Tuesday, May 30, 2006

The Do You Act Your Age Test

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6263079427778143051


TeenybopperYou scored 30 Age 4-8, 115 Age 8-12, 387 13-17, and 338 18+!
How old are you again, 13? Grow up please, being childish isn't attractive!

okie. This should take up a new post. Who cares. I'm in the range of 13-17. So, its quite accurate? HA!

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The Are You Interesting? Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15680802765629144619

Excited TerrierYou scored 47!
You might have a spark of interest in you, but we can't really be sure. You've scored square in the middle. It'd probably behoove you to either get outside more or use your brain a bit more often, whatever the case may be.

4th quiz. =] No idea again.......

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The Seven Deadly Sins Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=10058428466864441281

PrideYou scored 50 externality and 34 desire!

You're proud, and you should be...proud. Um, yeah. Dante described Pride as a "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." It's hard not to love yourself, though, because you're probably just that awesome. Pride is also referred to as Vanity (like that dead, mutilated model in Se7en). The funny thing is, Pride is supposed to be the "worst" sin, but I think it has a lot of positive connotations in American culture. Patriots are proud! Soccor moms are proud! Pride is sort of the conservative, upper middle class sin...

I don't quite get this. But...
The Hentai Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15844491276623588375

Male CharacterYou scored 50%

You are definitely in the action, but when the lead comes along you back down and let them do what they will. While the story might not focus around you, you've definitely got some good screen time.
You are on your way to becoming a real hentai, you aren't quite there yet but keep watching and you will get there. Go for it!

Er, hey, dont screw me. Just doing some quiz. TEEEHEEE!!! OMG.

test

Quietly ExtrovertedCongratulations! You scored 34!

You love going out and having a good time, be it with a large group of friends or your significant other, however, you don't mind chilling out either. You'd be better off living in the city, but the outskirts of a major town is good too. You're capable of holding an intelligent conversation if the mood really strikes you. You're not quite as annoying to an introvert, but could be if you don't learn when they're not in the mood for talking. You're willing to try new things and if necessary, can keep a secret.

The Introvert/Extrovert Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=7727758359986668519

ha? oh well. =]

Monday

Oh man. Had been sick since Friday. Wonder if it has to do with Juey's 100 plus, or my lack of sleep. Anyway, m using a new acne cream. Costed me $30++ at the polyclinic. Skipped lesson to go there on Friday.

Monday. So Sianz. Late night gaming. Very tired. Sleep. Woke up tired. SICKED. DAmm. Don't feel like going and my mother was disturbing. me. Oh well. Skipped 9am lecture. AGAIN. Don't feel like going 10. Went for 11. Was feeling uncomfortable, while sleeping on train. Tried so hard to control my coughing.

Reason: Don't wanna get attention from my coughing. =]

Fell back asleep when the train is at Khatib. Oh well, I'm stupid. Woke up at AMK. OMFG. Got down, and took another back. Bumped onto Yaling on the train. =] Cool. Didn't talk much to her, wasn't feeling that well during that moment. But it made me realised that I shouldn't go gloomy whole day. Thanks for the quiet reminder. The rest of the day was plain. I just slept. Running nose. Gcks! Sickening. *cough cough*

Went home. Watched School Rumble. Were very tired but feel like I should watch abit. Felt asleep gradually. Woke up at 830, surprisingly, no one chatted or leave a msg. That's sorta new. Watched more rumble and wait for someone to talk. Then Dota!! yea. Only guys would talk to me now. How sad. =(

Anyway, pretty much about all. Crapping now with LaME BROS and JY. Sianz. Showered. Feeling much better. Gotta apply new cream.

Adios.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Sunday.

Secrets. Anonymous. What kind of secrets do you wanna know?

On my feelings? What's there to hide when I feel nothing now. I know I want a gf. That's all. But I'm picky. And I'm lazy. And I sucks at this. What else? Oh yeah, and I'm bored.

About my friends? Hmm, nah.

My family. No secrets either. At least I don't know about it.

On how I pass even when I'm not studying. Ask God.

Health. I'm sick. Cough. Tired.

I hate wasting time trying to feel how others feel. Not exactly hate. Just that it's tearing me down. And I hate mistakes.

