Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Peiying, Brenda, Anthony, Lynn and Feng Tao was there when me, Leo, Ben and Polar reached the pit. Cool. Peiying looked gorgeous that day. :P First time seeing her wearing something else other than gi? Somehow, after Ben reached, they stopped cooking. Sadly. But we got to eat some of the chicken breast that they bbq-ed.
Ben took over, and well, not bad either. Crayfishs, soft shell crabs, chicken breasts and other etc. Dammit. I want more crayfishs. And I brought Dry Gin to share, somehow Lynn got abit high. The usual get together session, and stuffs. And some "childish" gun shooting, should had just use a knife and stab someone. Well, it is on my to-do list now.
Pei Ying and Brenda left around 10.30am. Ivy was told to stay over by her mom. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that she arrived after us. Had fun with GH3, walking around, and stuffs. Anyway, thanks Ivy for being around. I thought of more stuffs.
So, Anthony had his birthday cake and song. And the rest played and played. From this, I know I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings and people. Cause I couldn't write anything else.
All ended in the morning. Ivy pang seh me =/. I woke up from the little nap I had, and got to know alot of stuffs I missed. Lots of stuffs that even I thought wasn't important. It started to think more. Haha.
I lost alot. I really did. I didn't appreciate what people gave to me too. Wasn't really that meticulous as I thought I were.
Worked as usual. Nice working environment. Bleah. Ended. Monday 12am now. What a waste of time. I'm still thinking and searching for a light in my life.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Cool. Well, nothing much is happening, without considering that the final tests are just around the corner, overspending, Valentines' Day, Lunar New Year, working, hanging out with pals, playing games, NOT going to lessons, overeating, procrastinating, not getting slimmer, blaming life, and there's really nothing else to do.
Today, hanged around in school after school to help Alicia with her scalpel modelling. I found out that she is still VERY angry/frustated/unable to stand/hateful/ZOMFGWTFBBQ with Leo. Sigh, Why do I have multiple gal pals that can't stand some of my guy friends? Sigh Sigh Sigh. Forgive them please?
Anyway, I had also wanted to get a bicycle, but by the time I figured out something for Alicia's scalpel, I had to leave the lab after which me, Leo, VinVin and Hao went down to Kranji to have a budget nasi lemak, after which then we proceeded with my plan of going down to Marsiling to look for the shop, after which we found out that it had already closed for the day , after when on the way home, I met YangHeng who told me that Jiawen was playing bball at the court, so I went to play some bball with him and then after we went to get a drink before going home.
And so, that concluded my day.
I think I have pretty much given up on my emotional needs. Lets fill it up with the materialistic ones. :D Guess I'm just kidding about it. But it seems like it is really tough to be Okayasu.
BRB.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Went to church on Friday with Alicia. The one beside Nativity. Smaller one? Punggol Park? Uh well. She booked with me 1 week in advance! I had to go! lol. O well. Come to think of it, I don't remember going to mass. I mean I do, but.. well, I don't remember what happen during then.
Uh, WELL. But, I still couldn't get a hold on what exactly that I want. For life that is. Sigh.
Anyway, there's some stuffs and things I want to do and get. [Am I contradicting myself? ]
Ha. I don't want die working. ALright, gotta get ready to sleep, HAVE to work.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Went shooting ducks at the pasa malam at CWP with leo and polar. LoL. Kinda suck with zero calibration and bad shooting skills. Every shot is unique! wow~ So, we didn't win anything from the game. But well, I finally got a plushie for leo in the other game. Cleared 5 cans with 3 balls. :D Patrick plushie.
That was monday.
Today, went arcade after school with Alicia, Hao, and Vin who was with us spiritually. :D Bishi Bashi Training today. Kept playing that with them, while I play some other games like the aircraft game and zaku II.
XD. Alright. Sleep
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
What's the point... at least I don't sleep at much in class now. I think. Future seems so... future to me. I really can't imagine what would I be doing.. at all. Looking at the crowds move, when I'm working, really get me thinking.
I would be thinking. Alot. Where did all these people come from... Do I have a reason to be meeting them? interacting with them? or whatever should I be doing? I kept seeing events that I felt that I had saw before. Memories that I had, somewhere, sometime. It feels unreal, yet.. uh.. Somehow I don't feel real anymore. Can it be that what I'm experiencing now as my 'life' is just part of my imagination, an elaborated dream?
Sigh. It makes me tired. Perhaps it's just my way of running away from life.
