new in my life. Someone who had pushed over my decisions. Is it time for me to let go?
Not that lonely anymore. But why? Don't I miss them? Didn't I just hoped for them? Someone called me because he just need someone to be with him til his special someone comes. Why do I care? Wasn't he just using me? Or is he lonely too? I am. But wouldn't I be alone again, after his someone comes? I will be.
I left alone. Holding on. Nothing. I wanted to see no more. Closed my eyes. Trying to make myself oblivious to anything. Anything that will make me appears to be a nonsocial. That day, I snuggled back into the warmth of my home. Early.
*Solitary - Comfort Zone*
Where had "you" been?...
When I'm left out, alone. The time which I make my own decisions. I do things that I had wanted to do. Instead of me sticking around my friends. Different things happened. For a moment, I'm happy. Then, I felt lonely. I wanted companions who share my ideas, who support my decisions, support me. I would look through my contacts, searching for someone who I can find, who I think will be there for me.
Family doesn't come into mind. It's my friends. Old friends which had went through years with me. Calls and short messages. Then I waited. Looking around me, I felt even lonelier. I feel like going with anyone beckoning me. Someone called me. My heart filled with hope. Hoping it was someone who was close to me. But it was someone new in my life. Someone who had pushed over my decisions. Is it time for me to let go?
Not that lonely anymore. But why? Don't I miss them? Didn't I just hoped for them? Someone called me because he just need someone to be with him til his special someone comes. Why do I care? Wasn't he just using me? Or is he lonely too? I am. But wouldn't I be alone again, after his someone comes? I will be.
I left alone. Holding on. Nothing. I wanted to see no more. Closed my eyes. Trying to make myself oblivious to anything. Anything that will make me appears to be a nonsocial. That day, I snuggled back into the warmth of my home. Early.
*Solitary - Comfort Zone*
Where had "you" been?...
Friday, June 10, 2005
2nd Week(End)
-End of Week-
Came to realised that my course had been such a snail. I'm hearing about projects from friends from other courses already..and here..we are still going through the basics. Hmm..oh well..Sure like that phrase..Suits someone like me. =)
Maths module suck big time, though the lecturer is damn nice and cute. but sometimes, he's just like that module.period. C++ programming is fun, but I just cant help sleeping. -,-" Manufacturing Engineering module seems redundant..for now? Had to cram with other people from other Engineering course.Meaning--> late and you shall sit on the floor. It's getting better already. People is pon-ing the lecture..so we can sit now. CoOl..isn't it? xD I shall not bother to talk about the rest. I'm tired.
My class...Hmm..I can clearly see the different clicks of people..there's around 5 different gangs..xD *that doesn't sound nice* xD I'm one that run around the groups. LoL! But it's quite tiring? Sometimes I would be a loner and walk alone. Somehow, I had that feeling that I'm the strongest when I'm not with friends. I have the tendancy to rely on friends. I wonders if that's a good thing or bad. I just wishes that someone will come forward and walk by me when I walk alone. =)
-Club crawl-
What a weird name for cca day. LOL~! I joined basketball, archery, judo, akikido..well maybe kayak too. errh..it's selection for now..I think..It's abit too much if I join so many..rite? xD Cool..wanna try it out. It's good to learn some martial arts. I can bash people up! WOoo~*Not true* Just hopes it starts soon..Make me a busy man..
As for Basketball, there's a selection. Well.doesnt matter much to me? I'm confident!! xP Even if not.. I can still join outside teams..which are stronger? ha!~ Well..hadn't been playing serious basketball for so long..til today (friday!!) Met my former team..Whye Nam..Now known as Admiralty Zone1 RC..Lol..Played 5v5 match..Nv felt this kinda of fatigue and challenge..I was wok-ed so many times..=D *wok = huo guo = rejected* Nevertheless, I scored some.