I hate pimples. I'm vain.

I'm not facing any problems now. Not academically nor emotionally. I think.

I sucks at cheering people up. Because people sucks at cheering me up. Or rather I'm too easily cheered up that I think eveyone's the same and I'm damm fucked by people who turned to bite me when I can't do the same.

Fine fine.

Adios.

*incomplete*

Sat

Saturday already. Wow. Time passes quick.

No, I wasn't really busy. Just..Er, need to do something else. Tere would be times when I will be here, then left with a empty post. Yea, didn't put those posts up for obvious reason. Just one. Ask me for the reason. =]

Judoing Judoing, skipping lessons. What else can I do? Studying, reading or.. hmm getting a girlfriend [ good idea=) ], getting a job [ even better ] [NAH!] and well.. more Judo. Haha, Judo might become the equivalent of basketball during my sec school life. I'm still procrastinating about lots of stuffs. LOTS. HA!

Lots of stuffs happened this few days while I wasn't here blogging. Man, Nah, don't feel like writing them down. Stuffs that let me think and know. Makes me think more and more. Humans are weird creatures. Fascinating. yeah, I'm inhuman. =]]

Guess I'm really longwinded about what I think about stuffs. Ha, just read my blog. =] It's ME! My writing style. And yea, I leave infomations out here and there. Not a good story writer. But I create suspense! Bad puncutation too. =] Lots of thought bubbles. See? Another paragraph about me. =]

Update again. I'm starting to feel unloving.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Joseph, the emoticon that represents you best is the Sticking-Tongue-Out Face

What's so funny? You are! That's why the emoticon that represents you best is as good-humored as you.

Woah, Cool. Accurate. Yeah, I'm bored. =P xP x) =]

=]

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt.

Dance like nobody's watching.

Sing like nobody's listening.

Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Sunday

Hmm, Saturday was Judokas movie gathering. haha. Booked ticket for Davinci Code. Cool. Was late though. Supposed to meet at 2 at Marina Square. But I left at 2pm from Woodlands. Haha. To collect tix, so it was fine. =] I suppose. Come flame me if it's not.

The movie was great. As in, at least it's still a movie. WTH I'm talking about. Did enjoy the show. Heard alot of disputes over the issues about true history and true christianity shit. Whatever guys. It's only a movie. Moreover, to me, history is just stuffs recorded by humans. Mother Nature don't write nor preaches. But She preserves stuffs from the past nevertheless. Not a pagan. Nor a scientist. Let me go back in time, and through that should I believe written history.

=] Went walking around after that. Walk walk. OMG. Nvm. I was abit tired. Wonder why. Maybe my body feel like resting alot on weekends. BTW. The walking around is not held at Marine Sq..but from..there.. to Mustafa. to Jalan Beser. Horne road[horny]. then Jalan Besar Swim pool then back. Ended at.. Lavender? LoL. But it was still fun nevrtheless. Jokes all the way. Laughed. =] alot.

Skipped alot of stuffs. =] It's a good Sat day. Sunday boredom.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Friday.

Nice. Came back to blog. What did I miss out? Er, Getting my orange belt. Tagboard annouced. Thurs lan with leo, polar, chin and yaling. 8dollar plus. -_-"

Friday. Got my 1st warning letter. Woah. It's only been 2 months since school started? damm. Okie. Had been missing too much lessons and lecturers had been catching people. Can't they understand that even if I don't go for class, I can still get good grades if I had wanted to, and even if I go for class, if I had not wanted to study, I would still fail? Yea, we need some understanding.

Stayed back after school. Was wanting to go get a job application with Yaling. Hmm, some lobangs recently. =] but her manager wasn't there today so had to cancel. Then I remembered that there was Kendo exchange program with some Jap school as well as NUS. So, I stayed to take a look. Sat around for 3hrs plus? Walked abit too. haha. A distinctive differences in training style is their discipline. Organised. Less fun (fooling around)? I'm NOT critizising. =]

Anyway, it is still cool. During their training, I would be able to see this silly girl. Stamping her foot while waiting for her turn to come. Sorta recognised her before her stamping. But the stamping style confirmed it. Guess she's too nervous or excited to wait without moving. Yea, refering to JY. Everything was fine. I was crapping on the 2nd floor with Leo and ZhiLi till I noticed a crowd.

