Ranting ranting. Hmm, so bored. To be at home. Slept like 9 hours today. Did a questionaire. Lvled my maple rogue. =_= stil bored. My blog is under "rants". So I rant rant!! Rant. This blog is into the lurving theme. Who cares. It looks good. Green.
Reflecting my personality. Ha again. Find myself rather impatient. Yea, I can't wait for 3 hours, like queuing up.But I rather spend wasting time on something less important. Actually, this isn't about my personality. I meant to write about how I deal with my feelings, ya?
So, I know there is this group of people who read my blog. I had been keeping stuffs, although this is a journal for me to write my true feelings in. *there's always fake blogger personalities onlinne though*
My past relationships all went fast. On a quick pace as some would had say. Get to know Dawn on friendster. Met her a few times. The feelings escalated from friendship to BGR in like 2-3weeks. And, I think I were the one rushing it bah. Meeting her everyday, treating her like a gf even before anything is said. True enough, got together due to a unforeseen event. Then we did what normal couples do. Studying together, go home together, idling together.
All goes well, until I grad. I started working. Less time. More costly to go find her. Mm, my excuses. The pace is still running fast. Then it ended. End at the start of the 4th month. There were chances for us to get back together, but didn't, cause I didn't rush to patch. She tried everything and did everything. I apologised to her sometime ago though. Don't flame me.
Work and work. Some feelings for some girls on the way til the next r/s. Didn't get together, because I didn't rush or that girl managed to stop me from rushing. Refering generally. -_- Then, one fine day, saw Jasmine at SingaporeCricketClub. First impression not bad. Talked, played, felt good with her. Went back home together as she lived at Woodlands too. The pace. I think we skipped the friend and understanding eachother stage. We both thought we were ideal for each other at that point of time.
Sweet talks worked. We may had last forever if we never had stop to wonder what's wrong with the relationship. If she hadnt have to go to school and start a new beginning, a new stage. She got busy. Less time. Tiring for her. Excuses that I think for her, same as mine for Dawn. The feelings seem to fade. I held on to it. Broke up one fine Sunday. I believed that we could still get together. Sorta rushed at it again. Ended up hurting both parties. But, damm...it.. how do I slow down. Hais.
Maybe I should get used to it. The slowing down part. No more rushing I hope. The other guys could enlighten me abit. (but, I had more r/s than them though. *cheeky*) Doing so right now. *frustrated*
Learning something new.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Questionaire - 20 names.
1.Jiaying 2.Priscillia 3.Zhaohan
4.Koksiang 5.Jiawen 6.Leo
7.Brockjsee 8.Kaiyun 9.Xinyi
10.Wanshi 11.Naish -_- 12.Alicia
13.Vincent Tan 14.Natalia 15.Atirah
16.Wilson 17.Delphi 18.Tricia
19.Jeremy (My bro) 20.Zaty
Ok, abit messy, but to save space and scrolling time.
1.how did u meet 13?
BME course. =)
2.what would you do if u've never met 14?
Who knows. If I don't, I won't be writing her name down. Thus this question is invalid. =) -_-
3.what would u do if 11 and 16 dated?
Ha! I promote Racial Harmony and Gays.
4.did u ever like 20?
Nah, racist... er, Justkidding. Love her crappiness. =)
5.would 2 and 6 make a good couple?
ROFLROFL!!! Yea, should try. WahahHHaah
6. Describe 5.
Thick Specs, Gymmer, Jogger, Good friend. Humanoid?
7.Do u tink 4 is attractive?
Yea, very. *stand*
8.Tell me sth about 8.
Love comic idiot? something.
9.Do you know any of 9's family?
Is boyfriend included in the word family? Her dad gave me a ride once. Hm.
10.What's 12's favourite?
Freezing bees.
11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
Panick.
12.what language does 16 speak?
Chi-na
13.Who is 1 going out with?
No one. Yea. *look away*
14.how old is 10 now?
I'm not sure. Stop growing at the age of 12? =X
15.When's the last time u talked to 19?
He just came into my room.
16.what is 3's favourite band/singer?
Himself. JayChou?
17.would u ever date 14?
Why not? She's a girl. I'm not gay.
18.would u ever date 7?
Why not? He's a guy. I'm not les.
19.Is 15 single?
Er,Yea I think.
20.What is 17's last name?
Er. Er. OMG. I don't know. I think the last name I call her by is Delphi.
21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 13?
How serious?
22.What school does 6 go to?
School of Engineering. Don't know the details.
23.Where does 3 live?
509. Woodlands. Beside Woodgrove Primary. 7th flr. I can get there with eyes closed.
24.What's yr fav thing about 20?
Crap. =)
25.Have u seen 12 naked?
OMG! *smiles slyly* *blush* *imagine* *that* *nose bleed* kidding. ROFL. NO.
1.Jiaying 2.Priscillia 3.Zhaohan
4.Koksiang 5.Jiawen 6.Leo
7.Brockjsee 8.Kaiyun 9.Xinyi
10.Wanshi 11.Naish -_- 12.Alicia
13.Vincent Tan 14.Natalia 15.Atirah
16.Wilson 17.Delphi 18.Tricia
19.Jeremy (My bro) 20.Zaty
Ok, abit messy, but to save space and scrolling time.
1.how did u meet 13?
BME course. =)
2.what would you do if u've never met 14?
Who knows. If I don't, I won't be writing her name down. Thus this question is invalid. =) -_-
3.what would u do if 11 and 16 dated?
Ha! I promote Racial Harmony and Gays.
4.did u ever like 20?
Nah, racist... er, Justkidding. Love her crappiness. =)
5.would 2 and 6 make a good couple?
ROFLROFL!!! Yea, should try. WahahHHaah
6. Describe 5.
Thick Specs, Gymmer, Jogger, Good friend. Humanoid?
7.Do u tink 4 is attractive?
Yea, very. *stand*
8.Tell me sth about 8.
Love comic idiot? something.
9.Do you know any of 9's family?
Is boyfriend included in the word family? Her dad gave me a ride once. Hm.
10.What's 12's favourite?
Freezing bees.
11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
Panick.
12.what language does 16 speak?
Chi-na
13.Who is 1 going out with?
No one. Yea. *look away*
14.how old is 10 now?
I'm not sure. Stop growing at the age of 12? =X
15.When's the last time u talked to 19?
He just came into my room.
16.what is 3's favourite band/singer?
Himself. JayChou?
