oseph, when it comes to psychic abilities, you have an unusually strong talent in the area of Remote Viewing
This means you have an uncanny ability to travel great distances with your mind, to virtually any location, and actually get a true glimpse at what is located there. The best conditions for traveling space with your mind, or remotely viewing another location, are silence and a calm state of mind. Even without these conditions, you managed to show considerable talent in this area, which is called remote viewing. This skill is phenomenally valuable and has been used by institutions such as the government to help in covert operations designed to retrieve information about the whereabouts of a criminal or to learn about the operations of another country. But mostly this can help in practical, everyday ways, such as instinctively grabbing an umbrella before making a trip to the next town over even though you had no way of knowing that it was raining there.
Monday, July 03, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Joseph, the thing you need most in a relationship is Deep Connection
In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.
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Joseph, you're Calm, Cool, and Collected
Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you.
In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.
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Joseph, you're Calm, Cool, and Collected
Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you.
Joseph, you're a Bashful Kisser
Sure you might be on the shy side as far as kissing goes, but that's a quality more people than you might think really go for. When you were younger, was it hard for you to talk to new people — especially when it came to someone you were interested in? Yeah, we thought so.Lucky for you, many people, back then, and now, think that shyness is adorable and a huge turn on. After all, there's a comfort they get from the feeling that you don't lock lips with just anyone.When it comes to kissing, you're probably a little hesitant to try new techniques. Heck, you might even prefer to stick with gentle pecks until your date finally decides to take it further.While shyness is nice, just remember not to get so anxious you forget to have fun! Know your comfort level, but experiment a little — even if that just means a public display of affection, or we dare you, a nice long kiss — eyes open, lights on!
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Joseph, you're fit to commit because you know what you want
You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.
Sure you might be on the shy side as far as kissing goes, but that's a quality more people than you might think really go for. When you were younger, was it hard for you to talk to new people — especially when it came to someone you were interested in? Yeah, we thought so.Lucky for you, many people, back then, and now, think that shyness is adorable and a huge turn on. After all, there's a comfort they get from the feeling that you don't lock lips with just anyone.When it comes to kissing, you're probably a little hesitant to try new techniques. Heck, you might even prefer to stick with gentle pecks until your date finally decides to take it further.While shyness is nice, just remember not to get so anxious you forget to have fun! Know your comfort level, but experiment a little — even if that just means a public display of affection, or we dare you, a nice long kiss — eyes open, lights on!
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Joseph, you're fit to commit because you know what you want
You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.
Monday, June 12, 2006
monday
First day of the break. Mmm. not really.. but it's monday. The blues.
Chatted with yaling the whole day yesterday. No life. Yeah. Time passed quickly with games and it was midnight already. So.. Yeah.Slept at 4.30. Woke up at 1.30? Should be around there. Haha.
2 hours had passed. Did nothing significant. Smsed yaling. Talked to Juey. (He's damm bored and asking for ppl to go out) Talked to JY. Auntie Joyce talking to me now. (Mrs Polar.) LoL. So yeah. I'm bored.
Let's write abt last Friday. Met up with Leo, Yaling for cheap lan-ing. In the end it wasn't. Usual rate. Played til 11.30pm. Tekka mall. Somewhere at Little India. haha. Then, erm, we decided to walk walk. Because Worm dont wanna go home. (figure it out) We walked to city from there? Gosh. Shaws tower. Bugis. Then we were lost at Cityhall. Haha. We decided to go Cineleisure to watch midnight show. erm. Yeah. Wandered. Stopped and ate a 7-11 store. Not bad. (typo. yea. we ate a store.)
Walking and walking. Erm, we got to cineleisure? Thanks God! Yea, because He didnt rain fireballs at us. Anyway, we reached there at 2am? lol. Benchwarmers at 2am slot. Chiong in ah!! YL was like wanting to watch horror movie. Yea. To my horror, we didn't. =] Benchwarmers. Retarded nipper twister! WooT! Laugh. Retards.
Anyway, after that, 3.30? Decided to pool? Walk over to.. erm.. Dhoby again. Wanted to bring them to a place where I went last time during Joanna's bdae. Remembered the route. somehow. Woot. The place had being closed. Wth. Then I toppled a stone pillar. [ lol. x) ] Angry! Nah. So, we figured that we could take the Night Riders to wander around. 3 dollars to everywhere. How cool? Took NR6 at Park Mall. All fell aslp. Shoo-ed down at Pan Pac Hotel.
We waited for bus. 4.30am. Hey, why aren't the bus stopping. Puzzled. THEN WE FINALLY KNOW THAT NIGHT RIDER SERVICE ENDS AT 430AM. GO TO HELL. MYUK! lol. damm.