Someone had a accident. Got a feeling. Saw the someone with armour and everything unable to move. Is it her? Yeah, it's JY. In pain. Had a fall. Saw her removed all her armour and start rubbing her leg. Then I could see her disappointment in her face, and her limping around. Did it really hurt that much? Do you think you wanna try forcing yourself to train still, since it's going into the more important part? [from my point of view] But, yea, it never came out. It wuld had sounded very wrong. And, since you are really in pain, don't force.

Damm, mixed feeling. Why cant it be someone else who get injured? Then I wouldnt had bother that much. Did a uber stupid thing. I went down to talk to her. I knew she wasn't feeling too good, so I thought it would be better to talk to her and try to distract her from her pain and to also know how bad was the injury. [but yea, I know nuts about reliefing pain so it was pretty pointless too. But is there another way to show concern? hais] I felt abit out of place already when I was there, cause I wasn't supposed to? Talked abit.

TaK! Tak! TAK! Another girl came crushing down on JY after tripping on her. She was resting there, and I was at the side. I think I manged to push and prevent that girl to sit on JY's painful leg? Then... Ah. hais. I was smiling and sorta laughing due to the clumsiness of that girl who came thumbling on JY and also JY's having a unlucky day. Then yea, before I say anything else, JY tells me to go away. !!!!!shocked!!!? oh no. I realised you are angry. But I didn't say sorry. Caused I know you just misunderstood me. Maybe if I said sorry during then, it might help, but..grr. damm reflex. I don't react fast enough.

Seriously. I didn't know that you would get angry. I knew you are disappointed, but what would be the best reaction that I should had have? Should I had reprimanded that senior for not watching where she's moving? No. She didn't do that on purpose. Should I be showing concern and asking if you are alright? I tried, but I laughed first, and I was condemmed. Okie, I'm finding excuses for myself. I'm sorry. Just don't be angry with me? not that much can?

I wasn't laughing about your aspiration for Kendo. Wasn't disrespecting you. Wasn't looking down on you. Was trying to see you smile because I know that laughing and smiling are addictive. Was trying to wipe off your disappointed look from your face. Was trying to encourage you to go join the training no matter how painful it is.

I know the importance. Yeah. But I couldn't feel the pain. So, I don't have the right to say that. I'm just sorry?

Went back with Leo after that. And a hybrid Judokendoka. -_-" Saw JY around before leaving. Didnt say a thing. The look on her face. Can only say a bye to her.

Then I'm home. =] Played a few rounds of dota. Actually only 2. Not bad. Didnt think too much. Goodnite.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Saturday

Yo. Sat. Sleeping and sleeping. Nothing else for me to do. There's some reports I need to do. I know, but no. What to do, how should I start. Playing game. It's boring. Missing some elements. Some feelings.

=] Getting tired I think. Getting tired of crapping with people. Getting tired to think of how should I be joking with them. I just wanna keep myself shut. There was times where I smses alot to anyone, everyone. That changed. Chatting on msn.. ha..

Yeah. This is a depressing entry. =] Weak smile. I think the only reason I had choose to crap, it's because I can't find anything to talk about. I cant leave the conversation to die out. I feel stupid being stupid at times. Who is the real me? Am I really someone who is so lame and crappy? Seemingly forever happy-go-lucky? Introvert or extrovert?

But still, I had ignored people. I just don't feel like replying. Have this feeling "yeah, it's fine". No. I don't know why. OMG. I'm disagreeing with myself. Must be due to the hemispherically balanced fact. haiz. right now I'm crapping again. =]

Will people still like me if I had been quiet all the time? Would it be the same if I hadn't been crapping as much? Would it be the same if I had never watched and think about what I say and what I do? (There is people who say and do things without going through their mind.) How would it be different?

Somehow, guess I'm tired. Feel like tearing. But guess I'm not sad enough. Would you all go away?