I'm suffering from the after-effects of serious bball games..Legs feel like it's cramping anytime. Body feels like it's burning from fever. stink? The last one solved easily by showering. xD wahaha~ bleh sucks..but really enjoy feeling this way..hees
Anyway..Ciaos..I will most likely update on weekly basics...Esp end of week..see how it will be done bah...=) haa
Came to realised that my course had been such a snail. I'm hearing about projects from friends from other courses already..and here..we are still going through the basics. Hmm..oh well..Sure like that phrase..Suits someone like me. =)
Maths module suck big time, though the lecturer is damn nice and cute. but sometimes, he's just like that module.period. C++ programming is fun, but I just cant help sleeping. -,-" Manufacturing Engineering module seems redundant..for now? Had to cram with other people from other Engineering course.Meaning--> late and you shall sit on the floor. It's getting better already. People is pon-ing the lecture..so we can sit now. CoOl..isn't it? xD I shall not bother to talk about the rest. I'm tired.
My class...Hmm..I can clearly see the different clicks of people..there's around 5 different gangs..xD *that doesn't sound nice* xD I'm one that run around the groups. LoL! But it's quite tiring? Sometimes I would be a loner and walk alone. Somehow, I had that feeling that I'm the strongest when I'm not with friends. I have the tendancy to rely on friends. I wonders if that's a good thing or bad. I just wishes that someone will come forward and walk by me when I walk alone. =)
-Club crawl-
What a weird name for cca day. LOL~! I joined basketball, archery, judo, akikido..well maybe kayak too. errh..it's selection for now..I think..It's abit too much if I join so many..rite? xD Cool..wanna try it out. It's good to learn some martial arts. I can bash people up! WOoo~*Not true* Just hopes it starts soon..Make me a busy man..
As for Basketball, there's a selection. Well.doesnt matter much to me? I'm confident!! xP Even if not.. I can still join outside teams..which are stronger? ha!~ Well..hadn't been playing serious basketball for so long..til today (friday!!) Met my former team..Whye Nam..Now known as Admiralty Zone1 RC..Lol..Played 5v5 match..Nv felt this kinda of fatigue and challenge..I was wok-ed so many times..=D *wok = huo guo = rejected* Nevertheless, I scored some.
I'm suffering from the after-effects of serious bball games..Legs feel like it's cramping anytime. Body feels like it's burning from fever. stink? The last one solved easily by showering. xD wahaha~ bleh sucks..but really enjoy feeling this way..hees
Anyway..Ciaos..I will most likely update on weekly basics...Esp end of week..see how it will be done bah...=) haa
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Paisehx everyone..Project Orientation Day 2 and 3 were taken off the shelf due to my laziness..Days had passed. *Smiles* Who's Pucca? LoL
Anyway.."girl-friend"..so nice of you to tag me..as well for Dawnie..hees Im bored..
Anyway..School's first week had started and ended..everything went well. I think.. Lessons are still as slack..Im slacking as well.. Drawing..because lessons are going too slow. Well, they are kind enough to think for those people who didnt take pure sciences and Amaths..Sweet people..And yeah! Some of my hateful subjects reappeared.
Amaths or is it Cmaths..Trigo and stuffs..oh well..guess I had to make an effort for it. Really dont wish to restart the module. Freak..Bio was alrite though..interesting stuffs..much more interesting than Secondary school. But Chemistry is like OMFG! 41 slides in less than 50mins..Although I coped..after a week..I had already forgot about it..man..I should just die. Spare me from the agony.
Friendships in school are also sailing well..Not much of a storm yet..peaceful. Heard lotsa stupid backstabbing stories from JC friends. Oh well. Pray that that doesn't happen here. w00t. Basketballed with some friends. Missed some activities due to a haircut. ha. and well.. old friendships are still surviving. All the nice ex-WGS..whew..
Anyway..hmm..ok..that's about all. Thanks~ Ciaos
Anyway.."girl-friend"..so nice of you to tag me..as well for Dawnie..hees Im bored..
Anyway..School's first week had started and ended..everything went well. I think.. Lessons are still as slack..Im slacking as well.. Drawing..because lessons are going too slow. Well, they are kind enough to think for those people who didnt take pure sciences and Amaths..Sweet people..And yeah! Some of my hateful subjects reappeared.
Amaths or is it Cmaths..Trigo and stuffs..oh well..guess I had to make an effort for it. Really dont wish to restart the module. Freak..Bio was alrite though..interesting stuffs..much more interesting than Secondary school. But Chemistry is like OMFG! 41 slides in less than 50mins..Although I coped..after a week..I had already forgot about it..man..I should just die. Spare me from the agony.