So, we went to sleep around.. to wait for MRT service to start. Hotel. SHooed. Citybank ATM WOOT!! SLept!! Hee. =] COol. Cold airconditioning. Woke up at 6. Left me and YL there. Where's leo. -_-" and who is that couple there? Angmoh and Chinese CB. =X Faster wake up and went to look for leo. Paiseh sia. my god. Leo came back from the toilet.
Went down to Citylink. COntinue sleeping at. erm the cafe near MPH. Okie. Shooed. Fine. SIngapore is not wanderer friendly. Yaling came back with us to Woodlands. Me and leo had a change of clothes. Then we went to eat breakfast at Vista point. Followed by a walkwalk at NTUC civil and then CWP. LoL. YL reserved a shoe. (just one. (jking)) Leo went home to sleep.
Then I sent YL home. Afternoon. Slept over til around 5pm. Went to buy cup noodles and had it as lunch. Stayed there til 7pm. haha. Then I went home to sleep. End of friday.
Cool. Adios.
Chatted with yaling the whole day yesterday. No life. Yeah. Time passed quickly with games and it was midnight already. So.. Yeah.Slept at 4.30. Woke up at 1.30? Should be around there. Haha.
2 hours had passed. Did nothing significant. Smsed yaling. Talked to Juey. (He's damm bored and asking for ppl to go out) Talked to JY. Auntie Joyce talking to me now. (Mrs Polar.) LoL. So yeah. I'm bored.
Let's write abt last Friday. Met up with Leo, Yaling for cheap lan-ing. In the end it wasn't. Usual rate. Played til 11.30pm. Tekka mall. Somewhere at Little India. haha. Then, erm, we decided to walk walk. Because Worm dont wanna go home. (figure it out) We walked to city from there? Gosh. Shaws tower. Bugis. Then we were lost at Cityhall. Haha. We decided to go Cineleisure to watch midnight show. erm. Yeah. Wandered. Stopped and ate a 7-11 store. Not bad. (typo. yea. we ate a store.)
Walking and walking. Erm, we got to cineleisure? Thanks God! Yea, because He didnt rain fireballs at us. Anyway, we reached there at 2am? lol. Benchwarmers at 2am slot. Chiong in ah!! YL was like wanting to watch horror movie. Yea. To my horror, we didn't. =] Benchwarmers. Retarded nipper twister! WooT! Laugh. Retards.
Anyway, after that, 3.30? Decided to pool? Walk over to.. erm.. Dhoby again. Wanted to bring them to a place where I went last time during Joanna's bdae. Remembered the route. somehow. Woot. The place had being closed. Wth. Then I toppled a stone pillar. [ lol. x) ] Angry! Nah. So, we figured that we could take the Night Riders to wander around. 3 dollars to everywhere. How cool? Took NR6 at Park Mall. All fell aslp. Shoo-ed down at Pan Pac Hotel.
We waited for bus. 4.30am. Hey, why aren't the bus stopping. Puzzled. THEN WE FINALLY KNOW THAT NIGHT RIDER SERVICE ENDS AT 430AM. GO TO HELL. MYUK! lol. damm.
So, we went to sleep around.. to wait for MRT service to start. Hotel. SHooed. Citybank ATM WOOT!! SLept!! Hee. =] COol. Cold airconditioning. Woke up at 6. Left me and YL there. Where's leo. -_-" and who is that couple there? Angmoh and Chinese CB. =X Faster wake up and went to look for leo. Paiseh sia. my god. Leo came back from the toilet.
Went down to Citylink. COntinue sleeping at. erm the cafe near MPH. Okie. Shooed. Fine. SIngapore is not wanderer friendly. Yaling came back with us to Woodlands. Me and leo had a change of clothes. Then we went to eat breakfast at Vista point. Followed by a walkwalk at NTUC civil and then CWP. LoL. YL reserved a shoe. (just one. (jking)) Leo went home to sleep.
Then I sent YL home. Afternoon. Slept over til around 5pm. Went to buy cup noodles and had it as lunch. Stayed there til 7pm. haha. Then I went home to sleep. End of friday.
Cool. Adios.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
=]
Wednesday.
Well well, 4 days since I last blogged. Had been busy cum lazy. You should know the feeling of not wanting to doing anything after a long day. yea.
Nothing unusual happened. Caught a movie with Pris today. Xmen. =] COol show. All the effects. The storyline is good too. bah. But.. there's some parts that feel like a horror movie, and then some parts are arousing. Oh well. =] *woohooo*
Haha.. about my feelings. It's still the same. No. No one in particular. Looking through the choices. No one is really that special yet. That's how I'm feeling now. No matter how cute or pretty or nice, there's aways better. I'm not sure what I'm searching for. VOID. Unstable.
But I know I'm still yearning for someone that I can/would like or love or.. whatever...care.. Damm. I'm just lazy.
