Why do I feel sad when I read her blog. Is it due to the background music? or is it the content? Maybe I should bother myself that much. Stop thinking this much. I do read her blog.
I...
Friday, December 30, 2005
Monday, December 26, 2005
24th XmasEve
Xmas..wow..Xmas Eve plan was to rot at home and see if I will turn into an undead. But Mr polar chua zhao han asked me t go over to Esther's house. I thought there were some kind of class gathering or something, so I agreed to go. Only until i meet him, then he tiold me it will be only 2 of us, and we were suppose to go there listen to carolling.
As we waited, (Carolling party were late.) we ate some scallops. WoW. Nice salty..hmm... We saw how much bikes her dad has, how many consoles they owned, how many HiFi they have in their house. Whew..Then we felt that we should play Xbox console while we waited.
Suddenly! A bang! A boom! The carolling party came silently. (Notice that there isnt any bang or boom.) 40 church members came into the little 4 room flat. wow. Then they sit down at the living room (some left standing,some gotta stand outside, some waited in the kitchen). Christmas Carol. My god. I cant sing. I didnt. =P HEes Listen to one of them talked about Christmas, Jesus coming to the world. ah..boring. the way he spoke. God bless.
After that, we had sme red bean soups. (so did the carollers) then we played Xbox. One round of Metal Slug 4 with zhaohan. If that game were to be played at the arcade, I and him would had spent hundred plus on it. whew. Bored. We take turns to play Star War Lego with Esther on the Xbox. It was fun. But I were sleepy. So I napped. Woke up in an hr time. Played abit. then the game hanged. Oh gosh.. No save. Sob. But I dont mind. SInce im not the one who played for the hr. haha
Sleept til morning. Cold. WOke up. Went to the living room. Slept on the sofa. Esther was plaing maple. wow. no sleep i suppose. hees We left at around 12 after eating some breads. and milo.made by Esther's mom. hees. 25th already. Shall make a new post.
As we waited, (Carolling party were late.) we ate some scallops. WoW. Nice salty..hmm... We saw how much bikes her dad has, how many consoles they owned, how many HiFi they have in their house. Whew..Then we felt that we should play Xbox console while we waited.
Suddenly! A bang! A boom! The carolling party came silently. (Notice that there isnt any bang or boom.) 40 church members came into the little 4 room flat. wow. Then they sit down at the living room (some left standing,some gotta stand outside, some waited in the kitchen). Christmas Carol. My god. I cant sing. I didnt. =P HEes Listen to one of them talked about Christmas, Jesus coming to the world. ah..boring. the way he spoke. God bless.
After that, we had sme red bean soups. (so did the carollers) then we played Xbox. One round of Metal Slug 4 with zhaohan. If that game were to be played at the arcade, I and him would had spent hundred plus on it. whew. Bored. We take turns to play Star War Lego with Esther on the Xbox. It was fun. But I were sleepy. So I napped. Woke up in an hr time. Played abit. then the game hanged. Oh gosh.. No save. Sob. But I dont mind. SInce im not the one who played for the hr. haha
Sleept til morning. Cold. WOke up. Went to the living room. Slept on the sofa. Esther was plaing maple. wow. no sleep i suppose. hees We left at around 12 after eating some breads. and milo.made by Esther's mom. hees. 25th already. Shall make a new post.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
New beginning..
It had been quite awhile since I blogged. I realised this is what I say everytime I blog.
I'm attached now. New beginning. Hmm. It had been 12 days by now. She is so sweet and nice, well, like what I told her, someone I wanted as a girlfriend. We really had fun during the first week, going out everyday together. Talked alot. Played alot. But why am I having such a bad feeling now.
I read her blog. Should I tell her? Sensed from her actions. Am I just too sensitive? Am I assuming stuffs too much? I wonder if she will read my blog. Don't think I wanna confront her with that issue. If it's really a bad premonition, I wouldn't want it to happen. Baka. Now, she's getting busy with her life too. Friends and cca, as well as school too.
It had been a year since... How I wish I can read her mind. =X Don't want this to ... No...
I will just leave it here.
Christmas coming. How should I plan it. What should I do. Been so passive for the pass few years. Man..it's bad. Think harder. I need ideas. hey. if anyone of you read my blog today on the 24th, please contact me or tag me with any ideas. =X So lame. So lame. So troubled.
I'm attached now. New beginning. Hmm. It had been 12 days by now. She is so sweet and nice, well, like what I told her, someone I wanted as a girlfriend. We really had fun during the first week, going out everyday together. Talked alot. Played alot. But why am I having such a bad feeling now.
I read her blog. Should I tell her? Sensed from her actions. Am I just too sensitive? Am I assuming stuffs too much? I wonder if she will read my blog. Don't think I wanna confront her with that issue. If it's really a bad premonition, I wouldn't want it to happen. Baka. Now, she's getting busy with her life too. Friends and cca, as well as school too.
It had been a year since... How I wish I can read her mind. =X Don't want this to ... No...
I will just leave it here.
Christmas coming. How should I plan it. What should I do. Been so passive for the pass few years. Man..it's bad. Think harder. I need ideas. hey. if anyone of you read my blog today on the 24th, please contact me or tag me with any ideas. =X So lame. So lame. So troubled.
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