Friendships in school are also sailing well..Not much of a storm yet..peaceful. Heard lotsa stupid backstabbing stories from JC friends. Oh well. Pray that that doesn't happen here. w00t. Basketballed with some friends. Missed some activities due to a haircut. ha. and well.. old friendships are still surviving. All the nice ex-WGS..whew..
Anyway..hmm..ok..that's about all. Thanks~ Ciaos
Thursday, May 26, 2005
=D
Orientation Day 1
Man..Today is a pretty nice day. Reporting there at 8.30am, woooo.crowded at the MRT station, and it reeks of smokes. Can they not smoke while waiting..oh man..whatever. Had quite a tense emotion because I had no one with me. Well..No friends came with me.. Oh well. I forgot to ask. So I went in blurrishly..not sure what to do. Managed to get my way to the counter that gave me a 02 sticker and a freaking thin strip of paper saying that it's important to keep it. *IMPORTANT?!?! WHY'S IT IN STRIP!* Yeah..We had to keep that for Goodies..GO DIES LAH! I think it's a trick..maybe they think we will lost it somewhere because it's small and they can forgo our goodies..MUST BE IT! xD
After the counter, I was made to wait behind it. Apparently, there is'nt enough sits. Errrr? What the heck? Then we were moved to other location, due to more and more BME(biomedical Engineering) people coming. Then we were moved again..towards the auditorium *Hmm..sits?* and made to wait outside. -.-""""" Wasn't that bad. Talked to a guy beside me. Hmm..not bad..we can click..xD Became the best friend I had that day. Wonder if it's the same tomorrow. =D *Talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk* We were moved inside the auditorium! yeah~ sitting on the stairs! w00t! *Talk talk talk talk talk* THEN we were sit at the mechatronics section..hmm..Gotta know a big guy called Robin..he's 189? and...really BIG guy..xD First realised it when I looked at his knee level..hmm..higher than me..gees..
Gone into the presentation..The whole place is cold..emotionless..The MC looked abit awkard up there. The audiences were silent. Freaky. Sakuran performing Jap cultural dances..Not bad..Then there is this guy..Forgot his name..well he's in Project Superstar top 24..as he says..Not bad..Singing wise..Looks good..hmm..He sang better in English than Mandarin. Good luck to him. After that..a pretty lame opening..and then.. dismiss..we were to tour with our group! Oh yeah!..after awhile..a long awhile..we released that we were abandoned..by the main group..that's lame! Freak..what the heck..LoL.."we" is a group consisting of 12 people I think. ha!
blah...Im tired of typing already...
tired..
tired..
tired..
Continue it together with Orientation Day 2
Nights...
Man..Today is a pretty nice day. Reporting there at 8.30am, woooo.crowded at the MRT station, and it reeks of smokes. Can they not smoke while waiting..oh man..whatever. Had quite a tense emotion because I had no one with me. Well..No friends came with me.. Oh well. I forgot to ask. So I went in blurrishly..not sure what to do. Managed to get my way to the counter that gave me a 02 sticker and a freaking thin strip of paper saying that it's important to keep it. *IMPORTANT?!?! WHY'S IT IN STRIP!* Yeah..We had to keep that for Goodies..GO DIES LAH! I think it's a trick..maybe they think we will lost it somewhere because it's small and they can forgo our goodies..MUST BE IT! xD
After the counter, I was made to wait behind it. Apparently, there is'nt enough sits. Errrr? What the heck? Then we were moved to other location, due to more and more BME(biomedical Engineering) people coming. Then we were moved again..towards the auditorium *Hmm..sits?* and made to wait outside. -.-""""" Wasn't that bad. Talked to a guy beside me. Hmm..not bad..we can click..xD Became the best friend I had that day. Wonder if it's the same tomorrow. =D *Talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk* We were moved inside the auditorium! yeah~ sitting on the stairs! w00t! *Talk talk talk talk talk* THEN we were sit at the mechatronics section..hmm..Gotta know a big guy called Robin..he's 189? and...really BIG guy..xD First realised it when I looked at his knee level..hmm..higher than me..gees..