And, school works. Boring boring. Maplestory is better. -_-" at least I can stay at home. Don't feel like going anywhere. Tests, projects, practicals. I can do them. But..
That's pretty much about all. [Maybe it will all ends up with passes and move on to the nxt sems. (I can never get into university bah)]
Cya.
Well well, 4 days since I last blogged. Had been busy cum lazy. You should know the feeling of not wanting to doing anything after a long day. yea.
Nothing unusual happened. Caught a movie with Pris today. Xmen. =] COol show. All the effects. The storyline is good too. bah. But.. there's some parts that feel like a horror movie, and then some parts are arousing. Oh well. =] *woohooo*
Haha.. about my feelings. It's still the same. No. No one in particular. Looking through the choices. No one is really that special yet. That's how I'm feeling now. No matter how cute or pretty or nice, there's aways better. I'm not sure what I'm searching for. VOID. Unstable.
But I know I'm still yearning for someone that I can/would like or love or.. whatever...care.. Damm. I'm just lazy.
And, school works. Boring boring. Maplestory is better. -_-" at least I can stay at home. Don't feel like going anywhere. Tests, projects, practicals. I can do them. But..
That's pretty much about all. [Maybe it will all ends up with passes and move on to the nxt sems. (I can never get into university bah)]
Cya.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Friday NC
Friday.
Skipped school because I know that I had excuse letter today. Wahahah. =] Went to school at 1230 for MAD! Hmm. Okie.Then we realised that MAD is part of the Buzz carnival. Stores selling stuffs? And there wasn't really any buzz. Empty sports hall. =]
Performance was fine. Silat was really good. Taekwondo erms.. Kickboxing, cool seniors with qi gong. Akikido...cultural.. Kendo not bad, too much speech though. Judo, haha, I dont know =P But, I'm sick of Mortal Combat.
Went home to prepare for night cycling. Wee, late. =X haha. Took tAxi down to ECP EAST COAST PARK. Waited at Macs. Oh right.. Subi, Leo, Jeremy, Wanshi, Pris, Scott, Phelan, JunJie, Kenny, Wee hong, Aydeng, Dennis, Tyler, Ah tan, and me. LoL. Went to take the bike after we gathered. $7 overnight. Started cycling at 9.
First stop, ECP hawker. LoL. Ate first. Some ate at Macs already. Then we continue the biking to City area. Stadium Road, Nicole highway. 2nd stop, War memorial. Chopsticks. Yeah, this was sorta of a educational tour. Aydeng as the guide. =] Then we went on to other various places. Fullerton, Merlion, Esplanade, Supreme Court. Historical sites.
We had supper at Lao Pa Sa. Then we went on to Tiong bahru, Railway station. lol. I not exactly sure of the name. -_-" But we got there. The place is really old though. Then...We went back? Haha. Memory loss after a sleep. =X Some of us take turns to go missing. Too slow, stopped by traffic, traffic light etc. LoL. =] haha Fun. Oh yea. Leo had a cramp. Then he was really slow for the rest of the journey. Guess he cycled at gear 1 for too long. lol. Wasted.
Ending. We chionged all the way from City to Bedok Jetty. I'm 2nd. LoL. Then my legs really cant take it anymore. Guess I really peddled hard. Anyway, All of us sit at the jetty. Had fun. Talked crap. Some nearly fell asleep. I napped for around 5-10mins. Then I did breakfalls. Er, it hurts. The others do with me. I think they hurt more. HA! Taji session. QA session. =] Sunrise. Too cloudy. But.. it's really good, with all the company.
Went to return bikes at 7am. Walked to Macs. Some ate. Then we splited up in taxis and went home. Whew. Tired. Taxi uncle..really nice. charged only $20. Saved $1.20. Think he felt bad about not knowing the route. Showered. Creamed. Sleep. Home Sweet Home.
Bye.
Skipped school because I know that I had excuse letter today. Wahahah. =] Went to school at 1230 for MAD! Hmm. Okie.Then we realised that MAD is part of the Buzz carnival. Stores selling stuffs? And there wasn't really any buzz. Empty sports hall. =]
Performance was fine. Silat was really good. Taekwondo erms.. Kickboxing, cool seniors with qi gong. Akikido...cultural.. Kendo not bad, too much speech though. Judo, haha, I dont know =P But, I'm sick of Mortal Combat.
Went home to prepare for night cycling. Wee, late. =X haha. Took tAxi down to ECP EAST COAST PARK. Waited at Macs. Oh right.. Subi, Leo, Jeremy, Wanshi, Pris, Scott, Phelan, JunJie, Kenny, Wee hong, Aydeng, Dennis, Tyler, Ah tan, and me. LoL. Went to take the bike after we gathered. $7 overnight. Started cycling at 9.