Thursday, May 11, 2006

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Thursday. Tomorrow is Vesak Day. Do you know that I thought that was a Tamil festival? Haha. Anyway, Thursday is boring. 3 hours. 3 hours. Yeah I went today. But..I just sleep lar. So easy. Okie.. not really. But I think I have the capabilities of studying that myself lor. Though I won't lar. Just too lazy.

But it's really .. simple. hais. Sometimes I just think I'm too good for this and that and blah blah. Maybe it's wrong.. but. =] Whatever you say. SAY! SAY! SAY!

Wednesday Judo training. Grading FOOOH!!! All the formalities and stuffs. Then..
Sensei : Harai Goshi.
Joseph entered his leg, forgot about the hand for a beautiful kata (argh hacks), lifted and threw!
Zhaohan weighing 109kg, lifted like a feather, floated for 2secs and dropped.
BAMM!!!
WoohoO!!! Felt that great. =] Seriously it does. Yeah, I'm boasting. Wahahhaa. The rest was fine. I just love the feeling of throwing people. As well as being thrown bah. =]

Wednesday was a hell of training. Francis and Lin Feng worked hand in hand to screw us up. Yeah. I was fine earlier through all the exercises. Then I started to feel very thirsty. Very very. I drank. Still thirst. Drink and drink. Then my stomach started to feel bad. Watery and cold. grrr. My mouth still felt dry. The feeling... GRR!! I'm that weak!! -_-" hais. I can't feel my hand halfway through the training too. It's so weird. First time. Then. It's a numb pain. Numb + pain + can't feel anything else.

We went to eat at S11. Big gang. But seperated. Not enough tables. Damm. Doesn't feel as good as when we can all see each other. Hmm. COol. I still love the Judokas.

brain quiz

Brain Usage Profile

Left brain 50% && Right Brain 50%
Auditory 53.8% && Visual 46.2%

Joseph, you are one of those rare indiviuals who are perfectly "balanced" in both your hemispheric tendencies and your sensory learning preferences. However, there is both good news and bad news.

A problem with hemispheric balance is that you will tend to feel more conflict than someone who has a clearly established dominance. At times the conflict will be between what you feel and what you think but will also involve how you attack problems and how you perceive information. Details which will seem important to the right hemisphere will be discounted by the left and vice versa, which can present a hindrance to learning efficiently.

In the same vein, you may have a problem with organization. You might organize your time and/or space only to feel the need to reorganize five to ten weeks later.

On the positive side, you bring resources to problem-solving that others may not have. You can perceive the "big picture" and the essential details simultaneously and maintain the cognitive perspective required. You possess sufficient verbal skills to translate your intuition into a form which can be understood by others while still being able to access ideas and concepts which do not lend themselves to language.

Your balanced nature might lead you to second-guess yourself in artistic endeavours, losing some of the fluidity, spontaneity and creativity that otherwise would be yours.

With your balanced sensory styles, you process data alternately, at times visually and other times auditorially. This usage of separate memories may cause you to require more time to integrate information or re-access it. When presented with situations which force purely visual or purely auditory learning, increased anxiety is likely and your learning efficiency wll decrease.

Your greatest benefit is that you can succeed in multiple fields due to the great plasticity and flexibility you possess.

http://www.memoryedge.com/brain.html
Cool. =] True. Blog tomolo about today. Tired. Special note: Yaling's a cool girl.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Tues nite.

Tues. Missed a lesson. A test. How cool is that? Ate lunch with mom. How Cool is that? Then go to school. How Sad is that?

Nah, sit for medical imaging. CT scans. Fine. Scan me. C++ Programming. Fine. Too tough. But I managed to do something. Guess I'm in a good mood due to that? Nah. Not sure. Went home with Pris today. together with my classmates. On the way mah. Hahaz Then. Nothing. Tired. Good mood.

Maple. Dota. Sian.

Did I write this before? I wanna work again. Wait. I don't really want this. But. I think I want money. What for? Don't know. Spend it on food? Splurge? on girls? on birthday presents? on fashion? on impulse? I don't know.

