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Rains! More rain! It's so nice to have a cooling weather. Well, it's cool and it's good for sleeping. Seriously, I can sleep all the way through a rainy day. Oh right, I'm here to write what happened in my life.

Friday-
Schooling as usual. Tough time playing with N3. grrr! School's over and I went to Suntec to meet my dudes. WCG? Seems boring to me. Playing is fun, but....watching?.. oh well. Alicia accompanied me there. Felt bad to have to let her go back on her own. Look: Suntec isn't near to CityHall Station and CityHall Station isn't near to Orchard. Well, she was still early for her date with her dear Michael Brandon Ng. She left on her own because my friends were still lagging abit there. x) Me and dudes(Eienkisu,no nick for him...Jingwei[how abt "Malaysian"=)],Fukushuusha,Polalion) went to Marina Centre to have dinner. And then, lan gaming. and then, home.
End

Saturday-
I played games til early morning and slept all the way til noon. Woke up, had lunch. Slept all the way til evening. Missed jogging by eienkisu. Ate. played games til early morning Sunday. End

Sunday-
Woke up nooon. Ate. Slept. Evening. Missed jogging. Playing. Sian. blog due to request for dsyw. End-ing.

Similarlities eh? yeah. Weekend's boring(to me).

Friday Morning-

Hey, midnight passed.

Thursday really isn't an enjoyable day. My whole body was so stiff. It aches. My head aches. Fortunately, no one trampled on my mood today, if not, I think I would had thrown that chosen one off the building.

Well..think I had overtrained on Wednesday training. My body isn't ready yet. damn it.

I really into Japanese language. Can't say I'm that lazy anymore~!

Anyway, Sayoonaro.

Tuesday

Aloha! Days passed like ....bacteria reproducing..whatever. Querying for any special events that took place. Not that I took noticed of. Except for my Fucked Up stamina after a month of passive smoking. %&^^$*(*&#@..

That Sunday, went out to have a jog with beloved Jiawen[a guy]. I finally realised I'm having problem breathing and my heart aches. Nothing sad happened to me lately. Hmm.. The same thing happened to me during my Judo training last wednesday. Sickening.

Oh! btw, I'm now yellow dan for Judo. NYP Judo that is. Er, Yeah. That's all.

Well did I even wanna mention about it when I don't know what to say. Man! Why am I talking to myself?

Sicking feelings are getting back into my mind. I'm not sure if there is anyone who know what I mean. The feeling. Argh! Maybe I should just concentrate on my works.

Sayoonara!

A week gone.

Time passed quickly this week. Wasted alot of it on game and complaining that I'm very tired. Procrastinator had not been able to finish any homework completely, but did enjoy the process of getting more knowledge. "Hey, maybe I'm not the stupid after all."

I didnt get to see any drastic changes in my friends. A month isn't enough to change someone [in terms of character and appearance]? but some of them got better/different/"unique" hairstyles. x)

=/ I cant think of anything to write. Maybe because I just woke up. Felt like I had been writing craps for the 2 paragraphs. Blog more. Is hard. Aloha.

*Smiles*

4am in the morning, I can't get to sleep. Gonna work full tomorrow too. So I blog.

I went through friendster. I went through the messages. From July 2004 til the time I stop receiving any messages. Time passed so quickly. I had already forgotten what I had said, what I had done for the past months, years. No reminiscence. Abit of regret. Abit of sadness. Abit of sweetness. Abit of agony.

My thoughts went back to the time before the O level. The time when I'm still different. Different from now. I had changed. Woah. How long had I not miss basketball? I misses it. How many friendships seemed to had paused or stopped entirely? I lost counts. How many new ones started? I lost counts too. Have I been losing stuffs? Am I getting better ones?

Hey, I got a job last Christmas. Hey, I'm working at a different place now. Everything had lingered out of my memories. When did I get together with her. When did I broke up with her. No. I should remember it. I should. So many stuffs. Too much. I'm starting to forget even now. I wanted so much to type it all down. What is it that I forgot?

I shall save this in case I forget to. Publish. Bye. Reminiscence. Day by day, moving on.

Work Work! Something for me?