First stop, ECP hawker. LoL. Ate first. Some ate at Macs already. Then we continue the biking to City area. Stadium Road, Nicole highway. 2nd stop, War memorial. Chopsticks. Yeah, this was sorta of a educational tour. Aydeng as the guide. =] Then we went on to other various places. Fullerton, Merlion, Esplanade, Supreme Court. Historical sites.
We had supper at Lao Pa Sa. Then we went on to Tiong bahru, Railway station. lol. I not exactly sure of the name. -_-" But we got there. The place is really old though. Then...We went back? Haha. Memory loss after a sleep. =X Some of us take turns to go missing. Too slow, stopped by traffic, traffic light etc. LoL. =] haha Fun. Oh yea. Leo had a cramp. Then he was really slow for the rest of the journey. Guess he cycled at gear 1 for too long. lol. Wasted.
Ending. We chionged all the way from City to Bedok Jetty. I'm 2nd. LoL. Then my legs really cant take it anymore. Guess I really peddled hard. Anyway, All of us sit at the jetty. Had fun. Talked crap. Some nearly fell asleep. I napped for around 5-10mins. Then I did breakfalls. Er, it hurts. The others do with me. I think they hurt more. HA! Taji session. QA session. =] Sunrise. Too cloudy. But.. it's really good, with all the company.
Went to return bikes at 7am. Walked to Macs. Some ate. Then we splited up in taxis and went home. Whew. Tired. Taxi uncle..really nice. charged only $20. Saved $1.20. Think he felt bad about not knowing the route. Showered. Creamed. Sleep. Home Sweet Home.
Bye.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
The Do You Act Your Age Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6263079427778143051
TeenybopperYou scored 30 Age 4-8, 115 Age 8-12, 387 13-17, and 338 18+!
How old are you again, 13? Grow up please, being childish isn't attractive!
u
The Are You Interesting? Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15680802765629144619
Excited TerrierYou scored 47!
You might have a spark of interest in you, but we can't really be sure. You've scored square in the middle. It'd probably behoove you to either get outside more or use your brain a bit more often, whatever the case may be.
4th quiz. =] No idea again.......
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15680802765629144619
Excited TerrierYou scored 47!
You might have a spark of interest in you, but we can't really be sure. You've scored square in the middle. It'd probably behoove you to either get outside more or use your brain a bit more often, whatever the case may be.
4th quiz. =] No idea again.......
z
The Seven Deadly Sins Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=10058428466864441281
PrideYou scored 50 externality and 34 desire!
You're proud, and you should be...proud. Um, yeah. Dante described Pride as a "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." It's hard not to love yourself, though, because you're probably just that awesome. Pride is also referred to as Vanity (like that dead, mutilated model in Se7en). The funny thing is, Pride is supposed to be the "worst" sin, but I think it has a lot of positive connotations in American culture. Patriots are proud! Soccor moms are proud! Pride is sort of the conservative, upper middle class sin...
I don't quite get this. But...
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=10058428466864441281
PrideYou scored 50 externality and 34 desire!
You're proud, and you should be...proud. Um, yeah. Dante described Pride as a "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." It's hard not to love yourself, though, because you're probably just that awesome. Pride is also referred to as Vanity (like that dead, mutilated model in Se7en). The funny thing is, Pride is supposed to be the "worst" sin, but I think it has a lot of positive connotations in American culture. Patriots are proud! Soccor moms are proud! Pride is sort of the conservative, upper middle class sin...
I don't quite get this. But...
The Hentai Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15844491276623588375
Male CharacterYou scored 50%
You are definitely in the action, but when the lead comes along you back down and let them do what they will. While the story might not focus around you, you've definitely got some good screen time.
You are on your way to becoming a real hentai, you aren't quite there yet but keep watching and you will get there. Go for it!
Er, hey, dont screw me. Just doing some quiz. TEEEHEEE!!! OMG.
Male CharacterYou scored 50%
You are definitely in the action, but when the lead comes along you back down and let them do what they will. While the story might not focus around you, you've definitely got some good screen time.
You are on your way to becoming a real hentai, you aren't quite there yet but keep watching and you will get there. Go for it!
Er, hey, dont screw me. Just doing some quiz. TEEEHEEE!!! OMG.
test
Quietly ExtrovertedCongratulations! You scored 34!
You love going out and having a good time, be it with a large group of friends or your significant other, however, you don't mind chilling out either. You'd be better off living in the city, but the outskirts of a major town is good too. You're capable of holding an intelligent conversation if the mood really strikes you. You're not quite as annoying to an introvert, but could be if you don't learn when they're not in the mood for talking. You're willing to try new things and if necessary, can keep a secret.