Morning Tuea

Alright, Tuesday now. What happened to Monday. Well, I'm not sure. It was a short day in school. Lesson from 9 - 1. COol. =] But I decided to skip the 9am lesson then go for the 10. Extra 30mins of rest. =]

Reached there for the E learning. Signed my attendance. The kind lecturer asked me to sign for both the E learn as well as the 9am lecture. Well, guess he didnt know I wasn't there. haha. Started to solve the bloody thermofluid question. Easy. =] and then last week's . Easy too. Damm. Bored.

Nxt. LamLam class of Electronics. I heard a ICA is coming up. Haha. Should I start preparing now? Talked about transistor today. I slept. Woke up with some vandalising on my finger. ALICIA!!! Nevermind. It looks cool. =] Arigatou.

Then me, Ali and Vinvin proceeded for the nxt lesson. Tutorial with CheahCM. Not bad. Interesting. I actually wrote stuffs down on the tutorial paper. =] His lesson is always... hmm interesting I guess. hees.

Went to hand in the morning Elearn paper and proceeded home. Went CHeers. Met up with Wai and Tony on the train. Vinvin left at Admirlty. Tony left at Yishun. I left Wai at Woodlands. 900 home. Tired. SLept. Til 8? hmm plus or minus. Hees.

Dota. Maple. Time passed. I feel like working now. I wanna spend all this time. I wanna have money. I hate boredom.

=) ciaos.

I won't be blogging if I have a busy(interesting) life. So, if ever I were to stop blogging. Don't worry. It means I'm busy. But I will be back.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sunday?

Sunday. 9pm. Felt like blogging after being bored for awhile. Woke up in the afternoon, switched on the comp. Went away for awhile. BJ asked for dota. -_-" okie. Drag and drag. Finally did. Whew. Not bad. Not as F-up as Sat's game.

Time passes. I'm bored. Stop dotaing. Chat. Bored with Chat. Slack. I think I ate lunch. Okie. Ate random stuffs. Bored. Bored. Bored. Maple. Dota. Maple. Chat. Don't feel like talking. No interests. No topic. Feels stupid to pull on conversation with craps. But it's effective. Talking about current affairs seems boring. I dont know much to chat about. Don't chat with me about the voting. Cause I don't read much too. I don't care who did what in which GRC, SCC,SRC, SRJC. -_-" okie.

Okie, read JY's blog. Ha, looks like the same thing of event is happening again. =] And then, she started to talk to me. Aww. So qiao. (learnt from someone lar.) yeah, stuffs happened until here. Rather boring.

Can I critizise her? Hmm, JY, read this and tell me. =] Hahaz.

So, right now. Nothing. Nothing at all. I don't have any feelings yet. Hmm. Desperado!!

Sun 144am

Alright. Had been busy too. thus the delay in blogging. Don't RAHH!. -_-" Friday went for Judo training again with cramps all over. Haha but I still did, and well rub abit of the heat thing and.. hmm not that crampy towards the end. =] But my breakfalls feel more painful. We were training our grading stuffs. and yea. Xinyi and Leo cant hold my weight thus can't reduce much of my impact. Dinner at Mac. End.

Btw, I wasn't sad that day. Just abit tired. I will smile if someone talks to me. =]

Played dota at night after Judo. Owned by zhaohan's friends using some fing tactics. Quited. Chat and chat. Played a few games of dota and saved a replay for Yaling.

Saturday. 6 hrs sleep. 11am. OMFG late for my friend's bday celebration. Judokas. =) Nvm. Reached there around 1230. Eating at Sakura Buffet. COol Place. Nice FOod. Not gonna elaborate. But I think we ate the price we paid for it. $24. A stack of 80 pudding cups. Went to Heeren. Walked around. Looked at pretty girls. =] Man. Then we went to Egaming place at Cineleisure Orchard. =] FUN!!! CS. But I sucked at it. yeah.

After tat, the gang split up. It got abit boring. Because we cant find anything to do. And.. yeah.. tired. =] Buffet nearly killed us all. Nevertheless, we all had fun. It rocks. I stayed with the gang that stayed after the thing. Wanna catch a movie. But there isn't enough seats. Not PS, not Cathay Cineleisure at Dhoby. Went to Gelare and had ice cream. Thank Dennis. It's really good. =] I left them after they decided to go pool, and met Leo as he's going home from bugis too. =]

Now, I'm at home. Playing dota. Tired. Sleepy.Happy. Just pissed with dota. And I played an hour of basketball today. =) hees. Seeya all.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Post 3 thurs

Personal Development Quiz - What kind of listener m I?