I have been working the hell out of myself for the past 3 weeks already. Some knew. Some doesn't. Interesting. Hmm.

Not much of a free time to enjoy myself, unless if I'm talking about the restless nights I spent playing online with friends. That seems to be the only thing I can do after work. JC promos just ended. So had the secondary's end of year papers. Woah!..

BACK ONLINE!!~

Hey!.. I'm back.

Well..Actually being online for some time already. But, I was busy with stuffs. eg. gaming, chatting, whatsoever-deemed-important-to-me-and-you-need-not-know-stuffs.

I will be working for the whole month next month. Man, I won't be able to enjoy myself through the holidays.

Nothing much to update for now. Life's pretty dry.

Be back soon!

Missed-

Man, I had not been blogging for so long. Nah, I'm not that busy to miss blogging. Well, without a computer, I cant blog. So, if you wanna see me blog, please buy me a computer. Notebook or desktop. Anything? x)

2nd, I don't like blogging on a school computer. hmm, I have other things to do when I'm using a school computer. Reasonable because I wouldn't be in school for nothing. Anyway, I'm in school blogging now because people are so vexed when they cant read my blog after so long. *Famous Lami*

-Examination week-
Yeah, it's the dreaded week again. The study week was brief. Well, 2 days? Nah, 2 days to study? not even 100 days are enough. After all, I have so much stuffs to do. Work, sleep, meals, toilet breaks, etc...... x)) I assume I will be failing 2 papers already. damn. tough life. All hail the security guard for telling me that there will a retest. Whew..M i relieved. hees

-Life-
I'm not having the motivation for anything. Except for working. Except for money. Except for fun. Well, study isn't really my focus now(though it should be). Maybe it's just my excuse for not. I just can't sit down and read something and get it in my mind. 10mins maybe. But for me to finish the whole topic of a module of a course of a polytechnic of Singapore of Mother Earth of the Universe. Okie, maybe I missing some stuffs here. But..Whatever right? I can read your mindsss. So puny. x)) (Please forgive my rudeness . for being so frank. lols. just kidding eh!)

-Now-
I'm in school to rush a project.
I'm in a rush to finish a meal before work.
I SHOULD be in a rush to meet my friend after I eat.
I'm dily-dalying with my blog here.

Ciaos! Miss you all! x))

Back!

Sorry for being out of service for yet so long!

Haha, life's been tiring the past few weeks.. [err...when is the last time I blogged], but it was all time well spent. Man, if only a day isn't 24hrs, I would had accomplished more things. It had been near 20 days since I blogged! Mainly due to the fact that , my computer had crashed on me.

Alright..now to recap on my life for the past 20+ days. If I'm not wrong, I had finished 2 presentations,both badly done. Well, hope I can get some points for wearing formal[and tie?]. LolS! Wooo, it's so nice to hear others saying I look handsome in formal wear.
[I nearly did want to wear formal wear everyday after that. BUT I figured it will be too hot and I don't have much formal wears to change into every different day.]

Seriously, last minute projects won't end up well. Well, I went for Judo. and Judo. and Judo. Well, I think I skipped some. LoL. Had to rush my last minute project? and some gaming? and...? x) Judo, I'm starting to lose my urge for it. [My skills had been losing the standards.] I shall start getting serious with it. haha.

Last Saturday, it was physical training(PT) for Judo. 10 in the morning in school? Man..My mind was rejecting the idea of going in the first place. But the thoughts of training with my Judo pals, my body came first. x) I was late [ as usual]. How cute. Four people came for training. FOUR?! and that included ME!? Man! Where is everyone else? damn it. Er, and one thing..our trainer,Mr Dennis, was late too? LoL!