The Introvert/Extrovert Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=7727758359986668519
ha? oh well. =]
You love going out and having a good time, be it with a large group of friends or your significant other, however, you don't mind chilling out either. You'd be better off living in the city, but the outskirts of a major town is good too. You're capable of holding an intelligent conversation if the mood really strikes you. You're not quite as annoying to an introvert, but could be if you don't learn when they're not in the mood for talking. You're willing to try new things and if necessary, can keep a secret.
The Introvert/Extrovert Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=7727758359986668519
ha? oh well. =]
Monday
Oh man. Had been sick since Friday. Wonder if it has to do with Juey's 100 plus, or my lack of sleep. Anyway, m using a new acne cream. Costed me $30++ at the polyclinic. Skipped lesson to go there on Friday.
Monday. So Sianz. Late night gaming. Very tired. Sleep. Woke up tired. SICKED. DAmm. Don't feel like going and my mother was disturbing. me. Oh well. Skipped 9am lecture. AGAIN. Don't feel like going 10. Went for 11. Was feeling uncomfortable, while sleeping on train. Tried so hard to control my coughing.
Reason: Don't wanna get attention from my coughing. =]
Fell back asleep when the train is at Khatib. Oh well, I'm stupid. Woke up at AMK. OMFG. Got down, and took another back. Bumped onto Yaling on the train. =] Cool. Didn't talk much to her, wasn't feeling that well during that moment. But it made me realised that I shouldn't go gloomy whole day. Thanks for the quiet reminder. The rest of the day was plain. I just slept. Running nose. Gcks! Sickening. *cough cough*
Went home. Watched School Rumble. Were very tired but feel like I should watch abit. Felt asleep gradually. Woke up at 830, surprisingly, no one chatted or leave a msg. That's sorta new. Watched more rumble and wait for someone to talk. Then Dota!! yea. Only guys would talk to me now. How sad. =(
Anyway, pretty much about all. Crapping now with LaME BROS and JY. Sianz. Showered. Feeling much better. Gotta apply new cream.
Adios.
Monday. So Sianz. Late night gaming. Very tired. Sleep. Woke up tired. SICKED. DAmm. Don't feel like going and my mother was disturbing. me. Oh well. Skipped 9am lecture. AGAIN. Don't feel like going 10. Went for 11. Was feeling uncomfortable, while sleeping on train. Tried so hard to control my coughing.
Reason: Don't wanna get attention from my coughing. =]
Fell back asleep when the train is at Khatib. Oh well, I'm stupid. Woke up at AMK. OMFG. Got down, and took another back. Bumped onto Yaling on the train. =] Cool. Didn't talk much to her, wasn't feeling that well during that moment. But it made me realised that I shouldn't go gloomy whole day. Thanks for the quiet reminder. The rest of the day was plain. I just slept. Running nose. Gcks! Sickening. *cough cough*
Went home. Watched School Rumble. Were very tired but feel like I should watch abit. Felt asleep gradually. Woke up at 830, surprisingly, no one chatted or leave a msg. That's sorta new. Watched more rumble and wait for someone to talk. Then Dota!! yea. Only guys would talk to me now. How sad. =(
Anyway, pretty much about all. Crapping now with LaME BROS and JY. Sianz. Showered. Feeling much better. Gotta apply new cream.
Adios.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Sunday.
Secrets. Anonymous. What kind of secrets do you wanna know?
On my feelings? What's there to hide when I feel nothing now. I know I want a gf. That's all. But I'm picky. And I'm lazy. And I sucks at this. What else? Oh yeah, and I'm bored.
About my friends? Hmm, nah.
My family. No secrets either. At least I don't know about it.
On how I pass even when I'm not studying. Ask God.
Health. I'm sick. Cough. Tired.
I hate wasting time trying to feel how others feel. Not exactly hate. Just that it's tearing me down. And I hate mistakes.
I hate pimples. I'm vain.
I'm not facing any problems now. Not academically nor emotionally. I think.
I sucks at cheering people up. Because people sucks at cheering me up. Or rather I'm too easily cheered up that I think eveyone's the same and I'm damm fucked by people who turned to bite me when I can't do the same.
Fine fine.
Adios.
*incomplete*
On my feelings? What's there to hide when I feel nothing now. I know I want a gf. That's all. But I'm picky. And I'm lazy. And I sucks at this. What else? Oh yeah, and I'm bored.
About my friends? Hmm, nah.
My family. No secrets either. At least I don't know about it.
On how I pass even when I'm not studying. Ask God.
Health. I'm sick. Cough. Tired.
I hate wasting time trying to feel how others feel. Not exactly hate. Just that it's tearing me down. And I hate mistakes.
I hate pimples. I'm vain.
I'm not facing any problems now. Not academically nor emotionally. I think.
I sucks at cheering people up. Because people sucks at cheering me up. Or rather I'm too easily cheered up that I think eveyone's the same and I'm damm fucked by people who turned to bite me when I can't do the same.
