Tues..Today

Ha..Busy school today..Went well..just tired..

I think I still like her alot. I do like her alot. Don't ask me to stop wasting my time. Instead I need encouragement. Maybe you think I made the wrong choice. But.. right now.. I can't give up.

What should I do. I'm tired. No. I still can go on. til I lose the strength.

Tues

Hmm, Monday again. So tired.

Some stuffs happened. Well, dont intend to tell it to the masses. So I wont blog it.

Haven't give up yet. Gotta do something about it bah.

Today's lesson = 1hr of Comm skill giving tips for the common test. WoW!
Managed to connect to wireless in school now. Blogging as well as doing some work here.
Anyway, I'm bored. Maybe I will go back to Woods and walk around. ThinK of something bah.

That's all.

Friday

How I wish I have more time..An hour seems so short, morning is short, noon is short, night is short, a day is short, a week is short, a month is short, a year is..well..

Everything seems short to me now. Too busy. And when I have time to think about what I had done. Nothing much. Really. Maybe it's this small bits and pieces of things I manage to do with this short time mass up to something really wonderful at the end of the year. Or maybe when its too late for me to change it. No time limit. You never know when will be enough. I'm not refering to anything in particular but something that is so general that I have no clues about it.

Is it because even if you set a goal, you might change it when you never really hit it. Making it simpler or even difficult, you just never hit it. Change so frequently that, you were never be satisfied.

-paused- think-

Please ignore the above paragraphs. I'm crapping.

NYP opened the house today as well as yesterday. Ha! Took part in it. For my cca. JudO! Woah! Fun! Skipping lesson legally. Look at babes. Look out for shuai guys(potential gay partners) Nah. Wasn't really what I was doing. Just enjoyed the times I spent with the Judokas. Nothing special. In a small dojo. Throwing around. Rehearsing. That alone made my day. Friends. Ha!

Lamerage to the excess, as well as some jokers when we were rehearsing. The Judo performance was nice. Zhonghua Wushu was spectacular. TKD was abit..well...okay..but they do have nice backgrd music. Oh yeah! before that, I went for lesson. Ha! Surprisingly when I can be excused. Did biomodeling. NEW STUFFS! Thank god I went. and I got FULL MARKS FOR THE EXAM TOO!!! ROFLOLMAO!~

After all that, stayed around with a Judo gal and wait for her bf. Well..seems stupid..but she was using my laptop. shun bian had my dinner too.

Now I'm home. Tired out. Tml's PT. Should I sleep? or should I wait for...reply..

End.

Missing..

Wednesday 18th

Yo! Busy busy. Seems to myself that i had gotten back on track now. Not that slack. But am really tired. Is it tiring to be myself? or am I trying to be someone different. =X Anyway, I did say that I will change yeah? ( or did I?..hmm.. )

I went for Judo today again. 2 times in a week! weee! How long has it been? Although I go for lessons now, slack lesser, I stil play games. hahaz Cant stop playing. Oh! rmb I still haven't hand in my organic chem. oh well. heck care (o.0 slacker alert! ) =P

Okie, shall go back to playing game.

Seeya. ya?

Tired.

Monday

Okie..School reopened today. Missed the first lectures (2hrs) but went for the other one.

Kinda pissed my parents off for not going for the first one.

Judo after lesson(2 hrs after). It was a rehearsal for the open house on Thurs, Fri and Satur. It's fun being throw around and throwing people around. Kinda sadistic. Maybe tat's why I love it. x)) My performance = being the aggressor and being thrown by a guy doing self defence arts with Judo. WOW!

Ate dinner after it. Macs. Btw..had my lunch before going 2nd lecture.(like anyone of you would had ask. =/ )

And today ended. 12 midnight. Sleep early then.

(Please tag if you read my blog.)

Holidays

Starting to hate holidays. The pace is completely different. I'm a total different guy during holiday. Should i blame it on the holidays or myself then?.. Hmm.. *deep thoughts*

I'm drained. I have no energy for anything at all. Stil remember the book that I borrowed for Polalion. Talking about energies inside a human's body. Humans gain energies from others' energy. Energies in term of attentions. Good or Bad. Just attentions. Am I lacking from attentions? or had I been giving away too much of my energies?

LoLs! Funny for me phrase it this way. Well, I have no idea. Maybe I'm tired. Drained. x)) This few days. Games and games. Time passed quickly. No complaints. (from me. but there is alot from others.) No dates. No activities. No exercises. Skipping meals. Getting abit sick. Step out of houses once a day only. Life's simple.

Am I such a guy? Somehow or rather, I'm satisfied just like that. Stressless. But it's because of my laptop, because of the network connection,because of the power supply, because of the food, because of the water, because of etc. None are provided by my single-handedly. Just a spoiled brat now.

Good to get spoiled. Good to slack around yet things get done themselves. Good to get sick for reasons to slack. Bad personality. =_=" HA!

Seems to know what I should do for myself.

ANother Break!

Ha! Another week of break now. Actually, it should consider 3rd week of break, as I was slackinng through it. No mood for anything except for games. No mood. Games can really make me forget about the real world I'm in now. Games can be replayed when it was done badly or when you lost it. How relaxing it is.

Been seeking advices from people. LoLS! Interesting to hear from some of my friends. Their theories are good. From breaking up to holding on. Ha! From holding on to looking out for other target. x)) wonder what she will think if I tell her this. =P beetter nooot. lols -pause-

okie..just came back from meeting her. lols. She seems so sianz today. Must be due to too much high-ness the past few days. Rest more!! Im so wet now. The rain is so nice. hmmm..will I get sick? x)