17.would u ever date 14?
Why not? She's a girl. I'm not gay.
18.would u ever date 7?
Why not? He's a guy. I'm not les.
19.Is 15 single?
Er,Yea I think.
20.What is 17's last name?
Er. Er. OMG. I don't know. I think the last name I call her by is Delphi.
21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 13?
How serious?
22.What school does 6 go to?
School of Engineering. Don't know the details.
23.Where does 3 live?
509. Woodlands. Beside Woodgrove Primary. 7th flr. I can get there with eyes closed.
24.What's yr fav thing about 20?
Crap. =)
25.Have u seen 12 naked?
OMG! *smiles slyly* *blush* *imagine* *that* *nose bleed* kidding. ROFL. NO.
After mid.
Aloha!
Wow, after midnight already. Hmm, Talked to her again. Good. Good. Hmm *Smiles* Haha, Yea, still euphorically happy. ROFL. And, yeah, other than being lame. I dont know how to entertain people. Nor cheer people up. Nor.. er intentionally joking a funny joke.
I'm just happy. I'm cheered up. I feel it. Haha. Please. If this is cruel, be like this forever. =) Did some quizzes. And, well.. I represent Lonliness(twice), Lost, Sound of rain, water, and ghost/spirit. Haaha, at least the results were quite uniform. So yeah. bleahs. Calm, powerful, destruction without realising.
Leo trying to get his WC3 running. We are waiting for him to get ready. On skype and chat. LoL. This is lame. but fun. haahs. Crap abit with her. haha. Heard her voice. =) Okie, sound so lame. I mean for me to say this. ROFL.
Aloha.
Wow, after midnight already. Hmm, Talked to her again. Good. Good. Hmm *Smiles* Haha, Yea, still euphorically happy. ROFL. And, yeah, other than being lame. I dont know how to entertain people. Nor cheer people up. Nor.. er intentionally joking a funny joke.
I'm just happy. I'm cheered up. I feel it. Haha. Please. If this is cruel, be like this forever. =) Did some quizzes. And, well.. I represent Lonliness(twice), Lost, Sound of rain, water, and ghost/spirit. Haaha, at least the results were quite uniform. So yeah. bleahs. Calm, powerful, destruction without realising.
Leo trying to get his WC3 running. We are waiting for him to get ready. On skype and chat. LoL. This is lame. but fun. haahs. Crap abit with her. haha. Heard her voice. =) Okie, sound so lame. I mean for me to say this. ROFL.
Aloha.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Nite.
Hmm, finally it's 8pm. Today sucks big time? Boring Boring day!!! Sit in front of computer. Maple maple and Maple. Then Dota Dota and Dota. Pretty sick of this already. hahas, dont have this thought while I was playing it though. -_-".
What else did I do today?. Watching cartoons. Ate. Ate. Nothing else. Haiz. What a boring life. remembered I used to play bball from afternoon til evening in school, then went outside to play till the court is closed. So cool. So much fun.
*crash*
What the.. My chair just crashed on me. Scared the hell of out of me. Now I'm only heaven. =) Haha, and yea, I can blog over a period of 10mins to 3hrs. Just bcause there's much happening right now. -_-
I wonder how things will develop again. Ciaos.
What else did I do today?. Watching cartoons. Ate. Ate. Nothing else. Haiz. What a boring life. remembered I used to play bball from afternoon til evening in school, then went outside to play till the court is closed. So cool. So much fun.
*crash*
What the.. My chair just crashed on me. Scared the hell of out of me. Now I'm only heaven. =) Haha, and yea, I can blog over a period of 10mins to 3hrs. Just bcause there's much happening right now. -_-
I wonder how things will develop again. Ciaos.
Woke up
Oh man. Finally. 8hrs of sleep. Slept at 4.30 Woke up at 12.30. But, I think I slept too longer, feeling even sleepy right now.
Had a long talk with Pris last night. Thus the sleeping at 4.30 but it was worthed it. We talked about feelings. Well, She likes me now as, erm, something else bah. Good to know that, and we are still friends. Don't think of all the "what if"s, it represents regrets. And well, when something happened, it must be for a reason bah. =)
I shall not go into the details of the convo. =) hees I'm giving myself one more week bah. More time. Shall not rush. Shall not be impatient. Shall not do the same mistake. =) hahas
Linsay Lohan - over.
Had a long talk with Pris last night. Thus the sleeping at 4.30 but it was worthed it. We talked about feelings. Well, She likes me now as, erm, something else bah. Good to know that, and we are still friends. Don't think of all the "what if"s, it represents regrets. And well, when something happened, it must be for a reason bah. =)
I shall not go into the details of the convo. =) hees I'm giving myself one more week bah. More time. Shall not rush. Shall not be impatient. Shall not do the same mistake. =) hahas
Linsay Lohan - over.
Confidence again?
Hahas, feeling euphoric right now at the moment. Judo training was abit boring. But talking with hia di-s rocks. hahas. This is what good friends are for, ya? ROFL. I guess it wasn't love that make me happy, it was the confidence that came along that did. =)
I will back pace my day later. Feel like chatting with her right now. Too bad she went offline, ya? Wanna talk to her about some private stuffs, but I wonder if she's ready not. Jiaying, I still feels that you wanna stay away from me. Somehow. Maybe I just think too much. Hahas. Nevertheless, I think you still read my blog just as I do to yours. So... =)
Rather weird day. Slept at 2am last night. Woke up at 645? Cool! =) Idled abit before doing my stuffs. Selfish Dad dont wanna give me a ride to school. =( Wasted abit of time at home before I left my house. Late Late!! Who cares? Met Amalina on the way at Woods MRT. How nice. =) Talked abit, but after awhile, nth to talk liao, so I kept quiet and she listened to MP3. Aww. All the way till class. Walked in like some big shot. woo hoo! I am. x))
Transferred myself from Jap 2 to Personal Development. How cool is that. I can slack for 1 module le. =) COol, so I had 4 hours break today. Torturing. Brutal. BME HUB LOCKED. BULLS!! Ate slowly. Vinvin dear went for his Jap2, how sad. (yeah..going act cute gay style.) Anthony ate with me and Alicia. yeah and now people think she's my girl. wtv. Talktalk.FinBreakfast. Went to look for leonard for the transfer thing. Waited for an hour bah? sit around talking , while Alic make her Mermaid Band. -.-
Some guy came to look for her. Interested in her. Bigger size. HipHopDressing. Turning Alic off. I joked about "Oh no, dont look at me.. nth between me and her. Take her. take her." Alic laughed her head off. OMG. BEHEADED WITH LAUGHTER. x)) Leo called me so I left her with her hunk and went ahead to the dojo. Slept that for an hour? I think. Then Xinyi called me. To help Delphi to do her survey. Oh yea, I helped her with 3 in the canteen earlier already. Nvtless I didnt reject to help, so I took 8 pieces. -_- oh well. Got her number because of that. =) hahas. Flirt.