Fine fine.
Adios.
*incomplete*
Sat
Saturday already. Wow. Time passes quick.
No, I wasn't really busy. Just..Er, need to do something else. Tere would be times when I will be here, then left with a empty post. Yea, didn't put those posts up for obvious reason. Just one. Ask me for the reason. =]
Judoing Judoing, skipping lessons. What else can I do? Studying, reading or.. hmm getting a girlfriend [ good idea=) ], getting a job [ even better ] [NAH!] and well.. more Judo. Haha, Judo might become the equivalent of basketball during my sec school life. I'm still procrastinating about lots of stuffs. LOTS. HA!
Lots of stuffs happened this few days while I wasn't here blogging. Man, Nah, don't feel like writing them down. Stuffs that let me think and know. Makes me think more and more. Humans are weird creatures. Fascinating. yeah, I'm inhuman. =]]
Guess I'm really longwinded about what I think about stuffs. Ha, just read my blog. =] It's ME! My writing style. And yea, I leave infomations out here and there. Not a good story writer. But I create suspense! Bad puncutation too. =] Lots of thought bubbles. See? Another paragraph about me. =]
Update again. I'm starting to feel unloving.
No, I wasn't really busy. Just..Er, need to do something else. Tere would be times when I will be here, then left with a empty post. Yea, didn't put those posts up for obvious reason. Just one. Ask me for the reason. =]
Judoing Judoing, skipping lessons. What else can I do? Studying, reading or.. hmm getting a girlfriend [ good idea=) ], getting a job [ even better ] [NAH!] and well.. more Judo. Haha, Judo might become the equivalent of basketball during my sec school life. I'm still procrastinating about lots of stuffs. LOTS. HA!
Lots of stuffs happened this few days while I wasn't here blogging. Man, Nah, don't feel like writing them down. Stuffs that let me think and know. Makes me think more and more. Humans are weird creatures. Fascinating. yeah, I'm inhuman. =]]
Guess I'm really longwinded about what I think about stuffs. Ha, just read my blog. =] It's ME! My writing style. And yea, I leave infomations out here and there. Not a good story writer. But I create suspense! Bad puncutation too. =] Lots of thought bubbles. See? Another paragraph about me. =]
Update again. I'm starting to feel unloving.
Monday, May 22, 2006
=]
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Sunday
Hmm, Saturday was Judokas movie gathering. haha. Booked ticket for Davinci Code. Cool. Was late though. Supposed to meet at 2 at Marina Square. But I left at 2pm from Woodlands. Haha. To collect tix, so it was fine. =] I suppose. Come flame me if it's not.
The movie was great. As in, at least it's still a movie. WTH I'm talking about. Did enjoy the show. Heard alot of disputes over the issues about true history and true christianity shit. Whatever guys. It's only a movie. Moreover, to me, history is just stuffs recorded by humans. Mother Nature don't write nor preaches. But She preserves stuffs from the past nevertheless. Not a pagan. Nor a scientist. Let me go back in time, and through that should I believe written history.
=] Went walking around after that. Walk walk. OMG. Nvm. I was abit tired. Wonder why. Maybe my body feel like resting alot on weekends. BTW. The walking around is not held at Marine Sq..but from..there.. to Mustafa. to Jalan Beser. Horne road[horny]. then Jalan Besar Swim pool then back. Ended at.. Lavender? LoL. But it was still fun nevrtheless. Jokes all the way. Laughed. =] alot.
Skipped alot of stuffs. =] It's a good Sat day. Sunday boredom.
The movie was great. As in, at least it's still a movie. WTH I'm talking about. Did enjoy the show. Heard alot of disputes over the issues about true history and true christianity shit. Whatever guys. It's only a movie. Moreover, to me, history is just stuffs recorded by humans. Mother Nature don't write nor preaches. But She preserves stuffs from the past nevertheless. Not a pagan. Nor a scientist. Let me go back in time, and through that should I believe written history.
=] Went walking around after that. Walk walk. OMG. Nvm. I was abit tired. Wonder why. Maybe my body feel like resting alot on weekends. BTW. The walking around is not held at Marine Sq..but from..there.. to Mustafa. to Jalan Beser. Horne road[horny]. then Jalan Besar Swim pool then back. Ended at.. Lavender? LoL. But it was still fun nevrtheless. Jokes all the way. Laughed. =] alot.
Skipped alot of stuffs. =] It's a good Sat day. Sunday boredom.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Friday.
Nice. Came back to blog. What did I miss out? Er, Getting my orange belt. Tagboard annouced. Thurs lan with leo, polar, chin and yaling. 8dollar plus. -_-"
Friday. Got my 1st warning letter. Woah. It's only been 2 months since school started? damm. Okie. Had been missing too much lessons and lecturers had been catching people. Can't they understand that even if I don't go for class, I can still get good grades if I had wanted to, and even if I go for class, if I had not wanted to study, I would still fail? Yea, we need some understanding.
