Wednesday 28 May 2008
Alright. New day new beginning. I'm currently doing Final Year Project now. I'm assigned to Ng Chin Tiong. Lawl. He hate me. nuff said.
The project seems easy enough. Something that I can finish in 2 weeks. How am I supposed to drag this for 12 weeks. Wow. Nevertheless, I'm spending lots of time doing other stuffs, like sleeping.
Marcus, lol. Everfeed. Oh well.
Anyway, I can't think of what to write at the moment. I sweat alot in the morning just by walking to school. W.t.f. . . . . . . . . .
BBL!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
23th May 2008 , 0205 am
Shitz, yeah. I'm still awake. Again, tormenting myself with improper time management. I remember me trying to get Green to sleep early and stop studying into wee hours. Guess I'm no better myself. Priorities differ.
Moreover, my priorities aren't really priorities-ous. :D New word of the day. Yup. I can spend time reading Saga of the Seven Suns, chatting with despaired friends, or just blogging/ gaming. ( I have cut down on gaming significantly. ) I have the urge to find something interesting to read. Non-fiction. But, I have no idea where to start or what to search for. NLB is disappointing with all the category like .... Erm.. Cycling, Wars, Food?, Travels. It doesn't trigger my urge to browse through them at all.
Nanotechnology might get my attention. Mmmm, I might have to try the reference section next time, but what good is it if I can't bring it home to read. I tried surfing the wikiversity. Insufficient materials on most interesting stuffs like Nanotech or Sociology. OR uber (ultra super duper) confusing formulas start popping out around lacking much explanation. I lack the IQ to grasp all that crazy characters surrounding those weird lines that look like this.
Did you see it? No? Mmmm, I do not know how to write them either. :D
So, alright, once-in-a-while blog of mine, ciaos.
I will fix the tagboard the next time I come. I hope people will want to leave comments after reading.
14 mins. Record shortest time?
Shitz, yeah. I'm still awake. Again, tormenting myself with improper time management. I remember me trying to get Green to sleep early and stop studying into wee hours. Guess I'm no better myself. Priorities differ.
Moreover, my priorities aren't really priorities-ous. :D New word of the day. Yup. I can spend time reading Saga of the Seven Suns, chatting with despaired friends, or just blogging/ gaming. ( I have cut down on gaming significantly. ) I have the urge to find something interesting to read. Non-fiction. But, I have no idea where to start or what to search for. NLB is disappointing with all the category like .... Erm.. Cycling, Wars, Food?, Travels. It doesn't trigger my urge to browse through them at all.
Nanotechnology might get my attention. Mmmm, I might have to try the reference section next time, but what good is it if I can't bring it home to read. I tried surfing the wikiversity. Insufficient materials on most interesting stuffs like Nanotech or Sociology. OR uber (ultra super duper) confusing formulas start popping out around lacking much explanation. I lack the IQ to grasp all that crazy characters surrounding those weird lines that look like this.
Did you see it? No? Mmmm, I do not know how to write them either. :D
So, alright, once-in-a-while blog of mine, ciaos.
I will fix the tagboard the next time I come. I hope people will want to leave comments after reading.
14 mins. Record shortest time?
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Sunday
18 May 2008 Sunday 3:47 pm
Kept busy with daily routines, I'm seeing lesser time for myself. It most probably means that I had being too idled the past years. Strictly speaking, I didn't accomplish much during my polytechnic life. I thought it was just a passing phase which I have to endure and study through.
The only time which I participated actively are when I put in effort to my studies, friends and CCA. My memories do not remind me of what happened after I got Yaya in my life. Vague images of daily meetings with her after school, spending time hanging out together, watching dvds, playing games. I neglected my other social circle. This whirled down to me feeling that I do not have much friends nor much attachments to other things in life.
I did not get myself involved with the politics of my class, just a listening bystander. I don't force myself to make friends, to perform, to excel, to compete. My life is plain, dull and uninteresting with the occasion surges with few good friends and Yaya. (Or maybe a few projects in school which I was made to compete due to my group members ;P )
Maybe I should describe this feeling. Do you remember the many times when you leave your house. The unrehearsed action in which you locked your door while you don't notice it, until you are on a bus, trying to recall if you did. The exact analogy of me during these times. I do nothing except for returning home (my other home ;p ). Then I will spend time pondering like I am now, about..erm.. my life? lawl
Though it feels like a privilege now, than the helplessness I felt that the society imposted on me.. and I wrote this knowing that no one wants to read this.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay. I finally shooked off the bloody bold.......... wait.. italics..aaaaa ok good.
Geesus. Flawed programming. :D Ok, I went clubbing yesterday night to celebrate wanshi birthday. Ha! MOS. The place is like a sardine can, and there is lots of fishy guys around. lol. Despicable guys will surround the girls and try their best to execute a couple of grope-ifying stunts in the chaos, or at least feel around. The ironic part is ... the girls knew what they are getting into in the first place. Sigh.