The PT includes a 2.4km run[record now:11.53], pull-ups[record:3? x)], err..Im not sure what to call that. Lifting logs? er, the one you usually get to see at the physical corner. [record now: 14...(it's heavy, and I had to do it continuously)], Sit-ups(20x3),Step up(20x3), Squats(20x3). Haha, and in some sets of sit up, we had to twist our body. Complain: Why do I have to carry the heavy log though polalion is bigger?!. Complain: Why cant I rest like polalion? x) okie..well.. Polalion did complete his first 2.4km run. hees. Im glad. But I guess it drained all of his energy for him to do anything else, as he skipped all. lol

After PT, we went for a short break at Macs, then we went for a swim. It was only a dip fortunately, and it was fun playing in water[and in rain]. [Raindrops feel like bullets(or pins) on the skin.] We had lunch after that, and I left them, to join Mr Dennis(well, let's just call him Dennis) for basketball. I must be nut to promise him that I will be going for basketball. I played well in the first few games. Top scorer-cum-rebounder and stuffs but during 5v5 game. I start having cramps. Thighs and calves. Damn it! Lost all those matches because of it.!!!! [I'm turning vengeful.] I reached home at 12.30am that day.

The next few days was a horrendous experience for me. My thighs are tight, my body is aching and well, some bruises here and there. I can't use the stairs comfortably. I can't move around that much. I'm tired. Luckily, there wasn't any physical or strenous activities for me.

This is too long already! Thanks guys and girls for tagging. I will blog again soon!

Busy-_

Whew, it's nearly 3am now. Alright. Blog. I have to apologize for not blogging for so long, as I was training hard. x) I took part in And1 3on3, so I trained everyday. Hey, I missed out on lots of stuffs because of it. Especially my Judo classes. (I must be hated by them now.)

Okie...People who know me, I have to apologise for not able to recap on what I did the past few, really few, days(S). As you know, my brain isn't big enough (due to a thick skull) though my head is big. Rubbish shall be trashed.

-Sunday-7/8
And1 3on3.At Downtown East D'marquee. What can I say. We lost. But man, I was really boring. I woke up early in the morning. Registered. Played the first match. Man! It was challenging! Their center is(I think he stil is thus the present tense) bigger than me. Stronger than me. Well, but I think I can jump higher and last longer(stamina ^.^"). I was trashed around by him. WooHoo! They dominated the first half. Yet, I was so relaxed. *Smile*
-Pause-
Comments on the basketball court, hoop and scoring system:
The damn court was damn damn slippery. The hoop and board absorb shocks.(Whack the ball on the board as hard as you want! It will go in anyway.) Scoring system..1 point when you are in nearer to the ring and 2 points when you shoot, well, around 1.5m away from the ring. What the heck! Give me a normal non-slippery court with a semi-circle 3-point line instead of a square and normal scoring system!
-Resume-
2nd half, we scored first by shooting 1.5m. Gradually, with me jumping and pushing around, we managed to cut down the lead. In the last second, I managed to score a 2point which tied the game. Penalty free-throw shootout.
-Pause-
We are allowed to shoot once at free throw line each. Final score determines by which team scored more.
-Resume-
Okie. I missed. The big guy missed. Their small guy missed. Jingwei hit! Their forward missed. We wON! Who cares, Fukushuusha hit the 2nd ball.

After that, their rowdy forward came to look for some little troubles. Jingwei, well I think he pushed him accidentally(?), are confronted. Com'on! Rowdy tried to elbow me in the game too. But he missed (-.-"), which caused him to be blocked by me! WahHa! I wondered why he didn't confront me. (Because he's smaller[size/age/maturity] than me?) Team Experience [we shall not be called the ballers(sounds like ball-less)] ignored him totally. He tried a flying plastic bag attack but it nearly hit a bo-chap camera man. x) He walked off, and then came back later with a prejudice for guys who squat to urinate. (Please ignore/ask me for details on this)

The 2nd match takes place 2 hours later. (WTFCUKTV!!) I was sleeping. Man. No mood to win anymore. Don't bother to talk about it. End! Team Massacres won. Not the worst name there. Team Bo Co Len?

3rd match. I checked the scoreboard, due to the walkover of the 1st team for the other 2 teams, we had definitely lost the group. So, we decided to have a friendly match with team You Yi! (Aww, Friendship or Yaoi ?) Okie, we lost. They have a nice shooter, but if I had wanted to win, their center doesn't stand a chance.(Objections, anyone?)

Wee, then we went home. At 5? 3 games only? From 9am to 5pm? Whatever. We enjoyed a nice shower.(individually) Ate at CWP then went home. We had wanted to LAN that evening. LoL!