->People- Oriented Listener

Strengths:
-Cares and is concerned about others.
-Is non-judgemental.
-provides clear verbal and nonverbal feedback signals.
-identifies emotional states of others.
-Interested in building relationships.
-Notices moods in others quickly.

Weakness:
-becomes over-involved with feelings of others.
-avoid seeing faults in others.
-adopt emotional states of others.
-is intrusive to others.
-is overly expressive when giving feedback.
-is non-discriminating in building relationships.
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Cool pretty accurate. Not a bad stuff from CMS. =]

Slack Thurs

How interesting. Previous post was completed at 530am. Yeah. Slept at 6.30am. Lesson at 9 am on Thurs. I don't wanna wake . I had the chance to..but. Hmm. Can't be bothered? (flame me) Today there's a 3hr tutorial and 3hr lab. =] as well as a test. = Yeah, forgot about it when I said I wanna slack. [edited] and Yeah, I skipped school today.

I missed out something last nite. The Lame Bros had a chitchat session last night. 3 guys. Talk for..erm 2.5 hrs? Yeah, guys can talk that long too. Civic Centre. Then move on to a playground. =] No details on the convo though. Hahha. Went home late. Shower late. Stil energized. Even after the training. We decided to train Leo DOTA and so we didn't get to sleep.

Sorta regretted that after I knew that I had a test, and what the shit. Man. Just forget it. Just hope for a retest or something. And yeah, had been absent twice for Thurs already. I haven't find something that will push me into becoming a hardworking student yet. And, this isn't good. I realised that and I know that some of my classmates will be "despising" me soon.

I started to get enthu about Judo because of the new stuffs. And new hope I had in me. =] Just make sure that this lasts. -_-" yeah. I'm a moody person. And so I give myself alot of excuses. Seriously, I think someone will come to think that "he thinks he knows himself , but doesn't do anything about it, what a moron?" Just Too Lazy. JTL mood.

Nah, my mind is pretty confused now. I wanted to write about more stuffs. Like how I think I want to get to my schoolwork due to having nothing that I really want to do. Is there anything that I had want to do? Is there anything that I had need to do? Need and Want. It's different.

Anyway, I just want attention, I think. =] Quite glad that alot of people is reading my blog. x)) smile guys. and tag with a nice nick with a "who you are".

Thurs 145

ROFL. School was lame. Sleepy. Boring. Hmm, nah, not exactly. Just abit more enthu about my Judo today. =] Skipping the School part.

Judo. Went early due to early dismissal. Met with Pris and Jiaying. =] Met JY earlier. Can say I dont feel much about her anymore. =] so cool. whahahah. Then we went to the dojo first. played abit and well, didnt realised I irritated her by that much. -_-" threw her once. And she went around whacking people. -_-"

Anyway, today's turn up rate was acceptable just that.. lateness. hahas Nvm, I'm not that punctual anyway. hahaha Cool, finally get a numbers of contacts. =] Yeah, I wanna get the freshies together bah. Some of the closer members stayed till the end with us. OMFG. We were so screwed by the physical training of Lin Feng Senpai. -_-" Diving pushup, crunches, cross jump. HolyCarp. Fish with halo. x)) Sets. Repeats. I can't feel my arms anymore. being such a long time since I do this. Secondary basketball training? How I miss my fitness.

Sorta spaced out after that. Overexerted myself? I don't know. Terrible feeling. Washed my face to remove some uncomfort. =] looks better after the wash I think. If not I would look so damm scary. -__-" Recover recover through the night. Ate at S11. Ramen Unagi was good. =)) hees. Talked. Played. Chatted.

Judo Club rocks. You guys rocks. =]

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Tuesday

Cool day. Slept for only..er.. 3hours? Talked some crap with Jiaying. -_-" yea, shouldn't do it again. ROFL Anyway, I was so tired and uncomfortable that I managed to stay awake. Just cant make myself feel too comfy. =)

Went to school early for C++ programming. -_-" wanted to take a taxi, but it made me missed 3 buses?! wth. Then I went for the bus. -_-" whatever. saved the money for other stuffs. [FOOD!! =)) ] The MRT was not crowded at all. =] Good, but the way there was. Sian.