Gone into the presentation..The whole place is cold..emotionless..The MC looked abit awkard up there. The audiences were silent. Freaky. Sakuran performing Jap cultural dances..Not bad..Then there is this guy..Forgot his name..well he's in Project Superstar top 24..as he says..Not bad..Singing wise..Looks good..hmm..He sang better in English than Mandarin. Good luck to him. After that..a pretty lame opening..and then.. dismiss..we were to tour with our group! Oh yeah!..after awhile..a long awhile..we released that we were abandoned..by the main group..that's lame! Freak..what the heck..LoL.."we" is a group consisting of 12 people I think. ha!
blah...Im tired of typing already...
tired..
tired..
tired..
Continue it together with Orientation Day 2
Nights...
Monday, May 23, 2005
ok
Thinking about it again, it's kinda stupid to just write one line after so long. I can feel the guilt.
Just a moment ago, I was thinking I should go get some sleep or something likewise. Guess I'm pretty much bored at home.
Alright..took some time and read zhao..polalon's blog. Orientation seems interestings, but I'm sure I cant sing like you did. XD I mean it. *evil grins* I did like the part where I can actually make friends. ha! because after all, most of the secondary school friends had went on their on pathes. *sobx* -,- I'm getting hysterical. ha..
Nevertheless, we did a small gathering at zhao...polalion's house on Saturday. Well interesting I guess. I was sleeping til 12pm. Woke up..and started downloading mangas. Then, Zhao..lion call me, asking me to go his house..that's nice. I thought. After that , I checked my phone. I saw fushaSiang sms-ed me. Or is it Eien Wen..Not sure so I called FushaSiang but he didn't answered. *anyway, Im supposed to go to zhaolion house by 1pm* Pissed off..but blaming myself..should had woke up earlier.haha Anyway, I was late when I reached there..2.30? That's more than an hour. But that's me. Hopefully, they hold no grudge against me. SOO I saw JiaKisu and FushaSiang there. I didnt know earlier. In the sms, he told me they are going to library.
So we watched Battle Royale 2 at his house. *There is girls there too, we are not gayish enough to gather with girls* *I guesses....zz* Xinyo, Kaiyun and Lynard were there too. ha..Haven't seen them for quite some times already. Xinyo was bored through out the movie. ack! Come to think of it..BR2 has more story to it than BR..kinda enjoying it..wonders why Xinyo don't..maybe she likes to say more bloodsheds. *PSYCHOTIC BITCH!! ^#%!! * But she's the kindest. Took a picture with me eh. Appreciate that gestures even if she deletes it later. xD Oh yeah..I'm going through the story of BR2 because I don't wanna spoil any of my readers about BR2. Go get it from Polahan if you want, ok?
That's pretty much all. I had been screwing with names and nicks this time. ZiaO~!
Just a moment ago, I was thinking I should go get some sleep or something likewise. Guess I'm pretty much bored at home.
Alright..took some time and read zhao..polalon's blog. Orientation seems interestings, but I'm sure I cant sing like you did. XD I mean it. *evil grins* I did like the part where I can actually make friends. ha! because after all, most of the secondary school friends had went on their on pathes. *sobx* -,- I'm getting hysterical. ha..
Nevertheless, we did a small gathering at zhao...polalion's house on Saturday. Well interesting I guess. I was sleeping til 12pm. Woke up..and started downloading mangas. Then, Zhao..lion call me, asking me to go his house..that's nice. I thought. After that , I checked my phone. I saw fushaSiang sms-ed me. Or is it Eien Wen..Not sure so I called FushaSiang but he didn't answered. *anyway, Im supposed to go to zhaolion house by 1pm* Pissed off..but blaming myself..should had woke up earlier.haha Anyway, I was late when I reached there..2.30? That's more than an hour. But that's me. Hopefully, they hold no grudge against me. SOO I saw JiaKisu and FushaSiang there. I didnt know earlier. In the sms, he told me they are going to library.
So we watched Battle Royale 2 at his house. *There is girls there too, we are not gayish enough to gather with girls* *I guesses....zz* Xinyo, Kaiyun and Lynard were there too. ha..Haven't seen them for quite some times already. Xinyo was bored through out the movie. ack! Come to think of it..BR2 has more story to it than BR..kinda enjoying it..wonders why Xinyo don't..maybe she likes to say more bloodsheds. *PSYCHOTIC BITCH!! ^#%!! * But she's the kindest. Took a picture with me eh. Appreciate that gestures even if she deletes it later. xD Oh yeah..I'm going through the story of BR2 because I don't wanna spoil any of my readers about BR2. Go get it from Polahan if you want, ok?