Friday-8/8
School! Boring! PC surprise test due to overwhelming result for assignments. (What the heck?! Assignment scores was removed.) LAN at school. Computer programming. BORING!! LAN at school. Then, I went home early to argue with my brother. NO! I just wanted to do my project with the freaking computer! Bought dinner on the way home.
-End-

Tuesday-9/8 REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES~ 40yrs old lao bei bei!
Morning. Sleep. Afternoon. Slack. Evening. LAN. Night. Project work. Midnight til now. Project work + blog. After now. Sleep! + wash face + brush teeth + slap my brother on the bed + log off.

Nights~! Hi TriciA~!

Man-

Today's sucha boring day. I woke up considerably early around 11am. First thought : "Aren't I suppose to be at my friend house doing project?" Okie...slack off...Go online, talk to Vincent and tell him I will report to work at 12. Work = project.

OMFGBBQ(Oh My Frail Goat is Being BarbeQued)!! I'm going to hate my subject. So damn hard to find research materials online. (Maybe not enough efforts eh?) After awhile, I nearly fell asleep. So, I and Vincent decided to play some games, yeah? Just some. Around an hour plus. Hmm. Project ended at 3. Woah!

Then I bid Vincent goodbye. Dear Koksiang who was meeting me for basketball, called me to buy lunch for him. Apparently, he just woke up but yet readily agreed to play. Today, my body doesn't feel right. I showed such a noob me on the court. Hmm, must be because of my weak opponents. (hwahaha!)

Left basketball at around 6 and went to M'sia with my family. Man, we were stuck at the Causeway til 9? (and, it was jammed at the Singapore Custom. WHERE IS THE EFFICIENY OF SINGAPORE?) We got through Malaysia Custom within 10 minutes. If I was rich enough, I would had complained. (LOL!) Bought lots of movies and food there. W00t! I also bought Initial D soundtrack. nice. Tanning in your sunray. I like that song.

I watched one of the movie already. Really nice. Hmm. Well, that's all. Nitex.

GFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGF!!!!!

Why-

It had been raining the past few days.
It's so cold that I covered myself with the blanket.
It's cold, yet I switched on the fan.
It feels even better now, under the blanket.
Rain stopped.
I threw the blanket on the floor and bathed myself under the warmth.

Had anyone see what had I really wanted to write?

Not really a sudden thought, but after reading Ruoying's blog.

Cherish and treasure. Love?

When we are down or lacking of attention, we will seek someone that will definitely be there. The blanket?

It feels so good with the attention of that someone. Warmth?

But we want more, we will make ourself seems poorer. Appearing all alone and left out on the outside, yet crying for more attentions and love inside our hearts. Isn't it getting colder?
More and more attentions followed, and soon we won't need someone to provide us with it anymore. There are other sources. Sun?

We will start to forget who that someone is. Someone who we had all been using. Someone who is different for everyone of us. Is someone on the floor now?

Pick it up and fold it please.

Forgotten!!

Whew, I had been busy the past week. Stressed out.(Not really) Just too much stuffs needed to be done. There's just isn't enough time for me to enjoy and do work at the same time eh? Unless if I'm calculating work=force*distance. Is this the correct formulae? *Ponder...* Whatever. By the way, I created another blog to place my pics. This template doesn't seems picture-friendly. I linked it. www.lamimage.blogspot.com

I had planned to blog what I had done and experienced the past few days, but my brain doesn't seems to have being working on those respective days. (or maybe my highly-evolved brain cells had filtered out nonsenscial stuffs of the days,which means most of.)

Thursday, went lan-gaming after school. End.

Vaguely remembered about Judo training. Definitely needs to polish up my skills. This is friday. End.