Managed to get myself to do some learning on C++. Rather easy. -_-" stop getting jealous of me, just take some time to understand the E lectures. Trial and Error works. Grr. Copy all you want. I'm lazy to do at times. =] LamLam Tutorial was okie. Learned something again. Nah. I wanted to slack. Oh well.

Studying of radioactivity and blablaba. OMG. Bored. Slept. -_-" think I snored. ROFL. Then went to eat Wanton Mee + extra wanton and Mee from Alicia. Crap. $2 for $5 worth? Nvm. Wanton was good. Mee too starchy. Hate the musky taste. Anyone the same as me? zzzz.

C++ again. Learned more again. =] Cool. ROFL. maybe I have a flair for such things lar. But please do understand that if I don't study, I can't make it either. So, do not treat me like a deity who can answer all your questions. I shall try my best.

Went home. Woah. Being awhile since we go back in a group. This may applies only to me though. -_- anti social. Got off at Admirlty to buy comics. Cool. Got 2. $10. zzz. Save abit tomolo. =)

Then I'm bored. Maybe playing game. But I think I shall sleep early. I wanna do my best for Judo tomolo. Not just tomolo. I wanna do something bah. =) hahas. Seeya all.
Tuesday now? 2.30am. Euphoric state's over. =) Starting to feel rather emotionless. Realised I'm like this most of the time I'm alone. Unless someone near me give me a tap on my shoulder or when someone close to me is around. Just been a few days. The confidence sorta worn out. Staying in front of a computer isn't very healthy. I guess. Feel like playing basketball when I'm free again. Planning. Procrastinating. -_-:: This is me again. =) Feel like dating Ann too, because she testimonied me. Procrastinating. =) hahas.

Thought about stuffs when I went out earlier to have dinner. Closed my eyes. Hmm. Cool. My brother and mother and aunt are annoyingly noisy. =)p ROCL. Roll On Car Laughing. x)) Okie, back to topic. I'm starting to feel that I haven't experience stuffs enough. Been rather aloof. From secondary school except for basketball. Only basketball matters. Even if I go to AMK, it will be a match. And ya, for some dates, then I had travelled. Minimal gatherings. Minimal outings with friends. Nil oversea outings w/ friends. Rather empty life?

Poly life had been an hassle as I had to take the train everyday. Somehow, I don't feel comfortable. Maybe due to the fact that I hadn't been in crowds much and I think I sorta hate crowdy areas. =_=" yea. And, I don't like eye contacts , with strangers. It feels weird. SHY!! =)) ROFL. Man, this isn't working out for me. What can I do...procrastinate.. , and I also don't like to go out for no good reason. " Hey, let's go Orchard for a cup of coffee. " "*SHOCKED!!* huh? I have 3 in 1 at home. =)) "

Yeah, -_-"crappish. Just somemore of me. =) Goodnight.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Joseph, your mood tends to swing between Uneasy & Sad.

Most of the time you feel uneasy. Your outlook on life tends to be negative and you spend considerable energy dwelling on your negative feelings and emotions. Your uneasy nature causes you to get worked up over every negative aspect of your life. When you feel sad, your outlook on life tends to be negative and you are plagued by feelings of dissatisfaction.

-_-" oh well. Another survey due to morning boredom.

Joseph, your sense of humor is Banter!

Like a king of pinball, you've made an art of playing off of people because your sense of humor is all about banter. Like many great comedians before you, a roundtable of friends, or a roomful of targets, is the catalyst for what makes you laugh. It brings out the wit — and sometimes the nitwit — in everyone. It's quantity, not quality that matters as you and your friends alternate outbursts like the riffs of a hit single.

Here's the bottom line: You're a social creature. Other people's inside jokes even strike you as funny. You manage to gravitate toward people who can appreciate a tall tale and you've probably never hesitated to fire off a zinger — even in a roomful of strangers. So keep it up with your bantering methods. Laughter, after all, keeps the world going 'round.

Ahh!! Cool. =)