Why am I contradicting myself? Whenever I say not to think of her, I would be thinking of her at the moment I write this down, and it will be with me for the next hour.

Is this reliance or love? I couldn't differentiate it anymore. Integrate it then. =/ Jokes. Trying to make myself smile, it works when I'm with peeps. Trying to be funny. Trying to forget. Trying to change.

Still, I feel the same emptiness. And everything will be over when I stop writing about her on here. Somehow, I don't want it to go that way. But, I couldn't give myself a definite answer.

EMO.

Putting it away, it is me who you see. I guess no one was able to read me at all.
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I went for class miraclously... is that right... on time. LoL Was expecting Mr Vinnp, as I rmb him saying he would be taking us. But it's ok, I don't hate LK. Just abit full of himself when he explains stuffs. Time passed quickly, and after that I met up with Polar.

Went back together, had lunch at Pastemania. Went to find a bag. Failed. Went to timezone for some gaming. Boring. I really hate timezone for limiting their bball machine to only 4 balls. I have to wait so long for the ball to roll back. = = Few games of pinball then I left for a haircut. Polar went home with my bag first. Went there after my haircut for some gaming fun. Leo came. Sweet. Dad and Mom asked me to go down for dinner and then I'm here after settling my private stuffs.

LoL, I have to post something normal. =)

Alright.. Ciaos