That's pretty much all. I had been screwing with names and nicks this time. ZiaO~!
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Bio med
Ok..I got into Biomedical Engineering. Im happy about it. Im lucky as nothing bad happened to me. I handed in the enrolment forms. That's all. Eien Kisu wil like this short blog entry. *off*
Saturday, April 23, 2005
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OmiGosH! Why do I feel that my blog is lonely..Hmm Anyone coming anymore..Hoping for people to tag me or leave some comments you know.. haha if not.. This blog wil die from an uncurable disease known as Depression.
Dont crap with me about how blog cant be depressed because they dont have emotions k? Cause I wil tell you " I said it was an uncurable disease because I cant find a correct emotion to cure it" LOL!! *Just bored*
Oh..Anyway..Just reformatted my computer.. w00t! finally..My computer's period is over.. hope it wont come back next month..xD Damn Jiawen..Nearly thought you screwed up my computer..But thanks anyway..None of my other friends help..man! Leave me when I'm in distress! F**k All Off **u! K** C** Wt*!!!!!! w00t! Ping! Muack!
Hey dude! There's really nothing important going on in my life! so i wil just end here! if you want details of my pathetic life, please contact me sometimes later. Tagboard!
Dont crap with me about how blog cant be depressed because they dont have emotions k? Cause I wil tell you " I said it was an uncurable disease because I cant find a correct emotion to cure it" LOL!! *Just bored*
Oh..Anyway..Just reformatted my computer.. w00t! finally..My computer's period is over.. hope it wont come back next month..xD Damn Jiawen..Nearly thought you screwed up my computer..But thanks anyway..None of my other friends help..man! Leave me when I'm in distress! F**k All Off **u! K** C** Wt*!!!!!! w00t! Ping! Muack!
Hey dude! There's really nothing important going on in my life! so i wil just end here! if you want details of my pathetic life, please contact me sometimes later. Tagboard!
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Sick
Damn mY computeR..Alright.. It's just old I guesssss.. 128 ram..slow..so what's the use of this computer? Damn dAmn daMn! Will need money to get a new computer..
Fine forget it..Well.. Long time since I blogged. And Yeah! I cant get into Mechatronics Engineering due to my colourblindness.. Why in the hell do you give me the stupid subject for? STUPID NYP! I was told by the doctor to go to NYP to get a letter of exemption for my CB! (colourblind kaes? xD ) if not he wil hadda fail me, which he did... of course i wont get any letter from the NYP stuffs! (staffs) Com'on! I hate the security dudes..now I hate the admins STUFF! Unclear instructions...Lousy systemS!
Event:1
I went to NYP THAT day for THAT issue. k..I thought Singapore's technology wil be advanced enough that I wont need to bring my colourblind cert to NYP..alright..then I didnt. Why cant you guys computerise everything? since you want us to do most of our (singaporeans) applications for whatever shit online? I was told I cant look for the admin officer by the reception stuff if I dont have proof.. then he tells me a joke.. "although I didnt mean that I dont believe you, I cant if you dont have the cert" what in the hell does it mean? so I returned home..Woodlands tO Yio Chu KAng then vice versa? how much does that cost for adult fares already?
Event 2:
So I returned to NYP with the cert, smiling like I had brought some very important stuff along.(did i? hmm) Ok... I was made to waited for half an hour for the receptionist to find the admin officer.. Then I was told I wil had to bring my stupid medical report too? again? but I haven't get my report yet? damn NYP.. Put me on hold for so long...made me waste on fares.. not to mention that I had a bad impressions of the security there already? Whatever it is.. I just wasted time and efforts.
Event zero:
This should be typed before event 1.. This is due to the services at SATA(N) clinic..In short.. I wasted alot of time and urines there..LoL!!
or yeah! I did a naruto quiz! xD
Fine forget it..Well.. Long time since I blogged. And Yeah! I cant get into Mechatronics Engineering due to my colourblindness.. Why in the hell do you give me the stupid subject for? STUPID NYP! I was told by the doctor to go to NYP to get a letter of exemption for my CB! (colourblind kaes? xD ) if not he wil hadda fail me, which he did... of course i wont get any letter from the NYP stuffs! (staffs) Com'on! I hate the security dudes..now I hate the admins STUFF! Unclear instructions...Lousy systemS!