My feelings are messing up too. Looking at couples shopping for their new home. I would be wondering about their lifes. How would it be? Different from mine? Different from one and other? Came out with a thought halfway through today's work. I don't want to settle down like them yet. I still want to play around. [If I know how. :D]
No. Not exactly playing around. But, to experiencing more. Kinda feel that my previous relationships were pretty empty. I wasn't working hard for any of them. [ or did I? ] I can't remember at all. Fading memories. But then again, why would I?
What am I anyway? What do my friends think of me? ... Am I part of their lives or just a passerby? My friends are probably just my imaginations of my life which is all but my dream.
2am Sunday.
Signing off then. Make me feel alive.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Finished with a few short anime series. Shuffle, Sola, Peach Girl, Yoake Crescent Love... Uh. Ok Fine. All the kiddy love anime. :D They are kinda fun to watch, and it is funny. At least better than Hi 5.
Simple stories. But they can get you touched. Maybe it is rare to see this "simple" stories happening in real life.
Uh, I need to control my spendings. Guess I used up more than 200 in just a fortnight. Gosh. On things that you can't see, or that you can see but utterly useless. [ those frigging plushies =D ]
Uh, well, they are therapeutic.
My thoughts. Locking up in myself again. Even I couldn't understand. This world that I live in, why am I here? Do I have a purpose? Who are all these people who I had never seen before that I saw today? Why am I thinking about all this? -Locked-
Ah, bullz. Life's simpler this way.
More, I have more.
Bye my blog.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Somehow it is already 12.30am now. 2nd Jan. Wow. Good rest for my body and soul, I think.
Life is going back to the boring self again. But it will prolly get busier with school resuming today.
Getting my pay soon. Sigh. It kind of gets me thinking why am I working for. 3 months had passed already since I started working. Sigh. If life's like this when I leave school, I will probably feel lost.
Working to keep ourselves alive by using the money we get to buy food to feed ourselves. If everyone just keep themselves alive by growing food themselves, will the world be different?
Very different perhaps.
Bye.
Friday, December 28, 2007
So, to make it short, it was good. Not a plain Christmas after all.
Watched Dvds til 430 in the morning before leaving the place.
That's Tuesday. Wednesday = Blank.
Thurs. Today, went out with Alicia and Vinvin. Caught the movie MissionSexControl. Somehow, it isn't really .....ah... Hitman is better. Though it was funny at times.
Went back to Woodlands to meet Wai for some bball. Damm ankle. It needs to heal faster!
Nothing much. Same boring life again. Alone.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Christmas Eve. Dang. Rejuvenating at home. No one asked me out until 1am. So, I took a cab down to Serangoon Garden to meet Jessica, Shi Jie and Robin. We went to Clarke Quay to chill. Ended up in TCC. Had a hazelnut frappe and some spicy pasta that Jessica couldn't finish. Pasta average, but the prawns are delicious. Jessica kinda drank half of my frappe cause it was too spicy.
Didn't do anything much after that, sat at TCC for another 30mins before leaving. Well, ended up at Hougang to wait for the morning bus.
Eve's over. Christmas dinner at Yangheng place later, gonna try out his brother's cooking.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
And so, couldn't do quite some stuffs for the next few days til Sunday, which I went to work. Aki came to meet me after work, was planning for a movie but scrapped that idea cause it was too late. Then we went to play a game at Raiders, after which I sent her home and then took a cab home. Yeah, it was quite late, cause we talked abit.
Monday = Slack. Tues = Work. Ray went down with MC again. Nasty food poisoning.
Anyway, boredom. Been watching Bleach. AH. Ok. Tiring but can't stop.
Shall continue watching. Ciaos.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Thank you for taking the Creativity Test. The results show your brain dominance as being:
Left Brain 36%
Right Brain 64%
You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.
Your Left Brain Percentages47%
Reality-based (Your most dominant characteristic)
27%
Linear
21%
Logical
14%
Sequential
14%
Verbal
9%
Symbolic (Your least dominant characteristic)
Your Right Brain Percentages
64%
Concrete (Your most dominant characteristic)
64%
Fantasy-oriented
29%
Intuitive
28%
Random
24%
Holistic
13%
Nonverbal (Your least dominant characteristic)
Alright. Cant copy all those craps. =P
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Anyway, I think I failed my test today. So, oh well. Then I was supposed to study and stuffs, but I went to catch a movie with Aki.
Grabbed a bite, a big one, at PS Kopitiam, after we got the tickets for Hitman. Then played the bball machine at PS arcade, it was so easy. But I couldn't be bothered to play much, and the show was starting.
Hitman. Great show. Aki was abit slow with the plot. She kept asking me. LoL. Ok. Nudity in the NC16 show. Other than that, the plot is really packed with actions and fast paced. I would definitely watch the sequel if there's one.