The music that day wasn't exceptionally entertaining, perhaps it was due to the DJ, but it served the purpose. I was practically stoning inside as well, I don't know what to do. Dance? Wait.. you mean shaking around like a bunch of sardines alive in a can? That's the most you can do, and with my build, I was injuring people with my extended elbows and knees and co-accidentally touching something. =/ I can't frigging dance.
Blinding flashes, booming music, fogging dry ice, pretty babes, cool guys. Ah, I had a rumcoke and a whiskey dry. I wanted to drink more but my friends weren't that enthusiastic. Well, Piyo was drunk to a certain extent when I arrived and she didn't really get to enjoy herself. At least not what I saw when I came. I heard Subi got angry with her. :D Man, I want to drink.
At least I had my fun. And the night before I learned mahjong. I wasn't the one who lost the most. :D Fun.
See ya!
47 mins
Kept busy with daily routines, I'm seeing lesser time for myself. It most probably means that I had being too idled the past years. Strictly speaking, I didn't accomplish much during my polytechnic life. I thought it was just a passing phase which I have to endure and study through.
The only time which I participated actively are when I put in effort to my studies, friends and CCA. My memories do not remind me of what happened after I got Yaya in my life. Vague images of daily meetings with her after school, spending time hanging out together, watching dvds, playing games. I neglected my other social circle. This whirled down to me feeling that I do not have much friends nor much attachments to other things in life.
I did not get myself involved with the politics of my class, just a listening bystander. I don't force myself to make friends, to perform, to excel, to compete. My life is plain, dull and uninteresting with the occasion surges with few good friends and Yaya. (Or maybe a few projects in school which I was made to compete due to my group members ;P )
Maybe I should describe this feeling. Do you remember the many times when you leave your house. The unrehearsed action in which you locked your door while you don't notice it, until you are on a bus, trying to recall if you did. The exact analogy of me during these times. I do nothing except for returning home (my other home ;p ). Then I will spend time pondering like I am now, about..erm.. my life? lawl
Though it feels like a privilege now, than the helplessness I felt that the society imposted on me.. and I wrote this knowing that no one wants to read this.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay. I finally shooked off the bloody bold.......... wait.. italics..aaaaa ok good.
Geesus. Flawed programming. :D Ok, I went clubbing yesterday night to celebrate wanshi birthday. Ha! MOS. The place is like a sardine can, and there is lots of fishy guys around. lol. Despicable guys will surround the girls and try their best to execute a couple of grope-ifying stunts in the chaos, or at least feel around. The ironic part is ... the girls knew what they are getting into in the first place. Sigh.
The music that day wasn't exceptionally entertaining, perhaps it was due to the DJ, but it served the purpose. I was practically stoning inside as well, I don't know what to do. Dance? Wait.. you mean shaking around like a bunch of sardines alive in a can? That's the most you can do, and with my build, I was injuring people with my extended elbows and knees and co-accidentally touching something. =/ I can't frigging dance.
Blinding flashes, booming music, fogging dry ice, pretty babes, cool guys. Ah, I had a rumcoke and a whiskey dry. I wanted to drink more but my friends weren't that enthusiastic. Well, Piyo was drunk to a certain extent when I arrived and she didn't really get to enjoy herself. At least not what I saw when I came. I heard Subi got angry with her. :D Man, I want to drink.
At least I had my fun. And the night before I learned mahjong. I wasn't the one who lost the most. :D Fun.
See ya!
47 mins
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
7th May 2008, 8:40 PM
I finally managed to sit on this pitiful chair and type my blog again.
A week is gone. Suddenly. Probably due to all the many events going on. The work. The pressure. As well as the pleasure. :D Right.
4E1 gathering was held without any procrastination but it doesn't seem very welcomed. Lots of excuses and broken hopes were given. Informing an hour before saying that they are not coming. Well, I guess they don't feel like going out after ....... procrastinating? =D Escape trip wasn't wondrous but I tried some of the rides which I would never really did without thinking of someone, or 2 perhaps? It did brought back some memories. Won a total of 5 plushies with Polar, spending a total of $20. (2 from scratch cards ) Right, shouldn't have wasted the $$ but it was fun trying to win the big prize, and again memories. Dinner at PizzaHut was the main event for the gathering, ah, no details as I was paying more attention to Wanlin than anyone else. I guess it is due to the different groups of friends there. ( There is only 7 persons and this happened! ) Language and good food played a part too. I was busy with the food! ( I am quiet during meals. )
Marcus THE boss came back from Shanghai and started dumping me with lots of work and maybe high hopes? I'm not sure, but I don't feel justified with the amount of workload that I get assigned to. I don't like rejecting people so I accepted them. Maybe the work that I had done wasn't that visible to them, as it was mainly editing stuffs, and it seems fairly easy to them? Ah, just like how I belittle their pathetic waste of time doing little stuffs within the LONG 8 hours everyday. (Sarcasm.)
At least time passed quickly for me, but I make time for those who cared about me by dropping them emails or smses whenever possible. Even answering a call from someone who is trying to get me to sign up a saving plan. It feels good talking to her as long as she don't bombard me with details of savings etc etc.