Saturday! Some sort of Appreciation Day at WGS. I went back because of my many friends going that day. But didn't get to talk much to them. Is that why I'm so down that day? Disappointed? Thanks Ruo Ying(I took a pic with her. oh chio!) and some friends who had noticed this. Maybe I'm tired too. I had a small gathering with a small group of friends.
At CausewayPoint. We had lunch together, but some of us ate during the refreshment time in school. Sat down and talked. Mr Wong(former english teacher) came to ate with us. Woo..Nice..Pastamania. Normal pasta with good sauce. ha.. Then we went to talk neoprints(?!?!?),regretably, Mr Wong had left. So, we took without him. Neoprints are just too small to hold 8 persons at a time? Eien kisu isn't noticable in those puny neoprints.(No, I didn't put the neoprint up. Too small. Plus I'm lazy to plug in my scanner.) After that, I gay-ed around with Jyass,(Picture at lamimage.blogspot.com*wont repeat the add again*) which was requested by RuoYing after taking pictures with me.Then, it was pool which I was too down to play properly already.
More friends stumbled upon us while pool, then I went to play basketball with them. Pool ended when everyone left, which is when "More friends" arrived. Trained 3-point shootings with them.(Hoping to go to the And1 3on3.) Not in the best condition as the ground is stil wet due to a prior rain. I got the best score in the end.
Played WC3 after basketball. Lancraft screwed up. Cant play with Polalion. How sad. So, it was only me and ks who played the whole night til 5am. End?

Sunday. Nothing much. Missed project time. Basketball.(shucked.I shouldn't had stopped playing for such a long time.) WC3 which cant worked again. Blog. End.

Thank you for reading such a long, tedious and boring blog entry. I'm too bored to make it interesting eh? I had also left out lots of details. Chat with me if you want to know? Last time, contradicting myself, I created a blog for images which I had updated too. www.lamimage.blogspot.com <--GO!

I need a girlfriend. Told by someone. LoL. I want love. Nitex.

Popularity-

Wow, my tagboard was flooded by Mr Eien Kisu. I shall present "Most Bored Young Tagger of the Week!" award to you. Thank you~ Thank you~

Hey Mr. Brightside, I think I'm just lucky to have kind lecturers and teachers wherever I go. Not that strict with me. Whew~! It happens when I start my day without a goal. It will be lonely me, going alone to school. Nah, no enthusiasm to start of my day. I would take more time styling my hair than showering. haha~ =X Brightside, let's organize a late coming party sometime soon(late) kaes?

I shall apologise to Pucca for forgetting who he/she is. I remembered your name but.. Oh well!~ =) Forgive me, my lovely.........tagger. Happy blogging~

Anyway, to the prestigious winnner of the week, I really didn't blog because you said it's fun, ya know? (I SHALL FLAME YOU!!!) I just start to blog when I'm bored, and there you are tagging me, pushing me on to continue blogging. Well, the effort isn't solely yours, but you sure helped abit. *Smiles*

By the way, is there something wrong with my English? Either here or my spoken? Which one is better, which one is worse? Eien Kisu, I'm very much affected by your tag reminding me of my failure during 'O's English. Well, I'm trying to improve on it. Thanks alot, my lovely...gay partner cum winner of the week.

--->blog of the day<----
Monday- Physical Chemistry(PC) and C Programming(CP) Tests
Well, I slept at 0400 this morning and finally woke up at 0830. As usual, I were watching Slamdunk (man! let me finish it!) and studied abit for PC.(A miracle? Ha!) As usual, I were late for my first period,(around 20mins) which was my PC test! *jawless* fortunately, they started late. They were waiting for us!!!! Nice lecturer again. Brightside, see? (wahahah!) I managed to brush through the test due to some revisions on the MRT.

After PC, we had our break then it's our CP test. I had no idea about it til I met some of my hardworking classmates. *No sweat* The test was easy except for one question which we rarely practice in class. Other than that, I don't think I will have any other hiccups. End.

Oh yeah! My dad's new car came. Proton Singapore. Wooo! Better-looking than the previous car, nice colour, spacious seatings and quiet engine. Nothing else that I can ask for. I had some weird feelings though. The car feels lower to the ground. Is this some ways to lower the CG or something? *Imagine getting scratched on the butt by the ground when it goes too low* Physics! Lovely!
And my family were trying to figure out how to insert a cd into the cd player.
"Can't find the hole"
"Don't anyhow press laarh~!"
"Read the MANUAL LARRRRRRRH!~~~"
*...........*
I, the genius of the family, managed to figure it out in the end. *Victory sign!(V)*

ZzzzZ, I'm still missing 2 hours of sleep. ByE!