Sent Aki to her block and chatted for around an hour. Then my dad came to fetch me. =P They guessed my break-up with Yaling. Haha. Kinda slow, but at least they noticed. My mom was like "Hmm Good Good". Ok. What the heck.
Got home, and Caryn asked me out for a run. 12am. OK. ON! We ran approx. 3km after which I couldn't stand it anymore. Alright, she beat me. Fine. Then we played some bball til around 1am.
Blogging after arguing with polar dude. Deep misunderstanding I guess. Can't we even have a proper arguement?
Time 1:48am. Time to go. Bye.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007
I went to collect my pay on Friday at AMK V.Hive. Then I met Ray there, well, I stayed there and chatted abit. Kinda bored as there wasn't much sales that day. The pay seems messed up, so I took awhile too. And, met Ken from GreatWorldCity V.Hive.
Ray and me kinda had a bet to see who will finish what the other treated to drink first. He got me a Guiness Stout, and I got him a Tonic. LoL. He lost miserably. =P lol. $3 stout for 60cents Tonic. What a rip off! Oh well, it was a challenge, and I know he can take alcohol. So yeah.
We went to walk around, got dinner for Ken, [ We are not gays.] then we returned to the outlet and chat abit again. They kept calling me to slit my wrist whenever I complained that I'm bored or sian. Dumbass. And lots of gossiping crap, after which he treat me to a can of Heineken, and another Guiness, followed by more gossips. Then another Heineken after closing. I think I was already tipsy.
Went home around 12 and fell asleep til 2.30am. Uh. Probably due to the beers. Woke up due to my sms alert. Oh Aki. Fell asleep again after that, and woke up at 8am. Somehow, I was late for work at 10am. LoL.
Work was boring as usal. Saw Fly at IMM. LoL. He was selling cameras. Then there was this Xing Guang Shi Shao PK crap there. I remembered some banshee froze me with her ghastly high pitch. But others were rather good. Met Fly on the train back home too. Quite a concidence as he was supposed to finish work an hour earlier than me. Chatted and stuffs.
Home. Msn, shower, slept. Nice. Sunday. Work. Late. Crap. Crap talk with Jayson. Work. Work. Boring. Smsing Aki. Crap talk. Crap with customers. Annoy them. Annoy myself. The last customer really got me irritated, nearly screamed at her. Geez. Ray came down during closing. LoL. More crap talk.
Home. Msn, sms. shower, ate, msn, then blogged all these craps. I wonder who will read all these craps. =P
Alright. Bye.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
I think I gonna make Wednesday as my break day.
Tuesday was a hell lots of fun. I went to met Jessica at Eunos at around 6pm, then we get down to Hougang for BBall. Familiar faces, cool. Then, we started playing 4v4. There's Lawrence, Nicholas, Jessica and me on our team. We kept winning, continously for around 5 rounds of 7 points.
Lawrence has some gay (powerful/cool) moves, Nicholas has good rebounds and close-range shots, Jessica did quite alot of great "center" moves and a couple of far shots. Well, I.. just played around with Nicholas backing me up. Cool. Law and Jess did some great passes, but somehow my reaction isn't fast enough. Anticipation isn't there.
It is really fun and all. It is not about my personal skill anymore. I really appreciate good team mates that moves, attacks, defends and apologise if a mistake is made.
If you really think you aren't good enough, do something about it. Improve and not rely on others. Even I myself need improvement. Though I always gauge whether my teammates are reliable, I know I'm not good enough. Be strong and stand on your own.
Alright, after the games, we went to have dinner at a nearby coffeeshop. Jessica and I shared Niang Miah..Whatever it is spelled. =/ Oh yeah, there was Guo Xiang, Joel, James, eh.. ahh can't remember. Some auntie keep forgetting one of their order. So he went without dinner. LOL.
On the way home, Caryn called me telling me she's restless, so I went to met her and played bball again. at 12am. =/ Wow. Restless. Played abit of bball, went to her house for a shower and talked abit til 3am. Filled up the gaps where I didn't contact her since everyone grad. Guess alot of friendships ended too. LOL
Wednesday -
Morning practical exam, then did powerpoint presentation for MEMs as well as the report. I was frigging sleepy. Then MEMs lesson for presentation, which I think I did erm. Badly. =P I'm still a bad presentor. Stage-fright I guess. After that I went home and rest.
I woke up at 10pm. My entire house was in darkness. LOL. Completed the escape game which I played awhile before sleeping earlier. Watched abit of animes on Central then I came in to blog and chat.
It is now 230am Thursday. Talked with Yaqing about Yaling. Some stuffs that will make me a bit upset but also stuffs that I wanna know.
Alright, that's all. Bye =