Stayed back after school. Was wanting to go get a job application with Yaling. Hmm, some lobangs recently. =] but her manager wasn't there today so had to cancel. Then I remembered that there was Kendo exchange program with some Jap school as well as NUS. So, I stayed to take a look. Sat around for 3hrs plus? Walked abit too. haha. A distinctive differences in training style is their discipline. Organised. Less fun (fooling around)? I'm NOT critizising. =]
Anyway, it is still cool. During their training, I would be able to see this silly girl. Stamping her foot while waiting for her turn to come. Sorta recognised her before her stamping. But the stamping style confirmed it. Guess she's too nervous or excited to wait without moving. Yea, refering to JY. Everything was fine. I was crapping on the 2nd floor with Leo and ZhiLi till I noticed a crowd.
Someone had a accident. Got a feeling. Saw the someone with armour and everything unable to move. Is it her? Yeah, it's JY. In pain. Had a fall. Saw her removed all her armour and start rubbing her leg. Then I could see her disappointment in her face, and her limping around. Did it really hurt that much? Do you think you wanna try forcing yourself to train still, since it's going into the more important part? [from my point of view] But, yea, it never came out. It wuld had sounded very wrong. And, since you are really in pain, don't force.
Damm, mixed feeling. Why cant it be someone else who get injured? Then I wouldnt had bother that much. Did a uber stupid thing. I went down to talk to her. I knew she wasn't feeling too good, so I thought it would be better to talk to her and try to distract her from her pain and to also know how bad was the injury. [but yea, I know nuts about reliefing pain so it was pretty pointless too. But is there another way to show concern? hais] I felt abit out of place already when I was there, cause I wasn't supposed to? Talked abit.
TaK! Tak! TAK! Another girl came crushing down on JY after tripping on her. She was resting there, and I was at the side. I think I manged to push and prevent that girl to sit on JY's painful leg? Then... Ah. hais. I was smiling and sorta laughing due to the clumsiness of that girl who came thumbling on JY and also JY's having a unlucky day. Then yea, before I say anything else, JY tells me to go away. !!!!!shocked!!!? oh no. I realised you are angry. But I didn't say sorry. Caused I know you just misunderstood me. Maybe if I said sorry during then, it might help, but..grr. damm reflex. I don't react fast enough.
Seriously. I didn't know that you would get angry. I knew you are disappointed, but what would be the best reaction that I should had have? Should I had reprimanded that senior for not watching where she's moving? No. She didn't do that on purpose. Should I be showing concern and asking if you are alright? I tried, but I laughed first, and I was condemmed. Okie, I'm finding excuses for myself. I'm sorry. Just don't be angry with me? not that much can?
I wasn't laughing about your aspiration for Kendo. Wasn't disrespecting you. Wasn't looking down on you. Was trying to see you smile because I know that laughing and smiling are addictive. Was trying to wipe off your disappointed look from your face. Was trying to encourage you to go join the training no matter how painful it is.
I know the importance. Yeah. But I couldn't feel the pain. So, I don't have the right to say that. I'm just sorry?
Went back with Leo after that. And a hybrid Judokendoka. -_-" Saw JY around before leaving. Didnt say a thing. The look on her face. Can only say a bye to her.
Then I'm home. =] Played a few rounds of dota. Actually only 2. Not bad. Didnt think too much. Goodnite.
Friday. Got my 1st warning letter. Woah. It's only been 2 months since school started? damm. Okie. Had been missing too much lessons and lecturers had been catching people. Can't they understand that even if I don't go for class, I can still get good grades if I had wanted to, and even if I go for class, if I had not wanted to study, I would still fail? Yea, we need some understanding.
Stayed back after school. Was wanting to go get a job application with Yaling. Hmm, some lobangs recently. =] but her manager wasn't there today so had to cancel. Then I remembered that there was Kendo exchange program with some Jap school as well as NUS. So, I stayed to take a look. Sat around for 3hrs plus? Walked abit too. haha. A distinctive differences in training style is their discipline. Organised. Less fun (fooling around)? I'm NOT critizising. =]
Anyway, it is still cool. During their training, I would be able to see this silly girl. Stamping her foot while waiting for her turn to come. Sorta recognised her before her stamping. But the stamping style confirmed it. Guess she's too nervous or excited to wait without moving. Yea, refering to JY. Everything was fine. I was crapping on the 2nd floor with Leo and ZhiLi till I noticed a crowd.