Event:1
I went to NYP THAT day for THAT issue. k..I thought Singapore's technology wil be advanced enough that I wont need to bring my colourblind cert to NYP..alright..then I didnt. Why cant you guys computerise everything? since you want us to do most of our (singaporeans) applications for whatever shit online? I was told I cant look for the admin officer by the reception stuff if I dont have proof.. then he tells me a joke.. "although I didnt mean that I dont believe you, I cant if you dont have the cert" what in the hell does it mean? so I returned home..Woodlands tO Yio Chu KAng then vice versa? how much does that cost for adult fares already?
Event 2:
So I returned to NYP with the cert, smiling like I had brought some very important stuff along.(did i? hmm) Ok... I was made to waited for half an hour for the receptionist to find the admin officer.. Then I was told I wil had to bring my stupid medical report too? again? but I haven't get my report yet? damn NYP.. Put me on hold for so long...made me waste on fares.. not to mention that I had a bad impressions of the security there already? Whatever it is.. I just wasted time and efforts.
Event zero:
This should be typed before event 1.. This is due to the services at SATA(N) clinic..In short.. I wasted alot of time and urines there..LoL!!
or yeah! I did a naruto quiz! xD
You scored as Genma. You’re Genma, one of the top Jounin in Konoha.You’re calm and collected – in one word, cool – and remain so even when it’s a matter of life and death. People generally respect you and trust. No wonder you get to do the most difficult missions.
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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Omg... a week had passed le..eh.more than that.. SOrRy..Time passed too fast that i didn't notice i didn't blog
Anyway there is much things to do nowadays..I miss going to school.. BUT I don't wanna work..Whew..
After I got the result for the posting, I had been procrastinating about whether I wanna appeal. Alright, I got the letter typed out. After making it sounds so fabulous, I realized I need to get it print. So I brought it to my friend's house to print. Alright! Nicely done. Oh then I got an envelope there. Nice friend.. What's next nearly cause me to jump out of the window, not to commit suicide.. but to rush for time. I had to rush back home to get the address of the place I want to send.Changed my mind later when I saw the time nearing 5pm. No point!
I figured that next day, I shall bring it personally to the office. Yeah! that should work! After procrastinating for the whole morning, I and my friends reached there at 3. Wooo... The gates closed at 2pm..WHAT?! 2pm!..OH!!! TODAY..THAT DAY WAS SATURDAYYyYY! But hey, there's a nice guy there that helped me open the gate and let me in.. whew..Nice poly student.. Went in.. I took 10mins in there looking for the office. Then I realised that the office is closed during weekends.. "#%@^@&#*#$%#" ran thru my mind. Then I thought of an ingenious plan.. Heh heH!
We waited at Security post..me thinking of asking the security to pass the letter for me. Well he came and the first thing in his mind is to shoo us of.. as we are in the sight of the security cam..what the hell..so I should stay at wher the cam cant see me? what's this? A stealth mission. Then, I asked if he can keep the letter til mon and hand it up for me.. "We wil not be responsible for any loss..balblbalblalb" DOT! what a reply.. Trust you to look after the school. Fine..so we left and walked around AMK..
End of Procrastination.
Slacking the next few days, reflecting on what I had did..Ohh..Right...
Anyway there is much things to do nowadays..I miss going to school.. BUT I don't wanna work..Whew..
After I got the result for the posting, I had been procrastinating about whether I wanna appeal. Alright, I got the letter typed out. After making it sounds so fabulous, I realized I need to get it print. So I brought it to my friend's house to print. Alright! Nicely done. Oh then I got an envelope there. Nice friend.. What's next nearly cause me to jump out of the window, not to commit suicide.. but to rush for time. I had to rush back home to get the address of the place I want to send.Changed my mind later when I saw the time nearing 5pm. No point!
I figured that next day, I shall bring it personally to the office. Yeah! that should work! After procrastinating for the whole morning, I and my friends reached there at 3. Wooo... The gates closed at 2pm..WHAT?! 2pm!..OH!!! TODAY..THAT DAY WAS SATURDAYYyYY! But hey, there's a nice guy there that helped me open the gate and let me in.. whew..Nice poly student.. Went in.. I took 10mins in there looking for the office. Then I realised that the office is closed during weekends.. "#%@^@&#*#$%#" ran thru my mind. Then I thought of an ingenious plan.. Heh heH!
