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Rains! More rain! It's so nice to have a cooling weather. Well, it's cool and it's good for sleeping. Seriously, I can sleep all the way through a rainy day. Oh right, I'm here to write what happened in my life.

Friday-
Schooling as usual. Tough time playing with N3. grrr! School's over and I went to Suntec to meet my dudes. WCG? Seems boring to me. Playing is fun, but....watching?.. oh well. Alicia accompanied me there. Felt bad to have to let her go back on her own. Look: Suntec isn't near to CityHall Station and CityHall Station isn't near to Orchard. Well, she was still early for her date with her dear Michael Brandon Ng. She left on her own because my friends were still lagging abit there. x) Me and dudes(Eienkisu,no nick for him...Jingwei[how abt "Malaysian"=)],Fukushuusha,Polalion) went to Marina Centre to have dinner. And then, lan gaming. and then, home.
End

Saturday-
I played games til early morning and slept all the way til noon. Woke up, had lunch. Slept all the way til evening. Missed jogging by eienkisu. Ate. played games til early morning Sunday. End

Sunday-
Woke up nooon. Ate. Slept. Evening. Missed jogging. Playing. Sian. blog due to request for dsyw. End-ing.

Similarlities eh? yeah. Weekend's boring(to me).

Friday Morning-

Hey, midnight passed.

Thursday really isn't an enjoyable day. My whole body was so stiff. It aches. My head aches. Fortunately, no one trampled on my mood today, if not, I think I would had thrown that chosen one off the building.

Well..think I had overtrained on Wednesday training. My body isn't ready yet. damn it.

I really into Japanese language. Can't say I'm that lazy anymore~!

Anyway, Sayoonaro.

Tuesday

Aloha! Days passed like ....bacteria reproducing..whatever. Querying for any special events that took place. Not that I took noticed of. Except for my Fucked Up stamina after a month of passive smoking. %&^^$*(*&#@..

That Sunday, went out to have a jog with beloved Jiawen[a guy]. I finally realised I'm having problem breathing and my heart aches. Nothing sad happened to me lately. Hmm.. The same thing happened to me during my Judo training last wednesday. Sickening.

Oh! btw, I'm now yellow dan for Judo. NYP Judo that is. Er, Yeah. That's all.

Well did I even wanna mention about it when I don't know what to say. Man! Why am I talking to myself?

Sicking feelings are getting back into my mind. I'm not sure if there is anyone who know what I mean. The feeling. Argh! Maybe I should just concentrate on my works.

Sayoonara!

A week gone.

Time passed quickly this week. Wasted alot of it on game and complaining that I'm very tired. Procrastinator had not been able to finish any homework completely, but did enjoy the process of getting more knowledge. "Hey, maybe I'm not the stupid after all."

I didnt get to see any drastic changes in my friends. A month isn't enough to change someone [in terms of character and appearance]? but some of them got better/different/"unique" hairstyles. x)

=/ I cant think of anything to write. Maybe because I just woke up. Felt like I had been writing craps for the 2 paragraphs. Blog more. Is hard. Aloha.

*Smiles*

4am in the morning, I can't get to sleep. Gonna work full tomorrow too. So I blog.

I went through friendster. I went through the messages. From July 2004 til the time I stop receiving any messages. Time passed so quickly. I had already forgotten what I had said, what I had done for the past months, years. No reminiscence. Abit of regret. Abit of sadness. Abit of sweetness. Abit of agony.

My thoughts went back to the time before the O level. The time when I'm still different. Different from now. I had changed. Woah. How long had I not miss basketball? I misses it. How many friendships seemed to had paused or stopped entirely? I lost counts. How many new ones started? I lost counts too. Have I been losing stuffs? Am I getting better ones?

Hey, I got a job last Christmas. Hey, I'm working at a different place now. Everything had lingered out of my memories. When did I get together with her. When did I broke up with her. No. I should remember it. I should. So many stuffs. Too much. I'm starting to forget even now. I wanted so much to type it all down. What is it that I forgot?

I shall save this in case I forget to. Publish. Bye. Reminiscence. Day by day, moving on.