Someone had a accident. Got a feeling. Saw the someone with armour and everything unable to move. Is it her? Yeah, it's JY. In pain. Had a fall. Saw her removed all her armour and start rubbing her leg. Then I could see her disappointment in her face, and her limping around. Did it really hurt that much? Do you think you wanna try forcing yourself to train still, since it's going into the more important part? [from my point of view] But, yea, it never came out. It wuld had sounded very wrong. And, since you are really in pain, don't force.
Damm, mixed feeling. Why cant it be someone else who get injured? Then I wouldnt had bother that much. Did a uber stupid thing. I went down to talk to her. I knew she wasn't feeling too good, so I thought it would be better to talk to her and try to distract her from her pain and to also know how bad was the injury. [but yea, I know nuts about reliefing pain so it was pretty pointless too. But is there another way to show concern? hais] I felt abit out of place already when I was there, cause I wasn't supposed to? Talked abit.
TaK! Tak! TAK! Another girl came crushing down on JY after tripping on her. She was resting there, and I was at the side. I think I manged to push and prevent that girl to sit on JY's painful leg? Then... Ah. hais. I was smiling and sorta laughing due to the clumsiness of that girl who came thumbling on JY and also JY's having a unlucky day. Then yea, before I say anything else, JY tells me to go away. !!!!!shocked!!!? oh no. I realised you are angry. But I didn't say sorry. Caused I know you just misunderstood me. Maybe if I said sorry during then, it might help, but..grr. damm reflex. I don't react fast enough.
Seriously. I didn't know that you would get angry. I knew you are disappointed, but what would be the best reaction that I should had have? Should I had reprimanded that senior for not watching where she's moving? No. She didn't do that on purpose. Should I be showing concern and asking if you are alright? I tried, but I laughed first, and I was condemmed. Okie, I'm finding excuses for myself. I'm sorry. Just don't be angry with me? not that much can?
I wasn't laughing about your aspiration for Kendo. Wasn't disrespecting you. Wasn't looking down on you. Was trying to see you smile because I know that laughing and smiling are addictive. Was trying to wipe off your disappointed look from your face. Was trying to encourage you to go join the training no matter how painful it is.
I know the importance. Yeah. But I couldn't feel the pain. So, I don't have the right to say that. I'm just sorry?
Went back with Leo after that. And a hybrid Judokendoka. -_-" Saw JY around before leaving. Didnt say a thing. The look on her face. Can only say a bye to her.
Then I'm home. =] Played a few rounds of dota. Actually only 2. Not bad. Didnt think too much. Goodnite.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Saturday
Yo. Sat. Sleeping and sleeping. Nothing else for me to do. There's some reports I need to do. I know, but no. What to do, how should I start. Playing game. It's boring. Missing some elements. Some feelings.
=] Getting tired I think. Getting tired of crapping with people. Getting tired to think of how should I be joking with them. I just wanna keep myself shut. There was times where I smses alot to anyone, everyone. That changed. Chatting on msn.. ha..
Yeah. This is a depressing entry. =] Weak smile. I think the only reason I had choose to crap, it's because I can't find anything to talk about. I cant leave the conversation to die out. I feel stupid being stupid at times. Who is the real me? Am I really someone who is so lame and crappy? Seemingly forever happy-go-lucky? Introvert or extrovert?
But still, I had ignored people. I just don't feel like replying. Have this feeling "yeah, it's fine". No. I don't know why. OMG. I'm disagreeing with myself. Must be due to the hemispherically balanced fact. haiz. right now I'm crapping again. =]
Will people still like me if I had been quiet all the time? Would it be the same if I hadn't been crapping as much? Would it be the same if I had never watched and think about what I say and what I do? (There is people who say and do things without going through their mind.) How would it be different?
Somehow, guess I'm tired. Feel like tearing. But guess I'm not sad enough. Would you all go away?
=] Getting tired I think. Getting tired of crapping with people. Getting tired to think of how should I be joking with them. I just wanna keep myself shut. There was times where I smses alot to anyone, everyone. That changed. Chatting on msn.. ha..
Yeah. This is a depressing entry. =] Weak smile. I think the only reason I had choose to crap, it's because I can't find anything to talk about. I cant leave the conversation to die out. I feel stupid being stupid at times. Who is the real me? Am I really someone who is so lame and crappy? Seemingly forever happy-go-lucky? Introvert or extrovert?
But still, I had ignored people. I just don't feel like replying. Have this feeling "yeah, it's fine". No. I don't know why. OMG. I'm disagreeing with myself. Must be due to the hemispherically balanced fact. haiz. right now I'm crapping again. =]
Will people still like me if I had been quiet all the time? Would it be the same if I hadn't been crapping as much? Would it be the same if I had never watched and think about what I say and what I do? (There is people who say and do things without going through their mind.) How would it be different?
Somehow, guess I'm tired. Feel like tearing. But guess I'm not sad enough. Would you all go away?
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