Went back with leo to SEG as he's having lesson, mine's at an hour later. Sit around. Vinvin dear smsed me and we met outside class, and so did Alic. =) Hahas. Slept like 50% for the next 3hrs of lectures. Cool =). Went for Judo straightafter. Delphi came to dojo to get the forms. She's pretty. hahas. okie. I sat around and look at wanshi lead the 1 new member as well as pris. Command of English is bad. I had a hard time trying not to laugh at it. Wtv.
new member = ZhiLing. Quite cute, small size. Impatient. Very enthu. Very..er.. hmm , should get to know her more. Just know she's quite impatient that's all. She wanna learn and learn. btw, she's a yellow belt. just tt she forgot all about it and is relearning. oh well. No prob for breakfalls. I think the rest managed to teach her throws.
Went for dinner after that. Silat training and rehearsals + stunts were cool man. Then we mimic-ed and did alot of lame stuffs. GAYS ROCK!! Plenty of fun. but I still think of Jiaying. =) Cockles for dinner again? WTH? Judokas are addicted to it somehow. God bless them. The cockles I mean. I ate alot too lar. This time only. Pretty good at this too. x)) Then, we went home. btw, scott brought a gal to dinner. LoL. NICE ONE SCOTT!! YOU HAVE OUR SUPPORTS. hahas.
Then went back to Woods. Chatted with Zhaohan and Leo. Cool. Age doesnt seems to matter. Talked about crap. We swore to the Road Deity. We are sworn brothers now. If we dont honour this swear, we will each lose a "car" by having a car runing over it. =) ROXORS LAME!
Ciaos. Confidence Rocks. I'm vain too. =) Horoscope = Leo.
I will back pace my day later. Feel like chatting with her right now. Too bad she went offline, ya? Wanna talk to her about some private stuffs, but I wonder if she's ready not. Jiaying, I still feels that you wanna stay away from me. Somehow. Maybe I just think too much. Hahas. Nevertheless, I think you still read my blog just as I do to yours. So... =)
Rather weird day. Slept at 2am last night. Woke up at 645? Cool! =) Idled abit before doing my stuffs. Selfish Dad dont wanna give me a ride to school. =( Wasted abit of time at home before I left my house. Late Late!! Who cares? Met Amalina on the way at Woods MRT. How nice. =) Talked abit, but after awhile, nth to talk liao, so I kept quiet and she listened to MP3. Aww. All the way till class. Walked in like some big shot. woo hoo! I am. x))
Transferred myself from Jap 2 to Personal Development. How cool is that. I can slack for 1 module le. =) COol, so I had 4 hours break today. Torturing. Brutal. BME HUB LOCKED. BULLS!! Ate slowly. Vinvin dear went for his Jap2, how sad. (yeah..going act cute gay style.) Anthony ate with me and Alicia. yeah and now people think she's my girl. wtv. Talktalk.FinBreakfast. Went to look for leonard for the transfer thing. Waited for an hour bah? sit around talking , while Alic make her Mermaid Band. -.-
Some guy came to look for her. Interested in her. Bigger size. HipHopDressing. Turning Alic off. I joked about "Oh no, dont look at me.. nth between me and her. Take her. take her." Alic laughed her head off. OMG. BEHEADED WITH LAUGHTER. x)) Leo called me so I left her with her hunk and went ahead to the dojo. Slept that for an hour? I think. Then Xinyi called me. To help Delphi to do her survey. Oh yea, I helped her with 3 in the canteen earlier already. Nvtless I didnt reject to help, so I took 8 pieces. -_- oh well. Got her number because of that. =) hahas. Flirt.
Went back with leo to SEG as he's having lesson, mine's at an hour later. Sit around. Vinvin dear smsed me and we met outside class, and so did Alic. =) Hahas. Slept like 50% for the next 3hrs of lectures. Cool =). Went for Judo straightafter. Delphi came to dojo to get the forms. She's pretty. hahas. okie. I sat around and look at wanshi lead the 1 new member as well as pris. Command of English is bad. I had a hard time trying not to laugh at it. Wtv.
new member = ZhiLing. Quite cute, small size. Impatient. Very enthu. Very..er.. hmm , should get to know her more. Just know she's quite impatient that's all. She wanna learn and learn. btw, she's a yellow belt. just tt she forgot all about it and is relearning. oh well. No prob for breakfalls. I think the rest managed to teach her throws.
Went for dinner after that. Silat training and rehearsals + stunts were cool man. Then we mimic-ed and did alot of lame stuffs. GAYS ROCK!! Plenty of fun. but I still think of Jiaying. =) Cockles for dinner again? WTH? Judokas are addicted to it somehow. God bless them. The cockles I mean. I ate alot too lar. This time only. Pretty good at this too. x)) Then, we went home. btw, scott brought a gal to dinner. LoL. NICE ONE SCOTT!! YOU HAVE OUR SUPPORTS. hahas.
Then went back to Woods. Chatted with Zhaohan and Leo. Cool. Age doesnt seems to matter. Talked about crap. We swore to the Road Deity. We are sworn brothers now. If we dont honour this swear, we will each lose a "car" by having a car runing over it. =) ROXORS LAME!
Ciaos. Confidence Rocks. I'm vain too. =) Horoscope = Leo.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
thurs nite
Haha, guess I had been too free today. Took a whole day of rest. Only to find nothing to do at home. Terrible feeling. Start to miss her again at night. haha. Nvm. This will go. Judo training drained too much yesterday. =) I wanna go for Judo on Friday again. Being busy, would be just fine. =)
Being too free sorta set me on fucked up mood. I wanna snap. I wanna.. and I wanna... and.. blahs. Secrets again. =)
Why do I feel like I cant find something to talk about. With... anyone at all. Except for zhaohan, takki for dota.. starting to feel drained emotionally when I strain myself to find a topic. No. I don't know. Feel like isolating once again. No.
