Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Friday Chalet was fun. :D Lots of foods. Lots of it.
Peiying, Brenda, Anthony, Lynn and Feng Tao was there when me, Leo, Ben and Polar reached the pit. Cool. Peiying looked gorgeous that day. :P First time seeing her wearing something else other than gi? Somehow, after Ben reached, they stopped cooking. Sadly. But we got to eat some of the chicken breast that they bbq-ed.
Ben took over, and well, not bad either. Crayfishs, soft shell crabs, chicken breasts and other etc. Dammit. I want more crayfishs. And I brought Dry Gin to share, somehow Lynn got abit high. The usual get together session, and stuffs. And some "childish" gun shooting, should had just use a knife and stab someone. Well, it is on my to-do list now.
Pei Ying and Brenda left around 10.30am. Ivy was told to stay over by her mom. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that she arrived after us. Had fun with GH3, walking around, and stuffs. Anyway, thanks Ivy for being around. I thought of more stuffs.
So, Anthony had his birthday cake and song. And the rest played and played. From this, I know I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings and people. Cause I couldn't write anything else.
All ended in the morning. Ivy pang seh me =/. I woke up from the little nap I had, and got to know alot of stuffs I missed. Lots of stuffs that even I thought wasn't important. It started to think more. Haha.
I lost alot. I really did. I didn't appreciate what people gave to me too. Wasn't really that meticulous as I thought I were.
Worked as usual. Nice working environment. Bleah. Ended. Monday 12am now. What a waste of time. I'm still thinking and searching for a light in my life.
Peiying, Brenda, Anthony, Lynn and Feng Tao was there when me, Leo, Ben and Polar reached the pit. Cool. Peiying looked gorgeous that day. :P First time seeing her wearing something else other than gi? Somehow, after Ben reached, they stopped cooking. Sadly. But we got to eat some of the chicken breast that they bbq-ed.
Ben took over, and well, not bad either. Crayfishs, soft shell crabs, chicken breasts and other etc. Dammit. I want more crayfishs. And I brought Dry Gin to share, somehow Lynn got abit high. The usual get together session, and stuffs. And some "childish" gun shooting, should had just use a knife and stab someone. Well, it is on my to-do list now.
Pei Ying and Brenda left around 10.30am. Ivy was told to stay over by her mom. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that she arrived after us. Had fun with GH3, walking around, and stuffs. Anyway, thanks Ivy for being around. I thought of more stuffs.
So, Anthony had his birthday cake and song. And the rest played and played. From this, I know I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings and people. Cause I couldn't write anything else.
All ended in the morning. Ivy pang seh me =/. I woke up from the little nap I had, and got to know alot of stuffs I missed. Lots of stuffs that even I thought wasn't important. It started to think more. Haha.
I lost alot. I really did. I didn't appreciate what people gave to me too. Wasn't really that meticulous as I thought I were.
Worked as usual. Nice working environment. Bleah. Ended. Monday 12am now. What a waste of time. I'm still thinking and searching for a light in my life.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Come on, give me a tag if you are reading. I'm sure you know how to go to the tagboard with the link that is just beside of the link that lead you here.
Cool. Well, nothing much is happening, without considering that the final tests are just around the corner, overspending, Valentines' Day, Lunar New Year, working, hanging out with pals, playing games, NOT going to lessons, overeating, procrastinating, not getting slimmer, blaming life, and there's really nothing else to do.
Today, hanged around in school after school to help Alicia with her scalpel modelling. I found out that she is still VERY angry/frustated/unable to stand/hateful/ZOMFGWTFBBQ with Leo. Sigh, Why do I have multiple gal pals that can't stand some of my guy friends? Sigh Sigh Sigh. Forgive them please?
Anyway, I had also wanted to get a bicycle, but by the time I figured out something for Alicia's scalpel, I had to leave the lab after which me, Leo, VinVin and Hao went down to Kranji to have a budget nasi lemak, after which then we proceeded with my plan of going down to Marsiling to look for the shop, after which we found out that it had already closed for the day , after when on the way home, I met YangHeng who told me that Jiawen was playing bball at the court, so I went to play some bball with him and then after we went to get a drink before going home.
And so, that concluded my day.
I think I have pretty much given up on my emotional needs. Lets fill it up with the materialistic ones. :D Guess I'm just kidding about it. But it seems like it is really tough to be Okayasu.
BRB.
Cool. Well, nothing much is happening, without considering that the final tests are just around the corner, overspending, Valentines' Day, Lunar New Year, working, hanging out with pals, playing games, NOT going to lessons, overeating, procrastinating, not getting slimmer, blaming life, and there's really nothing else to do.
