Haha, She just told me to go meet her someday to get back my clothings that are left over at her place. And She isn't home too. Out with her new bf. Somehow, this didn't get me angry. Finally put myself at ease.

Was confused for a moment. Wanted to go back to ask her like I did the other time with Jasmine. Perhaps I did wrongly the other time. It was obvious. I worried too much. I should had been more .... suave...[ is it the right word to use] when dealing with matters of heart.

It had always been like this. I can always tell my friends to break up when I know that something is wrong between them. But I couldn't do it myself. I'm reluctant. I'm worried that I might hurt them. I want to take up responsiblity even though I know I couldn't do it.

Perhaps I'm wrong all along. I'm not being emo about it. Finally found someone who I can talk this with. He managed to open my mind. And I believed. I know I'm not good enough. And I need more confidence.

Ok. Wait. I didn't mean He. LoooL. Not God for Heaven's sake. =P

Sidetracked. -_-"

=) Finally at ease. My heart isn't swaying.

Metamorphosis.