I do not have spare cash to save lately. Yeah. IAP allowances isn't the lowest in the world, but I do admit I try too hard to go out with friends, and ends up spending just the right amount ( All of my allowance? ) . Ha, but at least I'm happy. I enjoy companionship and love. Haha :P
I'm trying to make myself strive harder, by having someone in my mind. The exact someone of the 2 that I thought at Escape. :D It probably wouldn't bear any fruit but the faith can go a long way. I'm trying... trying to become a better person, on the outside, in the attitude, and with the emotions. Alright, awful moments in the blog.
It was only yesterday that I went playing bball alone for an hour. Then I went jogging, enduring the cramp and the painful sprain. Then met Caryn on my jogging route accidentally and went playing bball again. I jogged quite a distance though, so yes, I didn't stop on purpose. It was bball and chatting, ending quite late and subsequently resulted in me in sleeping late which made me felt so tired that I went to slept in the toilet at work again.
Yeah. Unhygienic! But at least I won't get stabbed in my dream. No, I didn't see any red bug this time. BUT, it was a hectic morning. Marcus couldn't get the hard copies before his flight, so I had to arrange that for the guy in Penang which got messed up and yeah. Moreover, I had 2 appointments with clients starting from 11 AM. Haphazard. Managed to get Rash to be my backup plan which is duly required while I was meeting ASE client with Yohan. After that was an ESD audit which dragged all the way from 230PM to 700PM. BLOODY..... Ok. I was very pissed towards the end and didn't really want to conduct the testing anymore, but Yohan and Ewoo were around. :D
And so, I came back home after that BLO. . . . . and relaxing in front of my laptop, typing my blog.
Time spent : 40 minutes.
Concealed in my heart.
I finally managed to sit on this pitiful chair and type my blog again.
A week is gone. Suddenly. Probably due to all the many events going on. The work. The pressure. As well as the pleasure. :D Right.
4E1 gathering was held without any procrastination but it doesn't seem very welcomed. Lots of excuses and broken hopes were given. Informing an hour before saying that they are not coming. Well, I guess they don't feel like going out after ....... procrastinating? =D Escape trip wasn't wondrous but I tried some of the rides which I would never really did without thinking of someone, or 2 perhaps? It did brought back some memories. Won a total of 5 plushies with Polar, spending a total of $20. (2 from scratch cards ) Right, shouldn't have wasted the $$ but it was fun trying to win the big prize, and again memories. Dinner at PizzaHut was the main event for the gathering, ah, no details as I was paying more attention to Wanlin than anyone else. I guess it is due to the different groups of friends there. ( There is only 7 persons and this happened! ) Language and good food played a part too. I was busy with the food! ( I am quiet during meals. )
Marcus THE boss came back from Shanghai and started dumping me with lots of work and maybe high hopes? I'm not sure, but I don't feel justified with the amount of workload that I get assigned to. I don't like rejecting people so I accepted them. Maybe the work that I had done wasn't that visible to them, as it was mainly editing stuffs, and it seems fairly easy to them? Ah, just like how I belittle their pathetic waste of time doing little stuffs within the LONG 8 hours everyday. (Sarcasm.)
At least time passed quickly for me, but I make time for those who cared about me by dropping them emails or smses whenever possible. Even answering a call from someone who is trying to get me to sign up a saving plan. It feels good talking to her as long as she don't bombard me with details of savings etc etc.
I do not have spare cash to save lately. Yeah. IAP allowances isn't the lowest in the world, but I do admit I try too hard to go out with friends, and ends up spending just the right amount ( All of my allowance? ) . Ha, but at least I'm happy. I enjoy companionship and love. Haha :P
I'm trying to make myself strive harder, by having someone in my mind. The exact someone of the 2 that I thought at Escape. :D It probably wouldn't bear any fruit but the faith can go a long way. I'm trying... trying to become a better person, on the outside, in the attitude, and with the emotions. Alright, awful moments in the blog.
It was only yesterday that I went playing bball alone for an hour. Then I went jogging, enduring the cramp and the painful sprain. Then met Caryn on my jogging route accidentally and went playing bball again. I jogged quite a distance though, so yes, I didn't stop on purpose. It was bball and chatting, ending quite late and subsequently resulted in me in sleeping late which made me felt so tired that I went to slept in the toilet at work again.
Yeah. Unhygienic! But at least I won't get stabbed in my dream. No, I didn't see any red bug this time. BUT, it was a hectic morning. Marcus couldn't get the hard copies before his flight, so I had to arrange that for the guy in Penang which got messed up and yeah. Moreover, I had 2 appointments with clients starting from 11 AM. Haphazard. Managed to get Rash to be my backup plan which is duly required while I was meeting ASE client with Yohan. After that was an ESD audit which dragged all the way from 230PM to 700PM. BLOODY..... Ok. I was very pissed towards the end and didn't really want to conduct the testing anymore, but Yohan and Ewoo were around. :D
And so, I came back home after that BLO. . . . . and relaxing in front of my laptop, typing my blog.
Time spent : 40 minutes.
Concealed in my heart.
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