We waited at Security post..me thinking of asking the security to pass the letter for me. Well he came and the first thing in his mind is to shoo us of.. as we are in the sight of the security cam..what the hell..so I should stay at wher the cam cant see me? what's this? A stealth mission. Then, I asked if he can keep the letter til mon and hand it up for me.. "We wil not be responsible for any loss..balblbalblalb" DOT! what a reply.. Trust you to look after the school. Fine..so we left and walked around AMK..
End of Procrastination.
Slacking the next few days, reflecting on what I had did..Ohh..Right...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
19thFeb[edited]
Nice day..
Havent get my PaY..
Went Out...
Played Ball..
Tanned....
Had Fun..
That's All...[edited]
Havent get my PaY..
Went Out...
Played Ball..
Tanned....
Had Fun..
That's All...[edited]
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Connecting 24th
Oh yeah..No one taGGed me..SadzMaruuuuu.. Maybe i wrote sth so old..Anyway.. this few days is fun..Kept busy by friends..
ChiTian seems to be revived.. sorta.. as we gathered again to play in school. Tiring but fun.. after that went lan-ing..after that more bball.. Fun.. Guessed everyone got tired out..Just heard that we wil be playing again this saturday.. Oh ya! kick me!
Hmm..Someone was with me again..but why am I feeling indifferent..
ANyway, I wil be going to be able to connect on the 24th.. Able to continue with my second life. Polalion wil be glad? First of all, I won't be using his comp.. Then, I will be able to play games with him online.. Third, ah..uhhuh,, Fourth..#$%^&$721.. =D Hmm..whether if alot of people misses me..haha and..well.. i forgot about some.. damn..
Fine! BYE!SIAM LA!!! POLALION AND SIAO KISU..DIAM!?
Friday, March 11, 2005
...?
Fine. I finally did something to my blog. Do you guys like it? But from the tons of negative comments on my tagboard, i guessed not. Haha! I just want to give myself some cuteness, cant I? Sadxz..
Nevermind, I wil change the background again when I find a cuter one? Sure. Just remember I'm CuTE!
Finally stopped working for the 'poor' SHENG TAI TOYS, who can only afford me $5/hr pay rate. I might as well work for other brands. LoLx wil employers read my blog?...NO! That's good. Hey friends, how did you guys get to find all those nice paying jobs ah? like $6/hr ones? near to home too.. Cant stand travelling all the way to a far working place and get tied down by all the stuffy regulations from a very "HighClass" working place.
Regulations
1)No T-shirts allowed
2)No Sitting
3)No chatting with other promoters
4)Do not eat or drink
Oh well there is stil others regulations, which almost all the promoters didnt quite obeyed. I think that's what all established company wil stated at the security entrance rite? hmm! fine, just felt that it's stupid.. No other comments.
Wa La La! I'm BoreD!!!.. THere isNt anYThIng To Do tIs Few days Xcept foR BaLlIng AnD EaTiNg..Thanks friends for being around ah.. Haha guess you guys are bored too. Missing school days now? ha.. how nice wil it be to be able to go for the first 3 months..But I guess those studying will be envying uS?
Oh yeah, Os result..although it's not as bad as i think i would be doing.. stil I'm disappointed.. Ha..Guess it's due to my english result..D7.. hmm..But gotten over it already.. Haha..
Choosing Nayang for my first choice, cause it's the nearest of all Polytechnic. Nothing much interests me. All the courses seems stupid though they tried to make it sounds and seems interesting.
Nothing to write about. Not enough time for me to think what i wanna write today. Guess I wil wait til I have connection at home.. SO....BYEZX
Nevermind, I wil change the background again when I find a cuter one? Sure. Just remember I'm CuTE!
Finally stopped working for the 'poor' SHENG TAI TOYS, who can only afford me $5/hr pay rate. I might as well work for other brands. LoLx wil employers read my blog?...NO! That's good. Hey friends, how did you guys get to find all those nice paying jobs ah? like $6/hr ones? near to home too.. Cant stand travelling all the way to a far working place and get tied down by all the stuffy regulations from a very "HighClass" working place.