Clarify-

Epitaph : Wished I hadn't been late.
I was referred to as The late Joseph on Friday by Mr Leeck.(nice name) Interesting lecturer. Hmm. No elaboration. I lost all drives this week. It was the end of the week already, yet it still feels like I had only been through one day of polytechnic. I can't absorb anything in class, usually late for the first lesson, and can't help but sleep after 15 minutes of lecture. I'm pretty screwed up, cause the tests are just around the corner and I still have some projects on my hand.

Hey..Someone help me.. I need to re-learn whatever that was taught this week. I seems to have lost the knowledge of the past few weeks too. Had I been reset? Darn it! Or am I missing something important in my life? Sleep? or Fun? I realised that some days, even if I didn't get enough sleep, I can still survive throughout the day without any rest. I guess it had to be the Fun part. Argh! Boring stuffs get out of my way!

Oh..By the way, I think I should clarify on some stuffs. Some or alot of people are thinking I'm attached now or something. Okay..I'm not. Firstly, I didn't "jio" anyone, neither female nor male. (Imma gay/sway ge. By the way, sway = unlucky.) Dawn, get it in your head!!! xP Seeing me eating lunch with some girl-friend doesn't mean she is my >girlfriend<. Neither is taking train home together or sitting together. Dotzz..seriously, they are not that fortunate to have me as boyfriend. ( I'm living in an inverse world of my own. xD *Trying to say that I'm not that fortunate,kaes?* )

Haha..yeah.. I know some of you are just trying to make fun of me. But some seems serious. Lol. Anyway, I wrote this partly due to nothing better to write eh?? as well as letting those serious dudes know. Whew, so continue to make fun of me with which ever girl. ha! It's fun yeah? *though childish hees :D *
Tata~

*SIngLeBoi*

Frequency

Ha! I seems to be attracted to blogging nowadays. The frequency of me blogging is going up. That's rare. Maybe I'm just getting bored. Or is it that I want to express my opinions here?

It's already late now. I'm finally feeling sleepy. It's a good sign. My life's getting busier. Less time rest..More stuffs to do. *grumbles* Maybe, I should take blogging off my "list of stuffs". Maybe.

Wednesday,
I lost some sleep due to Slamdunk again. Sleepyhead went out to eat with mom, and then lectures. The feeling is nice. I managed to hold back my sleepiness in class. Ooooh, it explains why I'm tired now. *Remove "sleeping in class" from "list of stuffs"* I nearly thought I had a mild case of insomia. Ha. Excuses. Judo was fun. Tough training today, but I enjoyed it. Ack. Gi stinks today, maybe because I didn't let it dry thoroughly. My bad. Compared to monday, I think I perspired more that day. Randori, I should try it often. *I think I'm having a serious case of talking to myself* Something interesting happened today after training. Everyone "pang seh" the sensei during dinner. WahAhA~! I enjoyed staying together with cca members after training now. I don't remembering having this much fun during my basketball cca in sec school. Gatherings and dinners together. Jokes and craps. Love and hentai. *WaHaHa!~* Cool bunch of people. Diverse my life.

NiteX~
*canseeaddiction2thou.waitin'4withdrawal* Uncertain...

Changes

:4am Monday 11-Jul-05:I was wanting to write about the book "The Celestine Prophecy" but my internet explorer had an error. Not wanting to waste the time to rewrite the whole stuffs, so I didn't. Anyway, I'm wondering if I should be writing in perfect English or should I stick to my old style of writing. Yeah, yeah, I know my command of English still sucks now and my grammars, writing and stuffs are still "gabra~ish!". (Hey gabrille..err..forgot how to spell le) I would be writing something like the way I had wrote in the bracket. Fun..............especially the .............. dots.

Anyway, I know my previous article sounds abit depressed. (It should you know, if not, it must be due to my command of english. haha) It seems to cause some of my friends worry about me. My aloof worked. Feeling better now. (Right? Pola? I think you are the only one who know what I mean here.) Thanks girls. I said that because my guy friends didn't express anything. (ha-ha) Girls are nicer. (THEY ARE!!) It's also partially due to the book polalion lent me. The Celestine Prophecy. I mentioned it earlier.