Don't dare to express anything. Don't dare to do anything. Don't dare to ask anything. Don't want to change anything. I'm not brave enough, to confront with the consequences. Failures make me fear. I think I'm worn out, again.
I joked to cover up. I lied to hide. I can't run because I don't know where to go. I...
hahaz =) aloha.
Being too free sorta set me on fucked up mood. I wanna snap. I wanna.. and I wanna... and.. blahs. Secrets again. =)
Why do I feel like I cant find something to talk about. With... anyone at all. Except for zhaohan, takki for dota.. starting to feel drained emotionally when I strain myself to find a topic. No. I don't know. Feel like isolating once again. No.
Don't dare to express anything. Don't dare to do anything. Don't dare to ask anything. Don't want to change anything. I'm not brave enough, to confront with the consequences. Failures make me fear. I think I'm worn out, again.
I joked to cover up. I lied to hide. I can't run because I don't know where to go. I...
hahaz =) aloha.
Morning
Ha! Forcibly woke up at 730, then I fell asleep again. Thank God for this sensation. Hahaz. -_- Woke up again at 930. OMFP! hey, lessson at 9..er... and I'm still on bed..done nothing. Okie.. Im missing this 3hrs lectures. Cooooool!! and Hey, we are talking. Cooool!! -jellyfish-
Went to take a shower. And oh yeah. I forgot what I wanna blog again. HS. Just feel liking blogging la. =) Anyone wanna take care of me? I'm a 80kg toddler who has nothing much to do and wont grow tall anymre at max height of 178. Nah! No. Zaty. I know you will volunteer. No..I'm racist. Hahaz okie.. This is just a joke. >_<
Just so bored with current affairs. (wooaah!) Think I shouldnt be bothered about foreign affairs. ( =P running a government. ) And, yeah.. Whatever. Err.. See you guys on KCDC. Bye Bye!! -_-
Went to take a shower. And oh yeah. I forgot what I wanna blog again. HS. Just feel liking blogging la. =) Anyone wanna take care of me? I'm a 80kg toddler who has nothing much to do and wont grow tall anymre at max height of 178. Nah! No. Zaty. I know you will volunteer. No..I'm racist. Hahaz okie.. This is just a joke. >_<
Just so bored with current affairs. (wooaah!) Think I shouldnt be bothered about foreign affairs. ( =P running a government. ) And, yeah.. Whatever. Err.. See you guys on KCDC. Bye Bye!! -_-
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Judo
Wow, Judo orientation was fun. -.- See.. this could save alot of time by using just one line. =/ hahas. Btw, yeah was there earlier. Read the previous post. Bored. Nothing to do. Hahas. Saw her running away again.
Can't believe that those freshies were so blur not to come in to the dojo to check. Guess they are afraid to. hahas. Poor juniors. Shy. The turn-up rate was rather sad. Dont think there is even 50 people. Guess they went for the other clubs and then stay there already. =] God bless them for missing out such a good club. LoL!! There's more guys than gals though. Contradicting with the fact that there was more XX that signed up for the club.
Begin with normal warmups. Tumbling. (down the stairs. ROXOR. no) Sensei came in. Paused. Continue. Then we do some breakfalls warmup. Cart wheel. Blablah. (Join the NYP Judo Club for mre information. =) hey, this gotta work with the sign up rate. =)) Tiring. Francis came. bad premonition.
Wasn't exactly tired. I think I just need more sleep. hahas. Training my full without distraction, increases my endurance. Water breaks sap you of energy. Trust me. The freshies got to join in. How fun. hahas. Being thrown. Wahahaha. This is weird. I believe all of the above weren't interesting. Let's talk about the freshies.
They came in, rather confused. Lost misguided souls. yea, they need someone to guide them from the sports hall entrance. =) and yea, they havent break their ice. Let me break them up into pieces while we get to that shall we? Met a kendo pal which I made during the orientation. Nice. He seems to be joining liao. thanks to me. =) I'm cool. x))
We could see some couples. But I'm sure none of them will join. I saw a few during last year's orien(shortform frm now on). This is a lonely club. Awww. LoL Just kidding. The exact reason could be that they dont interact with others when they are with their mates. yea? agree? Then they will think that "hey! this isn't fun?, let's do something that will be fun for both of us"..yeah sure, go home and mate.
There are sweet and cute looking girls. Wonder if they will ALL join. Emphasizing on all. hahas. Despo. Woohoo! -_- One really catches my attention. Including pris of course. She nearly fainted. -_-.. You need to get used to it. I get giddy alot of times too.
I think I wanna cont.. but.. Judokas requested dota. Seeya again.
-Those who protect themselves, knows not how to protect others.-
Can't believe that those freshies were so blur not to come in to the dojo to check. Guess they are afraid to. hahas. Poor juniors. Shy. The turn-up rate was rather sad. Dont think there is even 50 people. Guess they went for the other clubs and then stay there already. =] God bless them for missing out such a good club. LoL!! There's more guys than gals though. Contradicting with the fact that there was more XX that signed up for the club.
Begin with normal warmups. Tumbling. (down the stairs. ROXOR. no) Sensei came in. Paused. Continue. Then we do some breakfalls warmup. Cart wheel. Blablah. (Join the NYP Judo Club for mre information. =) hey, this gotta work with the sign up rate. =)) Tiring. Francis came. bad premonition.
Wasn't exactly tired. I think I just need more sleep. hahas. Training my full without distraction, increases my endurance. Water breaks sap you of energy. Trust me. The freshies got to join in. How fun. hahas. Being thrown. Wahahaha. This is weird. I believe all of the above weren't interesting. Let's talk about the freshies.
They came in, rather confused. Lost misguided souls. yea, they need someone to guide them from the sports hall entrance. =) and yea, they havent break their ice. Let me break them up into pieces while we get to that shall we? Met a kendo pal which I made during the orientation. Nice. He seems to be joining liao. thanks to me. =) I'm cool. x))
We could see some couples. But I'm sure none of them will join. I saw a few during last year's orien(shortform frm now on). This is a lonely club. Awww. LoL Just kidding. The exact reason could be that they dont interact with others when they are with their mates. yea? agree? Then they will think that "hey! this isn't fun?, let's do something that will be fun for both of us"..yeah sure, go home and mate.
There are sweet and cute looking girls. Wonder if they will ALL join. Emphasizing on all. hahas. Despo. Woohoo! -_- One really catches my attention. Including pris of course. She nearly fainted. -_-.. You need to get used to it. I get giddy alot of times too.
