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Thursday 11th September 2008 1:21 am Clear night.

Hrm, being a long time since I blogged eh. Had been busy with my "break". Actually, I "graduated" already, so I won't be going to school eh? It just means I have to work right? dammit.

The night is so clear tonight. It was crimson red the past few days. I guess it will rain tomorrow afternoon then. I jogged my usual 5 km in 22:53 today, by referring to the total time of the songs I listened to during the run. Music is becoming a part of my life. It takes away awful feelings from within me, and replaces it with vitality. It takes away the loneliness from my everyday life.

I went to Sentosa last week and got this nice tan/burn. I should had really wore a sleeveless. [ I can't go topless due to my skin condition of my back. ] {Yeah it sucks. } It was fun, going out with all of them. Alex, Armanda, Wei Lun, Ku Chen, Ivan, Edlyn, Jin Pei, Nicholas. Of course, Mark and Jeremy joined me afterwards, but they were damm late due to work. XD It rained but it didn't really affect our mood. [ I was lucky to get some allowances from my sister {Yeah it sucks again, I should work right? } ]

Oh yeah, I started playing with DanceDanceRevolution. -_- lol. Thanks to Edlyn and Jeremy. It is really fun, but hell.. it makes me sweat in an airconditioned environment. -_- Bloody hell... I guess I will bring spare shirt next time. And yeah, I still need more time to become a "veteran".

Okie, I sidetracked a bit and went to travian forums. Guess my short attention span is still haunting me. Ok. I did it again.

Anyway, I went to a wedding dinner this week. It really get me thinking. Wedding/Marriage is really way out of my world at the moment. I had never at once thought of it at all, lest the one time when Yaling asked me. Oo. *shocked* lol. But yeah. As much as I want to find a companion, I have not thought of marriage at all. Is it demeaning? Oh yeah, the groom is 25 this year, and way more handsome than me. :) Grins. The feeling seems so out of reach for me.

Okie. So most of the time that I spent for the past 2 weeks were on BBall and mixing around with new-found friends. And spending it alone at home? =X [ I just have to make myself sound miserable everytime eh? ] I will be going to work tomorrow with Mark and Jeremy.

Ah yeah. Jeremy. It is his birthday today. I noted that my relationship with him improved after I broke up with Yaling. I'm actually spending more time with him now, taking part in his activities and eating meals with him. I have been neglecting my family as much as I thought they had neglected me... I guess.. Double-edged thinking eh? Jeremy actually told me off once about spending too much time with Yaling. I can't remember when, but I guess I was really oblivious about the feelings of my family.

Oh nice. I almost spent 1 hour blogging. Time to sleep. :)

Ciaos. Btw.. my feeling.. Why won't it just die.. What should I do with it..

^^ 2:21 am. Clear night.