Today, hanged around in school after school to help Alicia with her scalpel modelling. I found out that she is still VERY angry/frustated/unable to stand/hateful/ZOMFGWTFBBQ with Leo. Sigh, Why do I have multiple gal pals that can't stand some of my guy friends? Sigh Sigh Sigh. Forgive them please?
Anyway, I had also wanted to get a bicycle, but by the time I figured out something for Alicia's scalpel, I had to leave the lab after which me, Leo, VinVin and Hao went down to Kranji to have a budget nasi lemak, after which then we proceeded with my plan of going down to Marsiling to look for the shop, after which we found out that it had already closed for the day , after when on the way home, I met YangHeng who told me that Jiawen was playing bball at the court, so I went to play some bball with him and then after we went to get a drink before going home.
And so, that concluded my day.
I think I have pretty much given up on my emotional needs. Lets fill it up with the materialistic ones. :D Guess I'm just kidding about it. But it seems like it is really tough to be Okayasu.
BRB.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Alright, updating. The aircraft game that I had been talking about is AfterBurner. Cool stuffs, I'm improving, but couldn't advance further than Innocent Sky without finishing 1 credit. Sigh.
Went to church on Friday with Alicia. The one beside Nativity. Smaller one? Punggol Park? Uh well. She booked with me 1 week in advance! I had to go! lol. O well. Come to think of it, I don't remember going to mass. I mean I do, but.. well, I don't remember what happen during then.
Uh, WELL. But, I still couldn't get a hold on what exactly that I want. For life that is. Sigh.
Anyway, there's some stuffs and things I want to do and get. [Am I contradicting myself? ]
Ha. I don't want die working. ALright, gotta get ready to sleep, HAVE to work.
Went to church on Friday with Alicia. The one beside Nativity. Smaller one? Punggol Park? Uh well. She booked with me 1 week in advance! I had to go! lol. O well. Come to think of it, I don't remember going to mass. I mean I do, but.. well, I don't remember what happen during then.
Uh, WELL. But, I still couldn't get a hold on what exactly that I want. For life that is. Sigh.
Anyway, there's some stuffs and things I want to do and get. [Am I contradicting myself? ]
Ha. I don't want die working. ALright, gotta get ready to sleep, HAVE to work.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Ah, enough with gloomy stuffs.
Went shooting ducks at the pasa malam at CWP with leo and polar. LoL. Kinda suck with zero calibration and bad shooting skills. Every shot is unique! wow~ So, we didn't win anything from the game. But well, I finally got a plushie for leo in the other game. Cleared 5 cans with 3 balls. :D Patrick plushie.
That was monday.
Today, went arcade after school with Alicia, Hao, and Vin who was with us spiritually. :D Bishi Bashi Training today. Kept playing that with them, while I play some other games like the aircraft game and zaku II.
XD. Alright. Sleep
Went shooting ducks at the pasa malam at CWP with leo and polar. LoL. Kinda suck with zero calibration and bad shooting skills. Every shot is unique! wow~ So, we didn't win anything from the game. But well, I finally got a plushie for leo in the other game. Cleared 5 cans with 3 balls. :D Patrick plushie.
That was monday.
Today, went arcade after school with Alicia, Hao, and Vin who was with us spiritually. :D Bishi Bashi Training today. Kept playing that with them, while I play some other games like the aircraft game and zaku II.
XD. Alright. Sleep
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Ah, Sat work again. Becoming a part of my life. I think I'm working more regularly than attending school now.
What's the point... at least I don't sleep at much in class now. I think. Future seems so... future to me. I really can't imagine what would I be doing.. at all. Looking at the crowds move, when I'm working, really get me thinking.
I would be thinking. Alot. Where did all these people come from... Do I have a reason to be meeting them? interacting with them? or whatever should I be doing? I kept seeing events that I felt that I had saw before. Memories that I had, somewhere, sometime. It feels unreal, yet.. uh.. Somehow I don't feel real anymore. Can it be that what I'm experiencing now as my 'life' is just part of my imagination, an elaborated dream?
Sigh. It makes me tired. Perhaps it's just my way of running away from life.
My feelings are messing up too. Looking at couples shopping for their new home. I would be wondering about their lifes. How would it be? Different from mine? Different from one and other? Came out with a thought halfway through today's work. I don't want to settle down like them yet. I still want to play around. [If I know how. :D]
No. Not exactly playing around. But, to experiencing more. Kinda feel that my previous relationships were pretty empty. I wasn't working hard for any of them. [ or did I? ] I can't remember at all. Fading memories. But then again, why would I?