Since that article and the book, I starts to see things differently. Different perceptions. I should start changing myself. Expressing myself seems to be good. I think it will come out of me subsequently.(It's tiring to type like this.) The week ends with me going home alone, having nothing to do in school. I didn't go for the Judo session because I figured it might be boring. Photocopied 2 thick biomedical books for my project. Together with my leader. We were *pang seh* by the other group members.( %d^@&%c*&@@!include ) On the way to the station, I bumped into Wanshi and Xiaoyun. haha(cant hold back anymore.) They nearly convinced me to head back for Judo. Too bad for them, they will need someone else to pull me back. That's all for that day. Boring eh?

Saturday, I watched Slamdunk with my brother til I fell asleep at..around 5am. And yeah, I'm meeting people for project at 2 the next day. For no apparent reasons, I woke up at 10 in which I can't fall asleep after that. I only feel the fatigue when I was taking the train with my friend to Serangoon.(Going there to do project) Biomaterials project..tough.. 3pm..til 6-7pm..slogging.. Once again, I could feel the fatigue coming back. After that, we rushed off for our friend's birthday party. Happy Birthday Nicholas! LoL! Pretty late, cause it started at 6. We reached there at 8.30. And due to the loss of the address slip, we had to call him mutiple times before we finally figured out how to go his house. Boon Keng. Bendemeer Road. Remote to us. wahahaah~ I guess I missed most of the fun. I didn't feel that fun there. It's a party isn't it? Not as crazy as the birthday boy. Wahaha! Anyway, some people came at 9+. haha good for them! There's still food around!~ LoL Everyone left before 10+. I was thinking that they would stayed or "ton" or something like that. But I guess everyone have their own life. haha.. Just enjoy the company. (Weee..there is like 5 rabbits in his house. Whoa..It's comparable to my 26 hamsters in 2 cages. LoL. Cute animals.)
The day ended with me taking taxi home with my friends.

Sunday, early morning(12am-6am) , as usual I watched Slamdunk with my lil' brother. He fell asleep. I fell asleep. Simple sequence. I woke up early again. After doing the usual stuffs, I ate breakfast.(breakfast is not included in usual stuffs) I wonder how I survived til the evening without enough sleep, but I did. I fell asleep, watching Slamdunk during the eveing. The thunderstorm was terrific. *Eh..wake up..eat your dinner..if not I eat for you..* I was woke up by that sentence. LOL! 12am already..monday? or tuesday? Finally..got back all my sleeps from the previous days. Man..growing fat from all the supper-like dinner. Dinner for me is usually after 9pm. Lunch? What's lunch? you mean Breakfast? I had it at 11am.

Monday 5am, so I'm here now concluding my entry. LoL. Maybe I should go back to sleep. I had been watching Slamdunk before I came to blog. Full of life eh? That's all peps.

Solitary - Comfort Zone

Sometimes I feel that when I'm alone, I will become stronger. Emotionally. But, there will be an urge to find someone familiar. Someone I knew for some time. It happens when I'm not with my new friends. Everytime, when I want to try out something new, I will start asking my new friends for opinions. They affect my decisions. Something different from what I originally wanted to do. Regrets came in later. Wilful or not. Clever or not. Don't I want to make my own decisions?

When I'm left out, alone. The time which I make my own decisions. I do things that I had wanted to do. Instead of me sticking around my friends. Different things happened. For a moment, I'm happy. Then, I felt lonely. I wanted companions who share my ideas, who support my decisions, support me. I would look through my contacts, searching for someone who I can find, who I think will be there for me.

Family doesn't come into mind. It's my friends. Old friends which had went through years with me. Calls and short messages. Then I waited. Looking around me, I felt even lonelier. I feel like going with anyone beckoning me. Someone called me. My heart filled with hope. Hoping it was someone who was close to me. But it was someone new in my life. Someone who had pushed over my decisions. Is it time for me to let go?