Regulations
1)No T-shirts allowed
2)No Sitting
3)No chatting with other promoters
4)Do not eat or drink
Oh well there is stil others regulations, which almost all the promoters didnt quite obeyed. I think that's what all established company wil stated at the security entrance rite? hmm! fine, just felt that it's stupid.. No other comments.
Wa La La! I'm BoreD!!!.. THere isNt anYThIng To Do tIs Few days Xcept foR BaLlIng AnD EaTiNg..Thanks friends for being around ah.. Haha guess you guys are bored too. Missing school days now? ha.. how nice wil it be to be able to go for the first 3 months..But I guess those studying will be envying uS?
Oh yeah, Os result..although it's not as bad as i think i would be doing.. stil I'm disappointed.. Ha..Guess it's due to my english result..D7.. hmm..But gotten over it already.. Haha..
Choosing Nayang for my first choice, cause it's the nearest of all Polytechnic. Nothing much interests me. All the courses seems stupid though they tried to make it sounds and seems interesting.
Nothing to write about. Not enough time for me to think what i wanna write today. Guess I wil wait til I have connection at home.. SO....BYEZX
Thursday, January 13, 2005
WOrkinG
Hmm..been busy working this few days.. feels forgotten by alot of people... does everyone waits to be contacted.. hmm.. luckily my family is always with me.. although i dont express this to them.. im so happy to see them.. concerned about my working schedule, my diet, my health.. my dad picked me up from work couple of times, mainly because my ezlink is downed.. my mom waking me up everytime when i care less to bother about when i should be leaving my cosy home. alright.. Muack.. Love them!! =X I dont like to say it to them LoL!
fine... hmm... working is boring, actually.. but it's better than schooling? the type of responsibility you had to put in is different.. BUT I dont know how to see the difference.. =X can feel it.. no one will be there to correct you if you make a mistake.. and.. the mistake matters? where is the teacher? oh ya. there is stil colleagues and trainers to help you at times... so dont worry.. =D working is just like going to school? haha.. at specific times.. doing lotsa stuffs.. hey guys stop saying we get money so it's better than school.. you guys can stil get money when you go to school, dont ya? allowance..is something that i wil have to forgo after i get my salary.. =/ my mom is such a clever....$%@#^#@%^# LoL!
Finally.. it makes me realise that friends are so superficial at times, but there wil be times when you cant go without them. Sometimes, I would just wander around aimlessly.. thinking about who i can find.. contact.. usually after that, i wil just go home as there is really no one there for me..Home is the only place i can go.. when im alone.. the best place to cry when im sad.. the best place to rest when tired...... #HoMe SwEeT HoMe#
fine... hmm... working is boring, actually.. but it's better than schooling? the type of responsibility you had to put in is different.. BUT I dont know how to see the difference.. =X can feel it.. no one will be there to correct you if you make a mistake.. and.. the mistake matters? where is the teacher? oh ya. there is stil colleagues and trainers to help you at times... so dont worry.. =D working is just like going to school? haha.. at specific times.. doing lotsa stuffs.. hey guys stop saying we get money so it's better than school.. you guys can stil get money when you go to school, dont ya? allowance..is something that i wil have to forgo after i get my salary.. =/ my mom is such a clever....$%@#^#@%^# LoL!
Finally.. it makes me realise that friends are so superficial at times, but there wil be times when you cant go without them. Sometimes, I would just wander around aimlessly.. thinking about who i can find.. contact.. usually after that, i wil just go home as there is really no one there for me..Home is the only place i can go.. when im alone.. the best place to cry when im sad.. the best place to rest when tired...... #HoMe SwEeT HoMe#
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
New Year New Beginning
HeyHey.. Hmm.. It's 2005 already.. +12 days.. ok... finally back writing here.. would anyone see it? anyway.. just remember to tag me.. haha.. This year is quite boring.. past 12 days? hmm.. i just kept working like nobody's business. All of you 'not friend enough de', never come visit me. But.. it's also a blssing in disguise rite? damn Alisa..came and asked fr discount.. kao.. LoL Hmm.. just a short blog.. Me going to work.. Guys.. Cya..Thanks for 2004
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