Wednesday 30th July 2008 11:52pm

Well, I felt like crap again today. Why...? Am I getting ignored? Or am I just paranoid? It is moments like this that make me regret what I say, even though I thought I have thought it true properly.

Maybe I'm just tired. Basketball is fun and all, but my heart tells me to win every matches. I just can't play "for fun" without feeling bad afterwards.

That's all I'm gonna say today. The void is getting serious. It kinda hurt now.

Ciaos.