I think I wanna cont.. but.. Judokas requested dota. Seeya again.
-Those who protect themselves, knows not how to protect others.-
crush
=) Blogging in school nothing. There isn't anything much for me to do now except for waiting for judo orientation to start. =_= hais. Wonder if she will be coming. Went to read her blog again. hahaz, actually, had been wanting to see what she writes so that I can know what she feels. sorta closing off from me recently. hahaz.
Anything goes. I'm someone who thinks crushes can last. Crushes can develop into something more. But.. hmm, girls. oh man. -_- Gotta admit Im quite a flirt lar. Do develop feelings easily. And so does get hurt easily too. Is this immaturity? hmm, have to ask my friends once in a while to decide for me. Maybe they are just too kind to say Im so immature bah.
Bottomline is, I dont know if I will be liking another girl soon. My feelings. Oh well. Screw it. Whatever. When you are finally fine with being my friend, come back to me again. Then, I will know. No point hypothesizing now.
And.. Anyone, if you find me hateful, let me know. I hate myself at times. And well because I know myself more than anyone else. Changing is always good, but it isn't easy.
And, Oh yea. I don't understand why do you have to avoid me when..yea, after you answered me. *Wonder if I'm having problem expressing this point..alright.. I will stop. *
Anything goes. I'm someone who thinks crushes can last. Crushes can develop into something more. But.. hmm, girls. oh man. -_- Gotta admit Im quite a flirt lar. Do develop feelings easily. And so does get hurt easily too. Is this immaturity? hmm, have to ask my friends once in a while to decide for me. Maybe they are just too kind to say Im so immature bah.
Bottomline is, I dont know if I will be liking another girl soon. My feelings. Oh well. Screw it. Whatever. When you are finally fine with being my friend, come back to me again. Then, I will know. No point hypothesizing now.
And.. Anyone, if you find me hateful, let me know. I hate myself at times. And well because I know myself more than anyone else. Changing is always good, but it isn't easy.
And, Oh yea. I don't understand why do you have to avoid me when..yea, after you answered me. *Wonder if I'm having problem expressing this point..alright.. I will stop. *
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Remember.
One wrong move. and its a checkmate. Nothing helps anymore. But still, I hope we can have another round. Nevertheless, there will be others. The odds of meeting the same is so diminished. That's what hope is about. =)
Today, rather funny. Lots of stuffs happened. hahas. I'm keeping myself positive. Nah, don't wanna return to that state again. hmm.. private stuffs. Lots of it. Controlling my emotions, so I won't get hurt.
And, starting to have the tots of experiencing pain. =_= like.. breaking a arm or something. Dont go Ewww.. or.. Oh no..Joseph going sadist. Nah. It's just that..well, curiosity. You cant say you can endure pain unless you really experienced it before, ya? =) hees.
Blog again. Tomorrow. Judo Orientation.
Today, rather funny. Lots of stuffs happened. hahas. I'm keeping myself positive. Nah, don't wanna return to that state again. hmm.. private stuffs. Lots of it. Controlling my emotions, so I won't get hurt.
And, starting to have the tots of experiencing pain. =_= like.. breaking a arm or something. Dont go Ewww.. or.. Oh no..Joseph going sadist. Nah. It's just that..well, curiosity. You cant say you can endure pain unless you really experienced it before, ya? =) hees.
Blog again. Tomorrow. Judo Orientation.
late.
Haha. Slept late last night. Woke up late. Not exactly late. Damm. Look at timetable. Grrr. Stupid LamLam lesson. LoL.. Dont go liao. weee. rest til 1pm. hahas.
Emotions running wild. I controlled too much before. I can't feel like I want to now. Wonder why I can force myself to laugh, or just try to force some tears out. Digging into past sorrows. haha.
When I say hurt me to make me forget. I don't mean it. I was just trying to say, please dont allow me to forget, you are too important to me.
I was just trying to be harsh. but not to harm. Now I realised, I wouldnt do this anymore. Hope it won't be too late.
Emotions running wild. I controlled too much before. I can't feel like I want to now. Wonder why I can force myself to laugh, or just try to force some tears out. Digging into past sorrows. haha.
When I say hurt me to make me forget. I don't mean it. I was just trying to say, please dont allow me to forget, you are too important to me.
I was just trying to be harsh. but not to harm. Now I realised, I wouldnt do this anymore. Hope it won't be too late.
feelings
All began from the club crawl. The feelings. Mutual. All so fast. Far too similar to that again.
Would had been fine. when I chose to follow my feeling. Another guy appeared. Confused. Panicked. Did stupid stuffs.
Selfish. Hurt both. Regret now. Why did I repeat the same mistake over again. It shouldnt had gone this way.
The feelings. Mutual, still there..right?
Would had been fine. when I chose to follow my feeling. Another guy appeared. Confused. Panicked. Did stupid stuffs.
Selfish. Hurt both. Regret now. Why did I repeat the same mistake over again. It shouldnt had gone this way.
The feelings. Mutual, still there..right?
11
Lesson at 9am well then.. I left house at 9 something. ROFL. Usual me. Late. Nvm. Went for Elearning. WTH!? 1 hr just to solve one simple physic-like question. rofl. think too much till cant solve it wor? all the thousands of answers out there. =_= Then there is the lame electronics thing again. repeat the same stuff as last week. crap. Then biomaterials, well, still okie..at least ended early.
No lesson from 12.45 onwards. ... went to look for JY. lol. Saw her and her sis. And I think she felt awkward. =_= stayed with her for awhile til she left for lesson. haha. Then, I went to slack at the library. oh yea. went back to eat first. My friends shoo-ed out of the biomed hub. wahaha pesky first year. having lesson there. LoL Wait and wait. Read a storybook. Cant finish it. About some Othman. Politician. =_=
Hp died. Went to cca clubroom area. See kendo ppl. See Leo, Anthony, Janice. Jaw dropped. LoL hahaz. asked leo to go kendo with me. Haha. JY was nearly late. anyway, their training has some similarities with Judo. but they are more organised. Fierce sensei. Expensive club fee. lol. Ithink. =X Disciplined. Nevertheless, Judo rocks. =)
I dont wanna go into the details. But now I know the footwork. as well as how to draw a shinai. And some stuffs lar. My jap sucks still. grrr. Sent JY home after that. Seems weird still. Whatever. haha. Ciaos.