Not that lonely anymore. But why? Don't I miss them? Didn't I just hoped for them? Someone called me because he just need someone to be with him til his special someone comes. Why do I care? Wasn't he just using me? Or is he lonely too? I am. But wouldn't I be alone again, after his someone comes? I will be.

I left alone. Holding on. Nothing. I wanted to see no more. Closed my eyes. Trying to make myself oblivious to anything. Anything that will make me appears to be a nonsocial. That day, I snuggled back into the warmth of my home. Early.

*Solitary - Comfort Zone*

Where had "you" been?...

2nd Week(End)

-End of Week-
Came to realised that my course had been such a snail. I'm hearing about projects from friends from other courses already..and here..we are still going through the basics. Hmm..oh well..Sure like that phrase..Suits someone like me. =)

Maths module suck big time, though the lecturer is damn nice and cute. but sometimes, he's just like that module.period. C++ programming is fun, but I just cant help sleeping. -,-" Manufacturing Engineering module seems redundant..for now? Had to cram with other people from other Engineering course.Meaning--> late and you shall sit on the floor. It's getting better already. People is pon-ing the lecture..so we can sit now. CoOl..isn't it? xD I shall not bother to talk about the rest. I'm tired.

My class...Hmm..I can clearly see the different clicks of people..there's around 5 different gangs..xD *that doesn't sound nice* xD I'm one that run around the groups. LoL! But it's quite tiring? Sometimes I would be a loner and walk alone. Somehow, I had that feeling that I'm the strongest when I'm not with friends. I have the tendancy to rely on friends. I wonders if that's a good thing or bad. I just wishes that someone will come forward and walk by me when I walk alone. =)

-Club crawl-
What a weird name for cca day. LOL~! I joined basketball, archery, judo, akikido..well maybe kayak too. errh..it's selection for now..I think..It's abit too much if I join so many..rite? xD Cool..wanna try it out. It's good to learn some martial arts. I can bash people up! WOoo~*Not true* Just hopes it starts soon..Make me a busy man..

As for Basketball, there's a selection. Well.doesnt matter much to me? I'm confident!! xP Even if not.. I can still join outside teams..which are stronger? ha!~ Well..hadn't been playing serious basketball for so long..til today (friday!!) Met my former team..Whye Nam..Now known as Admiralty Zone1 RC..Lol..Played 5v5 match..Nv felt this kinda of fatigue and challenge..I was wok-ed so many times..=D *wok = huo guo = rejected* Nevertheless, I scored some.

I'm suffering from the after-effects of serious bball games..Legs feel like it's cramping anytime. Body feels like it's burning from fever. stink? The last one solved easily by showering. xD wahaha~ bleh sucks..but really enjoy feeling this way..hees

Anyway..Ciaos..I will most likely update on weekly basics...Esp end of week..see how it will be done bah...=) haa

Paisehx everyone..Project Orientation Day 2 and 3 were taken off the shelf due to my laziness..Days had passed. *Smiles* Who's Pucca? LoL

Anyway.."girl-friend"..so nice of you to tag me..as well for Dawnie..hees Im bored..

Anyway..School's first week had started and ended..everything went well. I think.. Lessons are still as slack..Im slacking as well.. Drawing..because lessons are going too slow. Well, they are kind enough to think for those people who didnt take pure sciences and Amaths..Sweet people..And yeah! Some of my hateful subjects reappeared.

Amaths or is it Cmaths..Trigo and stuffs..oh well..guess I had to make an effort for it. Really dont wish to restart the module. Freak..Bio was alrite though..interesting stuffs..much more interesting than Secondary school. But Chemistry is like OMFG! 41 slides in less than 50mins..Although I coped..after a week..I had already forgot about it..man..I should just die. Spare me from the agony.

Friendships in school are also sailing well..Not much of a storm yet..peaceful. Heard lotsa stupid backstabbing stories from JC friends. Oh well. Pray that that doesn't happen here. w00t. Basketballed with some friends. Missed some activities due to a haircut. ha. and well.. old friendships are still surviving. All the nice ex-WGS..whew..

Anyway..hmm..ok..that's about all. Thanks~ Ciaos