What am I anyway? What do my friends think of me? ... Am I part of their lives or just a passerby? My friends are probably just my imaginations of my life which is all but my dream.
2am Sunday.
Signing off then. Make me feel alive.
What's the point... at least I don't sleep at much in class now. I think. Future seems so... future to me. I really can't imagine what would I be doing.. at all. Looking at the crowds move, when I'm working, really get me thinking.
I would be thinking. Alot. Where did all these people come from... Do I have a reason to be meeting them? interacting with them? or whatever should I be doing? I kept seeing events that I felt that I had saw before. Memories that I had, somewhere, sometime. It feels unreal, yet.. uh.. Somehow I don't feel real anymore. Can it be that what I'm experiencing now as my 'life' is just part of my imagination, an elaborated dream?
Sigh. It makes me tired. Perhaps it's just my way of running away from life.
My feelings are messing up too. Looking at couples shopping for their new home. I would be wondering about their lifes. How would it be? Different from mine? Different from one and other? Came out with a thought halfway through today's work. I don't want to settle down like them yet. I still want to play around. [If I know how. :D]
No. Not exactly playing around. But, to experiencing more. Kinda feel that my previous relationships were pretty empty. I wasn't working hard for any of them. [ or did I? ] I can't remember at all. Fading memories. But then again, why would I?
What am I anyway? What do my friends think of me? ... Am I part of their lives or just a passerby? My friends are probably just my imaginations of my life which is all but my dream.
2am Sunday.
Signing off then. Make me feel alive.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Keeping my posts short and sweet.
Finished with a few short anime series. Shuffle, Sola, Peach Girl, Yoake Crescent Love... Uh. Ok Fine. All the kiddy love anime. :D They are kinda fun to watch, and it is funny. At least better than Hi 5.
Simple stories. But they can get you touched. Maybe it is rare to see this "simple" stories happening in real life.
Uh, I need to control my spendings. Guess I used up more than 200 in just a fortnight. Gosh. On things that you can't see, or that you can see but utterly useless. [ those frigging plushies =D ]
Uh, well, they are therapeutic.
My thoughts. Locking up in myself again. Even I couldn't understand. This world that I live in, why am I here? Do I have a purpose? Who are all these people who I had never seen before that I saw today? Why am I thinking about all this? -Locked-
Ah, bullz. Life's simpler this way.
More, I have more.
Bye my blog.
Finished with a few short anime series. Shuffle, Sola, Peach Girl, Yoake Crescent Love... Uh. Ok Fine. All the kiddy love anime. :D They are kinda fun to watch, and it is funny. At least better than Hi 5.
Simple stories. But they can get you touched. Maybe it is rare to see this "simple" stories happening in real life.
Uh, I need to control my spendings. Guess I used up more than 200 in just a fortnight. Gosh. On things that you can't see, or that you can see but utterly useless. [ those frigging plushies =D ]
Uh, well, they are therapeutic.
My thoughts. Locking up in myself again. Even I couldn't understand. This world that I live in, why am I here? Do I have a purpose? Who are all these people who I had never seen before that I saw today? Why am I thinking about all this? -Locked-
Ah, bullz. Life's simpler this way.
More, I have more.
Bye my blog.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
1st Jan. WoW. All I do for today is sleep. Seriously, I fell asleep last night around 4am watching D.Gray Man. Got up for a shower at 10, after which I fell asleep again.
Somehow it is already 12.30am now. 2nd Jan. Wow. Good rest for my body and soul, I think.
Life is going back to the boring self again. But it will prolly get busier with school resuming today.
Getting my pay soon. Sigh. It kind of gets me thinking why am I working for. 3 months had passed already since I started working. Sigh. If life's like this when I leave school, I will probably feel lost.
Working to keep ourselves alive by using the money we get to buy food to feed ourselves. If everyone just keep themselves alive by growing food themselves, will the world be different?
Very different perhaps.
Bye.
Somehow it is already 12.30am now. 2nd Jan. Wow. Good rest for my body and soul, I think.
Life is going back to the boring self again. But it will prolly get busier with school resuming today.
Getting my pay soon. Sigh. It kind of gets me thinking why am I working for. 3 months had passed already since I started working. Sigh. If life's like this when I leave school, I will probably feel lost.
Working to keep ourselves alive by using the money we get to buy food to feed ourselves. If everyone just keep themselves alive by growing food themselves, will the world be different?
Very different perhaps.
Bye.
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