No lesson from 12.45 onwards. ... went to look for JY. lol. Saw her and her sis. And I think she felt awkward. =_= stayed with her for awhile til she left for lesson. haha. Then, I went to slack at the library. oh yea. went back to eat first. My friends shoo-ed out of the biomed hub. wahaha pesky first year. having lesson there. LoL Wait and wait. Read a storybook. Cant finish it. About some Othman. Politician. =_=
Hp died. Went to cca clubroom area. See kendo ppl. See Leo, Anthony, Janice. Jaw dropped. LoL hahaz. asked leo to go kendo with me. Haha. JY was nearly late. anyway, their training has some similarities with Judo. but they are more organised. Fierce sensei. Expensive club fee. lol. Ithink. =X Disciplined. Nevertheless, Judo rocks. =)
I dont wanna go into the details. But now I know the footwork. as well as how to draw a shinai. And some stuffs lar. My jap sucks still. grrr. Sent JY home after that. Seems weird still. Whatever. haha. Ciaos.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Green blog
Hm , did a change of skin. When did I get so hardworking...yeah.. someone pushed me to. =] hahaz yeah, that JY again. diao. x)) And, well.. maybe I should blog more lar. Was so fascinated by someone's big big blog achives.
haha, what should I write about? This is weird. haha. No longer feel depressed anymore. Maybe its due to the school's opening. Maybe something else. Seriously, I not that frank nor straightforward. haha,so... somethings are still best kept to myself.
Had been talking alot on msn with JY, pris and the nonsensical Zaty who never get bored of me. x)) haha.. and no, I'm not flirting lar. Of course, if you guys talk to me, I will glady chat...but I think you all will feel gayish bah? wahahhaz
Playing maplestory. <--- yeah flame me. hey, because it can waste alot of my idle time and I won't have to put up with stupid allies on dota on euro Bnet. (for more infomation, www.eurobattle.net) haha being sleeping late still. Talking. Talking. Minesweeping. Grr!! haha I wonder if she will ever get bored with playing with me. *worried* rooooll..
haha, I'm omitting private stuffs. bleh. maybe I will be more open next time. Introvert mah. continuing read my blog, and remember to tag. but..yea, dont be like HER!!! *vomit blood*
I will blog more from now on. Quite fun. And yea, being happy. Aloha!!
haha, what should I write about? This is weird. haha. No longer feel depressed anymore. Maybe its due to the school's opening. Maybe something else. Seriously, I not that frank nor straightforward. haha,so... somethings are still best kept to myself.
Had been talking alot on msn with JY, pris and the nonsensical Zaty who never get bored of me. x)) haha.. and no, I'm not flirting lar. Of course, if you guys talk to me, I will glady chat...but I think you all will feel gayish bah? wahahhaz
Playing maplestory. <--- yeah flame me. hey, because it can waste alot of my idle time and I won't have to put up with stupid allies on dota on euro Bnet. (for more infomation, www.eurobattle.net) haha being sleeping late still. Talking. Talking. Minesweeping. Grr!! haha I wonder if she will ever get bored with playing with me. *worried* rooooll..
haha, I'm omitting private stuffs. bleh. maybe I will be more open next time. Introvert mah. continuing read my blog, and remember to tag. but..yea, dont be like HER!!! *vomit blood*
I will blog more from now on. Quite fun. And yea, being happy. Aloha!!
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Saturday`
Waaaahaaaaa... Good afternoon. x)) I woke up at 9.15.. *OMFG LATE!!!!* *take briefs throw in toilet and get towel* *hmm..zz..hmm... today..Saturday...* OH YEAH!! NO SCHOOL!..zzz.. cant sleep back after this. Went to check my torrents. Ooooh...GS destiny completing soon. x)
*cut**
Okie, I think I tried to write what happened in the morning. But, its messy and I can't really understand what I trying to write. *having this problem of expressing myself lately* I had been tiring myself out this week. Not intentionally. Sleeping late, and early lessons. Club Crawl.
My back is getting tired easily, my rib hurts abit. Too much breakfall. Nevertheless, Saturday sleep sorta revitalised me, as well as slowing down my pace. =) Went on for breakfast, 2 packs of chongpang nasi lemak + 1 otah. watch tv. watch GS destiny. play game. stone. roll on bed. slack. repeat. hmm this life rocks.. >.< hahaz go ahead and disagree with everything you got. =P
Crazy Jiaying.. yeah, she loves me. x)) hahaz must be love at first sight right? lol~ she's still uber hyperactive and abit fong lar. weeee, and she likes playing minesweeper. not with me though. gonna hate her for making me lose so many times. I used to hav records like 40+ W 3 L only. =( and stupid msn reseted it. *confused eh?*
*Was I been very obvious during the club crawl... how did she notice that? lol.. something.. yeah. I just cant seems to get myself to know what is it. haahz, you are the only one who told me that leh. The rest didnt notice as much. * this part is for Jiaying. LoL. Just for you leh. =) wahahaha
Actually, I just dont know what to write about. My mind is tingling with thoughts. And I feel that my english is getting from bad to worse. and most importantly, I cant express myself. And its getting messy.
aiadjakf ahakjbd aobjnw inkr nkdpaib fio albs ksfs knksneos t... Messy bah. grrr. brb. once I know what to write.
*cut**
Okie, I think I tried to write what happened in the morning. But, its messy and I can't really understand what I trying to write. *having this problem of expressing myself lately* I had been tiring myself out this week. Not intentionally. Sleeping late, and early lessons. Club Crawl.
My back is getting tired easily, my rib hurts abit. Too much breakfall. Nevertheless, Saturday sleep sorta revitalised me, as well as slowing down my pace. =) Went on for breakfast, 2 packs of chongpang nasi lemak + 1 otah. watch tv. watch GS destiny. play game. stone. roll on bed. slack. repeat. hmm this life rocks.. >.< hahaz go ahead and disagree with everything you got. =P
Crazy Jiaying.. yeah, she loves me. x)) hahaz must be love at first sight right? lol~ she's still uber hyperactive and abit fong lar. weeee, and she likes playing minesweeper. not with me though. gonna hate her for making me lose so many times. I used to hav records like 40+ W 3 L only. =( and stupid msn reseted it. *confused eh?*
*Was I been very obvious during the club crawl... how did she notice that? lol.. something.. yeah. I just cant seems to get myself to know what is it. haahz, you are the only one who told me that leh. The rest didnt notice as much. * this part is for Jiaying. LoL. Just for you leh. =) wahahaha
Actually, I just dont know what to write about. My mind is tingling with thoughts. And I feel that my english is getting from bad to worse. and most importantly, I cant express myself. And its getting messy.
aiadjakf ahakjbd aobjnw inkr nkdpaib fio albs ksfs knksneos t... Messy bah. grrr. brb. once I know what to write.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Wednesday-Thurs
Tired. Due to club crawl. As well as some personal matters,LoL.. Hahaz..Pris had been so close to me recently and people are thinking that we are steads or something. Going to school together, going back together. Haha, I see why we are mistaken to be.
But, we are not. We didn't reach that stage. Just very good friends yeah? haha If you aren't happy, let me know. I will accompany YOU to school too. But as I'm a lazy person, if you are too far, dont expect me to go, and please do know that I have a very high tendency to be late. your choice. x)) haha..
Club crawl had been messy. Too many stuffs, communication breakdown. Floods. Dao people. We managed to get 140+ people to sign up. Other clubs get numbers like 200+. Oh well. and, the people who signed up, 90% are gals? or so I heard. WOW. NYP Judo Girls Club. Kudos to all the desperate guys in Judo 2006. (hmm, am I? ) Next year, the girls would get alot of guys. Vicious cycle.
Managed to get to know some people from other club through the club crawl. The rarely seen Akikdo people as well as Kendo. I would know more if I socialize abit more. But..yeah, Im an introvert. Managed to click with a kendo girl well. Jiaying. lol, maybe because she was hyper-active (Sort of) and very friendly lar. and uber playful. =/ Like our Judokas. lol. Another friend ha.
I was very active on the first day. Thrown on the sports hall floor. Did alot of stuffs actively. Including defeating BJ again. wahaha. Im the worthy Gold medalist. Even though I only slept for 3.5 hrs that day. Slept after that at the club and then rehearsed again at night. 2nd day, I slept more. But..I felt so slack. I reached early. no one. Jeremy first.then Jiaying. then the rest came promptly.
Early performance. Late polar. Screwed up schedule from the Student Union. Messy performance due to some adrupt changes. Then, they removed the mats. Cant do anything without mats unless we want PAIN. and I was hurting due to day 1 already. sad. Slack. Ate. Slept. lol.
Man..ended.. how sad. back to normal school. =)
But, we are not. We didn't reach that stage. Just very good friends yeah? haha If you aren't happy, let me know. I will accompany YOU to school too. But as I'm a lazy person, if you are too far, dont expect me to go, and please do know that I have a very high tendency to be late. your choice. x)) haha..
Club crawl had been messy. Too many stuffs, communication breakdown. Floods. Dao people. We managed to get 140+ people to sign up. Other clubs get numbers like 200+. Oh well. and, the people who signed up, 90% are gals? or so I heard. WOW. NYP Judo Girls Club. Kudos to all the desperate guys in Judo 2006. (hmm, am I? ) Next year, the girls would get alot of guys. Vicious cycle.
Managed to get to know some people from other club through the club crawl. The rarely seen Akikdo people as well as Kendo. I would know more if I socialize abit more. But..yeah, Im an introvert. Managed to click with a kendo girl well. Jiaying. lol, maybe because she was hyper-active (Sort of) and very friendly lar. and uber playful. =/ Like our Judokas. lol. Another friend ha.
I was very active on the first day. Thrown on the sports hall floor. Did alot of stuffs actively. Including defeating BJ again. wahaha. Im the worthy Gold medalist. Even though I only slept for 3.5 hrs that day. Slept after that at the club and then rehearsed again at night. 2nd day, I slept more. But..I felt so slack. I reached early. no one. Jeremy first.then Jiaying. then the rest came promptly.
Early performance. Late polar. Screwed up schedule from the Student Union. Messy performance due to some adrupt changes. Then, they removed the mats. Cant do anything without mats unless we want PAIN. and I was hurting due to day 1 already. sad. Slack. Ate. Slept. lol.
Man..ended.. how sad. back to normal school. =)
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
JudoJudoJudo=
Woah..2 blog in a day. Rare stuff again. Just to show how bored I am. =/ Judo from the afternoon til night. Not bad, it really can takes up my time but still, I think I wanna rent a unit near NYP so I can go school easier. but...think I would need a job too. And..would they agree. (job yes..but renting) =/
Damp lazy for transport and transport time.. might as well save the $45 a month on concession for rent. =/and..so I had been taking taxis all this time to school and back too. COol!? x))
Let's talk about today's activities. Well, sensei sure had his way with the club crawl performance, some great and crazy and fresh ideas. CheerS for sensei!!~ lol~ but still since its new, its tough too. As well as painful. *ouch* flip breakfall. rolling break continously. fun scenerio for self-defense.
My heart and mind is still running about. Unable to settle down on something. Unable to decide. =) hees. Whatever, the usual sloppy me.
Damp lazy for transport and transport time.. might as well save the $45 a month on concession for rent. =/and..so I had been taking taxis all this time to school and back too. COol!? x))
Let's talk about today's activities. Well, sensei sure had his way with the club crawl performance, some great and crazy and fresh ideas. CheerS for sensei!!~ lol~ but still since its new, its tough too. As well as painful. *ouch* flip breakfall. rolling break continously. fun scenerio for self-defense.
My heart and mind is still running about. Unable to settle down on something. Unable to decide. =) hees. Whatever, the usual sloppy me.
Jasmine
I'm as bored as usual.
I went to read her blog once more. I wonder why had I feared of reading her blog in the first place. Her life is still the usuals too, full of fun and excitement. x) Good to see that. Had to admitted that Im jealous.(the fun and excitement part) I think she's the first girl I was so emotionally attached to. Maybe because during that time, my life was having a void and my heart has nowhere to go. Went well but didnt last long.
OMG!! It was all in my mind awhile ago..I forgot what to write now. I didn't continue to be her friend, sorta avoided her or stuff. =/ kinda bad, AND this is something that I rarely do. del her msn contact, stop viewing her blog. hmm =/ but I didn't block her. Think I was wishing that she will talk to me on her own. AND now I still don't dare to re-add her on msn. =/ wth..wimp.
Maybe right now, my life is still in the void. or went back to. x)) No aims. Nothing. Momentarily laughters. Games seems to be my only place. =) Void. Maybe I would start isolating myself, and then reset. easier said then done.
Jasmine LCM. xP I'm no longer angry or anything. but I wonder if you will see this. Sorry. *smile*
I went to read her blog once more. I wonder why had I feared of reading her blog in the first place. Her life is still the usuals too, full of fun and excitement. x) Good to see that. Had to admitted that Im jealous.(the fun and excitement part) I think she's the first girl I was so emotionally attached to. Maybe because during that time, my life was having a void and my heart has nowhere to go. Went well but didnt last long.
OMG!! It was all in my mind awhile ago..I forgot what to write now. I didn't continue to be her friend, sorta avoided her or stuff. =/ kinda bad, AND this is something that I rarely do. del her msn contact, stop viewing her blog. hmm =/ but I didn't block her. Think I was wishing that she will talk to me on her own. AND now I still don't dare to re-add her on msn. =/ wth..wimp.
Maybe right now, my life is still in the void. or went back to. x)) No aims. Nothing. Momentarily laughters. Games seems to be my only place. =) Void. Maybe I would start isolating myself, and then reset. easier said then done.
Jasmine LCM. xP I'm no longer angry or anything. but I wonder if you will see this. Sorry. *smile*
Monday, April 10, 2006
Happiness
Hey, seriously, I can't find anything to write about. =/
Last post, I sounded angry, sad, negative, disappointed. Or so they say. x)) hahaz realistic comments yeaH?
Happiness..how do I start this of? the feeling of being happy? It's quite random. Refering to its appearances in a person's life, or day. How many times do you smile in a day, or laugh, or giggle, or happy thoughts, or felt sweet, being praised, admired, treated to a drink, or etc. =/ You were happy, aren't you? Then when you stopped for a moment, when you are alone, when you stop thinking and look out for cars..how exactly do you describle that feeling at that moment.
Seeriously, I felt like I'm in that state now. <- double e is a mistake. I wanted to conclude that I'm sad, but i'm not. Lonely, maybe. Aimless, yeah. Bored, =/. BRAH! hate this empty feeling. So empty. Can someone just come into my life? or just kill me? or shall I kill myself? from malnutrition aka obesity. x))
Anyway, I blogged becus I'm rather bored. And I think I didnt stay in point with the title. But who cares? Life's without constraints. Good luck peeps~ AND don't worry about me. IF you do. AND if you do, DON'T worry about me. x))
Last post, I sounded angry, sad, negative, disappointed. Or so they say. x)) hahaz realistic comments yeaH?
Happiness..how do I start this of? the feeling of being happy? It's quite random. Refering to its appearances in a person's life, or day. How many times do you smile in a day, or laugh, or giggle, or happy thoughts, or felt sweet, being praised, admired, treated to a drink, or etc. =/ You were happy, aren't you? Then when you stopped for a moment, when you are alone, when you stop thinking and look out for cars..how exactly do you describle that feeling at that moment.
Seeriously, I felt like I'm in that state now. <- double e is a mistake. I wanted to conclude that I'm sad, but i'm not. Lonely, maybe. Aimless, yeah. Bored, =/. BRAH! hate this empty feeling. So empty. Can someone just come into my life? or just kill me? or shall I kill myself? from malnutrition aka obesity. x))
Anyway, I blogged becus I'm rather bored. And I think I didnt stay in point with the title. But who cares? Life's without constraints. Good luck peeps~ AND don't worry about me. IF you do. AND if you do, DON'T worry about me. x))
Friday, April 07, 2006
Responsibility
hmm, recently I had been acting weirdly. or is it so?
The Judokas must be scolding me for being a irresponsible farktard who never shows up on time or never at all. Alright, yea, I'm in charge of the sandwich board. During the meeting, I was enthusiasfabjkda(enthu, I cant spell) about the whole thing for club crawl. All and all. Clearing of clubroom etc.
Missed Friday, Sat,Sun(was there?) meeting, very late for Mon meeting, didnt bothered about tuesday, was late on Wed but didn't go in the end, Thurs today too. Tomorrow is Friday again. They tried very hard to get me there, and it does make me feel bad at times. But the feeling just isn't right. I know I'm being irresponsible and stuffs. And I also know this kind of attitude is bad. So, seriously, I don't need to be lectured.
Commitment. I can't feel commited. Anything at all, except for food, water and air. Everything I do now is due to the spur of the moment. Sure, I can build you a vehicle..if I have the mood. This explaination doesn't help in removing me from the status "Irresponsible". But you have to realise that this word doesn't apply to me everywhere.
I bought breakfast for my mom this morning. ( eg. =P ) Responsible? I didn't clean up my room. (hmm.) I helped my friend to move her bed. (hmm.) I switch off the lights when I dont need it. (hmm.!! for a blue and pure world.) so...whatever. I seldomly get refers to as irresponsible in school too.
Thinking :
Irresponsible is a word, used by "people", that refers to not doing something "people" wanted you to do for the greater good of "people".
"Good to see you being so commited" would be a compliment.
=) Cya all irresponsible busdirt.
The Judokas must be scolding me for being a irresponsible farktard who never shows up on time or never at all. Alright, yea, I'm in charge of the sandwich board. During the meeting, I was enthusiasfabjkda(enthu, I cant spell) about the whole thing for club crawl. All and all. Clearing of clubroom etc.
Missed Friday, Sat,Sun(was there?) meeting, very late for Mon meeting, didnt bothered about tuesday, was late on Wed but didn't go in the end, Thurs today too. Tomorrow is Friday again. They tried very hard to get me there, and it does make me feel bad at times. But the feeling just isn't right. I know I'm being irresponsible and stuffs. And I also know this kind of attitude is bad. So, seriously, I don't need to be lectured.
Commitment. I can't feel commited. Anything at all, except for food, water and air. Everything I do now is due to the spur of the moment. Sure, I can build you a vehicle..if I have the mood. This explaination doesn't help in removing me from the status "Irresponsible". But you have to realise that this word doesn't apply to me everywhere.
I bought breakfast for my mom this morning. ( eg. =P ) Responsible? I didn't clean up my room. (hmm.) I helped my friend to move her bed. (hmm.) I switch off the lights when I dont need it. (hmm.!! for a blue and pure world.) so...whatever. I seldomly get refers to as irresponsible in school too.
Thinking :
Irresponsible is a word, used by "people", that refers to not doing something "people" wanted you to do for the greater good of "people".
"Good to see you being so commited" would be a compliment.
=) Cya all irresponsible busdirt.
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